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Sunday, April 30, 2006 at Sunday, April 30, 2006
haha. yeah today wake up with a surprise! haha. cuz ray messaged me! so i quickly call him. haha. lucky he pick up the call. haha. den we arranged to meet at 11.30am! haha. of cuz i am happy cuz i can go sentosa already!

when we reach sentosa there are already alot of ppl already. so we find a spot and settle down to tann. actually also nothing much lah. juz sit and relax. haha. after awhile we both sweat like piggy already. haha. after awhile we left at 3.30pm as its like its going to rain already. after tt saw dis super cute jack russell! arghs!!! its so small and adorable! make u wanna hug it so tight! haha. btw today i had ben and jerry's ice cream!! haha. yummy!

tried calling yuling they all up they all seems like they died on their bed or something! haiz. so i went to meet vik at taka. but i abit tired so i left home early. haiz... super no life eh me! arghs!! but mayb going prata house ltr in the nite. =)

and this to RAY! thanks for acc me gg to sentosa. haha. really grateful to you! haha. don be smug when u see dis k. haha. but seriously thanks lah! hope i didnt bored u lah. i enjoyed myself today! =)
today was rather boring. woke up at about 2? haiz. so sianx. its saturday n i got no plans again. haiz. ended up slackin the whole day. i wanted to go sentosa v.badly. but yuling they all dun wanna go. ray also nt going already i guess. haiz.

feel like a complete loner. i simply have no life. think i wanna start work soon. so tt i wont need to worry that i wont hav anything to do. at least i am kept busy. i wan to be as busy as i can. so that i wont let my tots run wild. btw saw jere's gf at rp yest. i dunno she noe if i am me anot. haiz. i am so bored. i juz wan to be busy and live my life to the fullest.

btw today went to my granny house. also finally bought the keratase shampoo! its $79 for 1 litre. its kinda ex. but i gt no choice leh. haha. wanted to go mustafa. but they r too tired already. n i think my dad v.poor thing to have my mum as his wife. haiz. she is selfish and self-centred. haiz. but its okies... cuz he gt a nice daughter who loves him alot!

ray... if u r seeing dis go sentosa k? haha. i am desperate to go lar...
Saturday, April 29, 2006 at Saturday, April 29, 2006
yeah! finally its friday! haha. today was late again. n lava our faci is rather particular. so was kind of scolded by him a lil. was made to do a presentation all by myself the feeling was great. even though i was nearly nervous, i think i did a gd job except that i keep putting filler words. haha. wad to do? i always wanted to present with confidence but i guess it takes time to accumulate through experience.

today was team wid louis and sharul. obviously had great laugh throughout the day. basically i feel that of all modules this shall be one of the most interseting one. had to do a few skit and come out with a presentation to convince ppl to ban smoking in singapore. btw ate the chicken baked rice finally. but the aunty was realli stuck up. v.poor service and she keep giving me attitude. haiz. can't stand dis type of customer service. plus their food is quite ex for poly! kns, so yaya. hm...

after school i went to queensway wid nigel. bought a sports bra for training. haiz. its $40 eh. so ex. but no choice. after that went to ikea to take cab. the queue was damn long! we waited for abt an hr. i even went up and bought a slice of cake. really v.nice. haha. after that take cab to paragon wid him. haha. we go dere no need to queue up. cuz i am special. haha. no lah... btw in the end he bought an orange samsung E530c. haha. its his fav colour. after that also nothing much lah. sit in yoshinoya teach him hw to use the hp. den actually wanna go my aunty hse de. but too late already so after awhile den go home lers. i v.urgent wanna go toilet but the cleaner die also dun wan to let us in. haiz. another attitude problem ppl servicing.! so i tahan all the way to my home sweet home.
Friday, April 28, 2006 at Friday, April 28, 2006
haiyo. today was extremely late for school today as it was raining heavily i think. haha. of cuz i am unwilling to leave my cosy nest. haha. end up reaching school at 10am. reach school already still have to face the sarcastic ppl in my grp. calling me "leader" and all that crap. according to them onli "leader" can listen to music and be late for school! BITCH! arghs... hm... nvm... haha.

