Monday, July 31, 2006 at Monday, July 31, 2006
my wind chime!
gonna blow ur head off!
see the resemblences?
how can i resist?
i wan em!!!
see the irony? haaa
finally was back from genting! wasnt exactly fun but its also not exactly tt bad! but tru out the whole trip was kinda irritated wid daddy! he keep scolding ppl! haiz.. cannot make it... tsk... but all i can say is i fall in love wid shooting genting make finger linking good donuts! haha.. long story... btw the mp3 player bought by jere was finally wrking and it accompanied me tru the long and tiring bus journey... haha. I tot it died juz like our relationship.Day one!
Woke up at 5 plus… lucky I nv go drink wid Jackson. Think daddy n mummy v.long nv go out of town for quite long lers… they all behave like they nv been overseas b4 paranoid and kan jiong! I cant stand em man… going overseas wid em is a mistake! By the time I reach genting was already 1 plus.. imagine I took bus at 7am! The time!!! My god.. but I was kinda hyper and was bouncing around in my sit to my music… haha.. all hyper and cannot sit still. Sing my way dere… haha.. but the whole deck is ppl I noe lah. Haha. Poor aunt ate the stupid ice cream. She had food poisoning and had to stay in the room the whole day. Poor thing! Haiz.. her face all white and she was really wobbly.. haiz…
Day two
Went KL wid em. KL was fun esp the shopping mall! SURIA KLCC! But we had lots of disagreement! Dad n uncle was quarrelling tru out the whole day! Really irritated by em. I mean juz raise ur hand and hop on to the damn cab lah! Our main purpose is to get to the place! Rite? Waste time! Deprive me of my shoppin time. Btw at the REEF shop gt really cute guys dere.. haha. :P n a burberry bag is really nice!!! I wan it! Didn’t see it in sg! Haiz… abt the same price as my wallet but juz alil bit more lah. Saw some demonstration or rather a lil strike going on too. Interesting.. Den went to chi chiong gai.. tts when all the intense argument starts! Dad insist tt we take the mrt and find our way dere! Haiz… was caught in the rain n drenched all over. But I saw dis 2 pet shop. They sell really cute and affordable puppies! The Alaskan malamute is really cute and adorable. And I saw ppl selling squirrels too. At 60RM each. Cheap rite? But I dunno hw to smuggle back to sg. If not I will get those lil pups. Haha. Before tt I bought a few donuts! Really nice!! On my way back to genting I tried all ways and mean to take pic of the beautiful nite scenery of genting! At the end of the day… cannot make it… haha.. stupid driver! Drive so fast! Camera nt good enuf! Haiz… but its really nice!
Day three!
Last day! Was forced to wake up early.. dad blow his top again! Wad is wrong wid him? Early morning start his nonsense again. Haiz. Cant stand it. Went to shop around and saw dis gun shooting place. Haha.. I love it! Haha. Spent quite a lot of $ on it. Haha. My uncle was shock lah… I more excited den him. Haha. But its really fun.. the only interesting thing dere and I went home wid my sea shells wind chime! Been looking for em for sooo long… Haha. Den went home lers. Tsk.. the journey was unbearable! One word says it all! LONG!!!! I took bus at 3.30 and reach sg at 11plus! Happy to see teban garden happy to see tuas… happy to see brightly litted express way. But one thing is dere is a lot of stars! Really romantic and nice!
Summary!
Never am I going to travel wid my mum and dad again. They r a pain in the neck! Irritating! I prefer to go wid my frens!
Will try to smuggle pups back the next time! Haha.
Dun eat ice cream! Will give u food poisoning!
I fell in love wid donuts and shooting!
Thanks vik for taking care of my lil bugger!
I miss my lucky.
Vik makes gd nanny for ur pets when ur away. haa
Friday, July 28, 2006 at Friday, July 28, 2006
today went to sch rather late... was taking my own sweet time to sch and to wake up and bath and everything... yest sleep so late.. morning cannot wake up! den mum nt wrkin so i got to be bug by her.. haha. den i act poor thing in order to sleep more. say i chest pain cannot breath properly... :P haha... cuz my rm nt well ventilated. no fans n no air con already!haiz.. so sian ar today! so unlucky.. tml gg genting den gt menses! arghs! hate it... went causeway pt wid nigel to change $. haiz... sian... den saw remy and ah fat(i dunno his name). haiz... den during 1st break out i gt no appetite at all. den went 2nd break out all alone! so boring!... nigel dun wanna acc me go down... saw sunshine.. but i dun think he see me... still as cute as ever. haha. his hair abit messy like juz wake up. haha. tt blur look..
during training was quite okies.. i am really seeing improvment in me skills lers. haha.. gd.. haiz.. love and loathe taking bus wid the gers.. haha.. they always tempt me wid snacks and junk food! arghs! make me more fat onli. haha.. but i love it cuz i get to eat too... hee.. den muz be too much snacks, i was ask to serve to the opponent. haha... funny but its like the more i serve the more hyper i am... somemore alot out ball.. like alot strength.. not bad... gt 9 out of 10 ball over the net. more n more zai! after training actually wanna go home lers. den guilt suddenly struck me! so i headed to the gym instead... saw gary and his fren dere(dunno his name too)... tt 2 bugger keep laughing at me.. say i pay $1.50 to run on the threadmill only... but i am doing more den that lors! they were kinda shock to see me dere after training. but somehow i am not tired at all...
tml will be gg genting lers. haiz... poor lucky gotta stay at home all alone. vik will only come visit him on sat... tsk... i will miss its accompany! den if gt anything juz call me hp or msg me.
