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GO SUMMER!
Saturday, October 10, 2009 at Saturday, October 10, 2009
Life is a new LOW today. Never felt so depressed in such a long time. I failed my test. I was so confident until we started marking it. It's not that I have not studied for it nor put in any efforts. I know it seems that I am damn aloof and literally on a vacation attitude for my job.

Just sat by the pool alone and suntan til I feel better. Trying to mindfuck myself. No point wallowing in self pitiness because no one is going to feel sorry for me. It's not going to change anything. Just try my best the next time. GO SUMMER!

I seriously need to start focusing on what I want to achieve. But how do I get there? The only thing I am very sure at the end of the day this is what I want to wake up to a view like this.
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