actually today nothing much lah. went to eat alone today as my break was 10.30am to 2pm. look like some weirdo or loner liddat. den after that nigel accompany me to eat b4 training starts. haha. really nice of him. yeah! finally its thursday! so it means TRAINING! haha. had fun today. was rather worried that i couldn't make it cuz of all the aching. and yuling nv go training. haha. abit scared. but turn out quite alrite lah. haha. gt 1 cute guy. haha. jk lah. hee...

after training wanna go makan. cuz v.hungry. but called both vik and alf all nt free. seriously alf is always nt free. haiz. dunno am i being sensitive or wad lah... so yup. ended up eating alone at upp thomson again. haha. yar... look weird again...tsk tsk.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 at Wednesday, April 26, 2006
yest was too tired already. anyway gt nothing to blog either. haha. but my arms, thighs and butt aching like hell! even when i laugh too hard my rib cage also will ache. haha.

today went to school by train again. haha. as usual am late again. today's faci was funny and humourous! had debating today! was realli fun! haha. topic was "GIRLS ARE SMARTER THEN GUYS!". haha... had a really great time as i now see them as losers. haha. it is scientifically proven that we are smarter then guys! haha... they onli can defend. den nigel said something really touching. made me wanna cry. but am in the middle of debating so must be strong. haha. he made me wanna sayang him. haha. after awhile den can go home. before that i took pic wid nigel and jocelyn!

haiz. today dunno why suddenly feel so empty and lonely. suddenly think of jere. it seems like it is doin so well and it just ended to abruptly. haiz. issit my fault? come to think of it, it seems like i am taking revenge sub consciously. i left him when he is most vulnerable and at his lowest point of his life. breaking all the promises, trust, heart and the love we had built up over the years. haiz. and now its all down the drain. nw he is happily attached. his gf is also in the same poly wid me. hopefully i will nt see her n him together.

i miss being pampered. being kissed and hug. n i also miss pampering him in return. haha. haiz.
Monday, April 24, 2006 at Monday, April 24, 2006
today was suppose to meet yuling at 7.30am at causeway point burger king eat breakfast wan. who knows when i reach there they still at punggol. so i ate my meal v.slowly like some pathetic loner liddat. haha. in the end was late for school. haha...

haiz. today is basic science. so i seriously hate monday. cuz i try to tell myself to be positive and that things will change for the better. but i always end up wanting to give up and leave this damn school for gd. the facilitator for monday was crappy. and the team today really gt nothing to say. no one allocate things for me to do. den when i ask wad am i supposed to do they juz shut up and pretend like they nv hear me. when i fail to find anything they claim tt its okies. cuz 4 brains is enough(5 in each grp)! they are soooo sarcastic! okies nvm. enough of that.

btw today jackson came to RP and look for me. we went to causeway point to have lunch. had japanese food. was yummy but too bad i cant eat much cuz of the heavy breakfast. haha. den i bring him go school tour around. haha. he is really nice. cuz he bring umbrella when he goes out and will offer to shelter u. haha. gentleman.

wah i now whole body aching. my knee cap is v.badly bruise. and my hand and fingers are swollen. haha. did nt get into a cat fight but went for volleyball training.! seriously i enjoy it even though the training is v.tough! haha. but tts the reason why i like it wad... v.challenging and gt sense of acheivement. haha. so gd! btw am asked to join the youth cup wid em which really made my day so much brighter. haha. and there is this familiar ger. she is from PHS previously. she is really amazing! my idol man... her skill realli v.gd. haha. admire her cuz she is a national player. haa.

btw this paragragh is for dopod. his topic today is abt wheher he shud dye his hair anot. so i said yes! get him to dye golden brown or highlight. but he prefer dunno wad ash white. god! he so uncle lookin still go dye white colour. haha. k lah. tired already. nites
Sunday, April 23, 2006 at Sunday, April 23, 2006
yest stayed over at yuling hse. den after tt 11.45 den wake up already. cannot slp at all. den v.early wake up already. den we go compass point eat. saw jie si dere too. so chatted for awhile. haha.

after tt i went to my granny hse at boon keng. haha. bought her sao rou fan for her. but she already eaten already. haha. den after awhile my aunty they all also come back early. so we went to suntec city. actually wanna eat buffet de but i meetin sharon ltr on. so nv go eat lors. haha. end up eating at kopitiam. haha. after tt we chiong go bugis to look for our short denim shorts.

haha. den sharon n me manage to buy it at $15. haha. today like v.rush liddat. haha.btw tml will be gg for vb training! so excited! haha. i cant wait. haha. oh ya. and steven from dopod ask me to blog abt him. so i did. haha.
today went to quees town wid lee ying and twins. haha. at first i tot i will be late but hu noes i am actually the earliest. so i went to walk around at queens stown shopping centre. haha. saw the yellow lacoste shoe!! its $99 abit ex leh! cuz tt time i saw the same shoe at $49 onli lors. wth.

today the twins bought 3 adidas jacket! so gd. me too bought a blazer jacket as well. finally! its $45 onli. den we went to far east to look for sharon. she v.paranoid leh. cuz gt dis cute guy opp. den when i go in to look at the jacket she keep pestering me to go back to her shop. haiz...

after tt went to cine to eat at the steakhouse. haha. the calamari is v.nice! yummy! haha. btw now at yuling hse stayin over.

finally things are being sorted out between me and alfred. feel so much better. =)
Friday, April 21, 2006 at Friday, April 21, 2006
oh! finally its friday! haha. so fast 1 week has pass by juz liddat. school seems so much better! haha. wah. my ez link card is really killing me! every two days i had to top up $10. and nw onli left $2 plus! arghx.

today school was rather relax. haha. today walk to sch wid nigel. tt crazy bitch clam tt he is late when its onli 8am whereby we have to reach at 8.30 am lors! haha. time passes fast but except tt the facilitator today like v.serious liddat. damn strict. seems like we don hav a choice to anything we do. and its like its all up to him nt us. sianx...

yuling and me went to orchard today. went to plaza sing and saw russell but dun think he remembers me. haha. which is gd! if nt it will be kinda akward. haha. btw went to walk around with lee ying. haha. and we find out the gd thing about being our height. haha.

i think mayb i should take things easy and nt so seriously. think mayb he is nt even interested at all. haiz... afterall i am still young! lots of opportunities out dere. cheer up and things will change for the better. the best is yet to come! be positive and confident and have faith in myself!
Thursday, April 20, 2006 at Thursday, April 20, 2006
wah... yest nite was lying on my bed at 12.40 already. hu noes i juz lie awake wid a v.bad headache until 2 am. was unable to slp until i pop dwn the panadol.

morning wake up slightly later. but manage to take bus to school. was late for 10 mins. lol. as usual. haha. but today the facilitator is quite nice. she is a modern wan. haha. she plays war craft and is really nice. she can really get along wid us. btw today went to causeway point wid wei kiat to eat kfc. wah. i think $10 a day is nt enuf for me. it seems like i am eating alot. spending every single cents on food n nothing else. haiz. den after tt wait for the bus v.long. den my team mates sabo me as the team leader earlier. but i find em v.sarcastic. cuz they keep saying leader leader. den say what onli leader can come late and play music. =.="

then after tt school actually ended earlier den usual. so meeting vik at town. hu noes rain until v.heavy. cannot go at all. was v.tired already.haiz. but in the end also went lah.when i reach orchard awhile den she let me go hm by myself den go meet her fren. wth. if i noe liddat might as well dun go. waste of my time n energy esp when i am extremely tired and haven slp well the previous nite. gt her own frens den ask me to go hm. nt the first time already.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 at Wednesday, April 19, 2006
this morning is a bad start. y do i say so? i left my door open when i went away to bathe. who knows when i come back i saw 2 puddle of urine! n guess wad my stupid dog go n pee on the my new laptop case!!! lucky nv kena my laptop. but i definately am v.pissed! yup i did slap him hard. n now i am ignoring him. when he comes into my rm i will ask him to get out! cuz of lucky's nonsense behaviour i am late for sch. so i took mrt instead. in the end was late for 10mins. sianx.

today is the first time i saw a real facilitator hu is doin his job well. he really shoot you qns. lots and lots of qns. and he really makes sure we learn by the end of the day. which is GOOD! at least he take his wrk seriously and nt juz come and tan jia like other facilitator. so today had to go through the same routine like any other day. haha. he also encourage us to stand at the front to present. which is good as well. haha. today sch seems so much better. haha.

after lessons, was chatting wid gabriel. actually wanna go fishing wid him. but schedule is abit tight n i haven complete the damn RJ. sianx. n he's onli gg home at 1am. cannt make it. haha. so nv go lors. btw the bus fare is really killing me. it seems like i have to top up $10 every 2 day eh. so bloody ex! haha. i miss alfred. haven seen him for days n days. hee. hope to see him soon. haha.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 at Tuesday, April 18, 2006
today nv go to sch. cuz i overslept. i was thinkin since i already over slept already might as well don go. anyway its nt fair for my team mates to do the research n i juz pop in liddat to write dwn my name. yup. so was scolded by dad, alfred n cindy. tsktsk.

after i woke up vikki called. so i meet her at toa payoh. cuz i need to get contact lenses n a laptop pouch. haiz. actually also nothing much today to talk about. after tt we went to joy doggy to ask george abt the dog trainer for tipsy.

so i went back to vik's place to hav dinner n watch desperate housewives. haiz. den tt tipsy seem soooo fat! haha. den he is so bloody hyperacive. keep hopping around me scratching my leg! haha. after awhile den go home already. boring day!

when i think of school tml its really sianx... it spells 1 word! B.O.R.I.N.G!
Monday, April 17, 2006 at Monday, April 17, 2006
today is the first day of school. haiz. in the morning was really rush all the way. super sleepy. haha. den i quickly get prep for my school. when i was about to leave the house i realise i cannot find my keys. haiz. so wasted quite alot of time. den my bag is super heavy. haiz. after tt i quickly go out already.

i everyday have to walk across bishan park. so i try to walk as fast as i can. wah den frm far i saw 169 coming. so i had to chiong all the way to the bus stop. lucky tt bus driver nv left without me. if not i am screwed. haiz. by the time i got onto the bus i am panting like nobody business. n sweating like hell. haha. journey was long n quiet. so juz try to rest abit lors.

when i reach the school, there seems to hav millions of people swarming in. so i quickly to 7 eleven to get a can of milo. turn out, out of the 7 hrs i am in school, 3 hrs are actually break. since ivan n me is under the same block, den we go dere together. i am so stunned to see soooo many ppl queing up for the damn lift. so i suggested we take the stairs instead. wah climb until 4th floor the damn door is locked. so had to go 5th floor n take the lift dwn. so lame.

wasn't really late but juz make it juz in time. was assigned to team up wid a cute guy. haha. so at least its 1 thing tt make my day juz a lil bit. haha. today is the first time we are doing problem solving. n i can tell you its total crap! the facililator like go dere tan jia onli. if no basic knowledge we hav to do a presentation by 2pm! as u all know tt i am always hungry, when i finally get to go for break, its the "peak hour"! everywhere is long queue. i queued up for 25 mins n the damn que haven even move abit. sianx. so i decided to go to 7 eleven. even dere is really congested!! sickening. haiz. i ended up eating cup noodles. n it cost me $2.20! so ex!! my god. btw i saw diana. so i actually called out to her n she was like ooh...i don noe the normal acadamic ppl. kns! u be wid smart ppl doesnt make u smart my ger! wake up ur idea man. u r disgusting! dun act like u r so express type can? u r still frm normal acadamic no matter wad it will always b a fact.

after school cannt go home cuz heavy rain. den after tt wei keat went to eat prata cuz i v.hungry. haha. through out the whole journey we keep complaining. wah. by the time i reach home its already 7 plus. super tired. haha. i drop dead on bed immediately. haha. stop here. bloody slpy!

in conclusion, this school sucks! i feel bad wasting my parents money. but basically we r like the white mice for MOE liddat. haiz. gonna perish soon. chui!
Sunday, April 16, 2006 at Sunday, April 16, 2006
hehe. yest met alfred to eat at prata hse last min. haha. really nice of him to acc me go eat when ever i am hungry. haha. sometimes i think he is even better den a full time bf. haha.

today went to balestier wid yuling to doing something to our hair. haha. at first i tot i will be late. who knows i am actually earlier. so i slowly walk around n try to look for the building myself. dere quite alot of those hotel 81 type of small hotel. wah lao alot diko peh n phillipines prostitute. den i come across this 7-eleven so i juz go in n get 2 can of coke. den sit at the bus stop wait for yuling. den gt this uncle in his car keep smiling n even wink at me lors. god! its so er xin lors. btw vik also mentioned tt she might wan me to keep tipsy. hm... think my parents r okie wid it.

when we go in to tt saloon the hair stylist , andy is rather friendly. haha. i actually wanna perm my hair again. but after much thinkin i think i better nt lah. end up i onli colour n treatment my hair. haha. yup we talk nonsense through out the whole thing. haha. we stay dere for 4 hrs. haha. den yuling ask me acc her go toilet. inside gt 3 cubicles. the middle wan is locked up wan. so yuling went in to the last 1 n when i wanna go into the 1st cubicle i actually hear a few knocks on the door. wah i quickly run to yuling. haha. end up gg into the same cubicle. xia si lers. haha. once i am done i quickly run out already. haha. eerie!

actually wanna go bugis de. but its already 7 plus n for the whole day i have nt had anything at all. so after tt we went to whoampoa market n eat fried oyster n hokkien mee. den saw this superstar contestant. haha. after tt finish lers den go hm lers. this few days keep eat until half way wanna slp. haha. by the time i reach home i v. tired already. haha. tml sch starting soon! haiz. i abit nervous. scared tt i don click wid the ppl dere. hopefully things goes well for me tml!

Saturday, April 15, 2006 at Saturday, April 15, 2006
hehe. yest went out wid alfred for supper. we actually drove to adam's market. its my first time dere. haha. so we had prawn noddles. mine look kinda hot. after tt we juz drove around to look for dou hua. haha. but all close lers. so no choice. gotta drive me hm since my dad keep calling already. so sianx. haha. spoiler. after tt he walk me hm. haha. yup. sweet of him. so i suggested tt we take some pics as promised. lol. the pic always blur. haha. but we manage to take 2 perfect 1. haha. but we will take more i guess. haha. but other day lah. haha.

today went to kster wid yuling, liling n sharon. haha. keep singing. haha. nothing much. after tt we decided to go orchard to shop n have dinner. haha. so we go to paragon to see wad to eat. haha. 2 wanna eat sushi tei another 2 wanna eat spageddies. haha. but after much discussion we decided to go eat sakae. haha. i wanna eat spageddies leh! haha. but nvm lah. sianx.

after tt we went heeren n shop. haha. i bought a kate ruber chi hua hua cap at queen's couture. haha. kinda xin tong. $49 leh!!! haha. but i really like it alot. haha. buti wear vik sure say i bimbo or something wan. haha. sianx. btw i went to new urban male. haha. 2 guy workin dere said i gt a nice cap. haha. den try to strike a conversation wid me. but i nv entertain lah. haha. after tt juz walk around den settle dwn at spinelli n tok nonsense. haha. after tt actually wanna go sharon hse n stay de. but when i call my dad he said cannt! so kinda sianx lah. haiz. but nt too bad cuz i neutral lah. gt go also liddat nv go also liddat. anyway sharon say she wanna slp. den the girls reach hm already also nv go lers. haiz. buti nw v.hungry!

btw tml will b meetin yuling to go dye my hair n mayb perm my hair again. mayb onli lah. haha. see hw much. haiz.!! i am so hungry!
Friday, April 14, 2006 at Friday, April 14, 2006
today woke up when vik call. she wanted to go to quality hotel to interview. so i went along wid her since i had nothing to do either. haiz. it was raining cats n dogs. worst of all no one brought umbrella. haha. when we at the opp bus stop, we run across the road under the heavy rain. haiz. our legs are all drenched wid rain water n dirt. but when we went over it was actually good friday. so dere is no interview held at all.

so i offered to pay for the cab. so we went to suntec city. we juz walk around n window shop. den i saw dese small lil shoes in adidas. they r really small. v.cute n nice. btw when i leave my hse dere is 2 toddler. haha. they say bye bye to me. haha. so cute! esp the boy boy! haha. i hope 1 day my mum suddenly get pregnant 1 fine day. haha. so i will hav a baby sibiling. i promise i will love em like my own kids. haha. but i think my mum is practically too old already. haha. den vik ask me to go get pregnant. crazy! buti asked her to try instead. haha. after tt we went to check my account. haha. finally my pay came! yeah. so i suggest we go to orchard n buy my birkenstock.

but when we arrived at orchard rite. i am rather disappointed. cuz the design i wan onli comes in kids size. tsk tsk. everypart of my body is a kids size except my feet! so we went to apple centre to look at the ipod. its only $268 for the 1Gb nano. so i couldn't decide. so vik ask me to make up my mind. as u all noe tt i am a v.indecisive ger. the more u rush me the more kan jiong i am. so i chose the birkenstock instead. but no size!!!! so tt guy help me check. n onli tanglin gt stock. yup! both of us walk all the way dere. sianx. haha. after tt we went to far east to eat. after tt vik say she wanna meet her fren. anyway i also v.tired already. so we went to zara. haha. bought 2 tops frm zara! 1 of em is the one tt vik say i cannt fit in de. haha. i die die also wanna try. haha. see if u nv try u nv noe! so dun give up easily. haha.

after tt vik gonna meet her fren. so i lend her $50 n withdrawl $500 to pay my dad the laptop money. nw i am broke again! after tt while walkin to the bus stop i saw dexter my hair stylist. i was v.tired by the time i reach bus stop. lucky i manage to find a sit in the bus.
Thursday, April 13, 2006 at Thursday, April 13, 2006
today woke up wid an unexpected visitor. haha. auntie's visit. was late for a couple of days. n nw i am left wid all the cramps. arghs. hehe. yest nite juz gt a part time boyfriend. haha. yeahs! haha. initially i tot by telling him tt i miss him would freak him out. lucky me. btw vik msg me askin if i wanna go sentosa wid her this morning. but i actually woke up at 1pm. buti called her anyway.

was supposed to meet yuling to go peirce to get the cert n testi wan. but when i call her she refused to pick up. tsk tsk. so typical of her. but its okies. expected! so i went ahead wid my own plans wid vik. haha. she hav to attend cherlyn's party at fullerton boat house. *wad a lucky girl* so she had to get a lil black dress n a prez. yup so we went to orchard as usual. went to zara. i saw dis nice top n its onli $40 but its too big for me even if its the smallest size. so is the denim shorts. the smallest size sold out lers! if nt i sure can wear de. haiz. the prob wid being short n small size.

after tt saw eugene chua n her new gf. its kinda akward. but juz smile to him lors. wad else. haha. but the thing is we keep bumping into each other. but he's new gf is really sweet. n its a pity tt she's wid him. wahaha. after tt juz leave orchard to prata house. haha. have been craving for em for quite some time already. finally i get to lay my hands on em. haha. think its extra nice today. haha. btw saw jensen n nicholas too. saw lots of ppl today. haiz. bought 2 magazine at 1 shot. kinda guilty. haha.

haiz. btw think damien is married n wid kids. haiyo. gt to realise after someone drop me hints. lucky i onli treat him as a fren. but i think the whole m1 thinks tt i am some 3rd party or something. hopefully i will nt get into some sort of unwanted mess. n i hope he noes wad he is doing n be a responsible dad n husband to his wife n children. n be a respectable dad like my own father.
yest was totally crazy. was home at 4am. lucky no need to go whoampoa to help out. cuz my dad forgot to wake me up. which is gd for me. haha.

slept all the way til 1pm. so i practically did nothing all the way n slack in my bed. den i suddenly remembered tt i had an appointment wid some talent management company. so i messaged alfred if he had any break after tt. some what we meet up for sushi tei. we ordered quite alot of food. eat until i bloat. finally i also helped him to paste the screen protector. n he also passed me 2 cds as promised. haha.

after the meal i went to the company. so actually talked to the consultant. he offered to groom me. so in this 3-4 mths i will get to learn hw to sing, act, dance n groom. will b market out to do advertising n grab any opportunities to my way to stardom. haha. but on 1 condition i had to pay $688. actually it did cross my mind tt i would wan to learn all dis things while i am still young. i want to try out new things n hav fun. but it seems tt i am too naive n dere r too many ppl out to con ppl like me. hm... hw?!

after the interview thingy i went to wait for bus. i sit dere for 20 mins den i realise dere dun hav 21. which i am quite sure it used to b dere. so no choice i took a cab to my aunty hse lor. haha. it cost me $7.20 wid all the extra charges. after tt juz watch tv n slack all the way til 10pm den hav my dinner at the kopitiam down stairs. after tt my uncle send me hm.

haha. today i shall b the day where all the ans comes clear. for the past few days i had been pondering about whether my dear or dearis juz a common term to him. haha. dunno if am too sensitive or wad. wonder if he realise the fact tt i am v.much into him. haha. yes, no doubt age plays a part. but i personally think tt if we click n tt we r happy does it really matter? or mayb i am juz too naive. i dunno. buti always believe tt if u nv try u will nv noe the outcome. if we tried our best, at least we had 50% tt it will wrk. but if we dun try we will hav 0%. but 1 thing i'm sure is i always smile when ever i think of him.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 at Wednesday, April 12, 2006
yesterday was realli boring the whole afternoon. i juz somewhat slack at home the whole day. then i think i am seriously bored. so i actually fold tt pile of clothes nicely. n iron all my clothes at 1 shot.haha. after tt still vacum n mop my room. haha. unbelievable. but my conclusion is nxt time better dun b a 24/7 housewife. its realli no life. haha

so at 9pm rite things start to liven up. haha. cuz i will b meeting my m1 crew at dbl o! yeah.. i miss em. haha. i meet damien at 10.30pm. so i tot i still gt plenty of time. haha. i watch tv until 9.40pm. he sent me a msg askin me if i was ready? haha. den i get super kan jiong. haha faster go n get ready. haha.

when i get into the car, i keep apologising to him for being late. den he actually drove me to a place. a v.unique n quiet place. we went to sentosa cove. frm dere i can see the CBD area, some small island n duno wad coast. its actually a place where all the super rich n loaded ppl will stay in another 2 to 3 yrs time. haha. so we juz stand by the sea in a pavillion. the atmoshpere is really v.gd! i shud say tt i am lucky. becuz the weather is gd, the sky is v.clear. the best part of tt place is the sky cuz u realli can see all the stars shining so brightly n its a full moon yest nite. listening to the waves crushing into the shore n the smell of sea water. if onli i stay by the sea. haha. tts always wad i want since young. everything was great until dere is dis ticking sound. haha. but when we turn back dere is no one. like i said dis place is really isolated. haha. den we realise its some cockroaches on the cans tt we left behind. =.="

from dere we went to dbl o. haha at first i was quite nervous cuz i scared i cannt get in. but turn out i juz walk rite in like the place is mine. lol. so when i gt dere, eddy, mun kor, judy, nicole, damien, henry, zhan ge, jackson, ling wei, rivinia, ian, johnny and ah chua r all dere. haha. really kinda miss ah chua. cuz i loads of things to consult him. haha. i only drank a glass of something. which i dunno wad issit. haha. its enuf to kill me already. haha. after like 20 mins den we leave to eat bah kut teh. haha. after the food den i leave wid damien cuz gt police n the car was parkin by the road. haa

after tt we drove to seletar reservoir. we went to dis 6 storey tower. lol. when we gt up to the top both of us r really catching our breathe. haha. think i kinda of go too fast. so we juz take in the wonderful scenery n the coolness of the air. its really v.nice. but after awhile we juz slowly walk down the tower. cuz its extremely dark. so dark tt i cannt even see him. haha. its tt bad. so we had to hold hands n walk dwn v.slowly. i seriously dun wan to roll down.

after tt we juz parked at the bishan park's carpark. so we juz sit back n talk nonsense all the way til 4am in the morning. haha. poor thing! both of us had to wake up at 7am so its 2 hrs of slp? haiz. haha. but its really nice of him to show me all dis places. haha. he said its to compensate for the lousy valentine's day i had. haha. he sympathise me. haha.
first day in school 10 apr
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 at Tuesday, April 11, 2006
today is the first day of school. but i was extremely late today. haha suppose to reach at 8.30am but i actually woke up at 8.25am. and tts when yuling call. haha. cuz i somehow assume the reporting time was 9.30am. haha. which i really hav no idea why. then i took a cab to school.

haiz... its a bloody waste of money. cuz when i reach dere, its really disappointing. when i enter the room the bloody malay bitch just ask me to sit down. mayb cuz i am late it seems a lil akward. then i log on to msn. den i dunno how to mute the thing. then the senior gt kinda pissed. she was like "function F3!" think frm tt min she dun like me already. keep picking on me. dunno wads her problem lors. haiz. after tt we got a 15mins break. den she said something like " pls be back on time! puntuality to me is v.important!" den she dart me a sickening look! bitch! haha. she totally spoil my day. i tot school will be fun. but the whole successful computing is crap! go dere listen to em bitching about other gers in RP. gossip mongers!

haha. i left during the lunch break wid yuling. haha. went to kfc. and mac hotspots. haha. ivan die also dun wan to leave earlier. haha. so we juz sit and relax. haha. go walking around causeway pt. after tt i took 169 frm the bus interchange. wah the whole journey was about an hour plus. haha. i actually slept through the journey. after that i had to walk across bishan park. suddenly gt the urge to jog.

so i called vikki the min i reach home. haha. yes. we went to bishan park for a jog. lol. its so nt me. after 10 mins both of us like kind of cannot make it already. haha. never mind lah. juz one step at a time. after that we juz slowly walk to my house.i even walk up all the way to the 25th floor of my block den walk down again.

den she came over to my house and help me to set up this blog first. after that we juz have our dinner and surf internet all that. then when vik say wanna borrow my laptop i said okies. after watching tv when she was about to go home we had a small conflicts. haiz. i v.lazy to acc her to go dwn stairs to smoke after all the run and stairs climbing. den she gt pissed off and sort of dump my laptop on the floor. wth. hard to please. haiz. now really v.slpy. think i gonna fall asleep anytime. haha. i seem to b extra hungry today. mayb cuz of the run all that. but for the past few days i havent been eating well also. hee. haiya stop here lers. i like a lil too long winded.
im back again!
Sunday, April 09, 2006 at Sunday, April 09, 2006
this is my new blog!
i dont think i will abandon this blog
in the next 6months.
will try to update in here daily.