Thursday, July 27, 2006 at Thursday, July 27, 2006
its 3.40 am rite now! and wth! i cannot seem to fall asleep! guess wad i have been doing for the past few hours? i have doing some work outs as i cant sleep! sooo... i sort of tidy up my room and make my "grey" puma bag white again! haha. i love it but its juz freakin dirty lah! so i used tt lousy bottle of make up remover plus nail remover to remove all the stains! and now it look usable lers! haa... sense of acheivements! i even plan things to bring to genting already. read SHAPE... i am tired! but i cant sleep!!! like still kinda hyperactive at dis hour.. muz be the carbo i had juz now and the nap.. tsk... wrong move... sleepless nite plus skipping gym session! i am feeling so warm n stuffy rite nw! my god! i had two fans on n an air con on too! but i am still feeling hot! haiz... lookin at the mirror! my god! out break! tsk.. sooo many pimple! no more gd complexion... wad happen? pms? hope so! ew....
today went to school and UT was okies! but i kinda have wednesday blues! cuz totally no chance to see my sunshine! haiz!!! sianzzzz. no thrill and excitement. haha..chatted wid germaine today.. was great as we cleared the air. everything was as usual. kinda boring though... no sunshine =( haha... glad tt doubts have been cleared i never like to drag things and i think it is better to talk things out before the problem gets worst.
took bus home wid lingg. was extremely tired! my eyes were closing during 3rd meeting! damn sleepy... went home took a nap... when i woke up its kinda too late for gym already.. abt 8? by the time i reach can go hm lers. haiz.. was really tooo tired lers. went to makan instead! tsk... wad a let down... haha. had sting ray kai lan and baby squid. at least gt eat veggies but ate abit rice!! haiz.. liddat hw to get good figure liddat? jia lat!!!
used to charm guys at the beach and now... tsk... think i take off everything also no ppl wanna see... haha. jk! but used to get guys coming up to me and get my no with out fail... now... tsk.. i am no more charming lers!! haha. muz jia you! according to yen kai's theory! i wan gers to notice me and admire me... for my case i wan guys to look at me.. haha. i managed to get jere by the beach and i will find better stuff at the beach again! haha. jia you! confidence is ultra sexy and irrisistable beauty!
btw lingg, dun be sad... cuz u still have got the good frens like us! n we will be dere for u! hu says tt we need guys to be happy? we can be even happier at times even without them.. when i fall out of love you have been dere for me. n remember this, ITS HIS LOSS CUZ HE LOST A GREAT GF LIKE YOU, WHEREAS YOU MERELY LOSS A GUY WHO DONT DESERVE YOUR LOVE AND TIME! tts wad ppl tell me also lah. time will heal everything. dun worry. but the sad thing is ur case is so similar to mine n jere. by rite things shouldnt be this bad! but nvm! all the pride is all we have.. haha. dun let them look down on us!
i think i become more and more boyish lers! i start to behave like one and i wanna do things like the guys can do! for the worst or for the better? no idea... haha.
my declaration for u! I LOVE YULING AND VIKKI! haha.. nigel dun jealous! i love u too! but not as much as the gers.. haha! will do?
Tuesday, July 25, 2006 at Tuesday, July 25, 2006
haiz! sian went to sch.. late abit! but not bad at least i made it to sch. haha. haiz! so sian! went to the zoo talk! wrote my yest entry dere. but when the talk start ler i v.attentive. cuz its abt animals! the sugar glider and slow loris is extremely cute! omg! wanna have em crawling on me. hehe. den went to food haven a new food court at w4. haha. saw sunshine! hehe. he did something v.cute! he some how block my eyes wid his hands... haha. driving me crazy! :P today was abt advertisement again! quite fun! but its abt the dark side of the advertising company. went training today! lucky i did the wrk out for my back the other day! cuz each of us gotta spike 30 balls over for the team to receive! fun!!! shall train more tml! had frenly n was team wid coach! haha. fun but we lost in the end. but its okies... cuz its not always abt winning. its abt the learning process! haha.
btw i think i did something bad! haiz. i noe i am doing the wrong thing but some how i still do it! haiz... human! i will do something abt it! cuz i feel so bad! i am in a lecture hall rite now, waiting for the zoo talk to start! yest stupid blogger gt problem.. yest nv go sch and slack at home the whole day, listening to radio and reading cleo. haha. learned to be confident and bring out the sexiness in u. haha. confident gers r the most attractive. n have been trying to look for ppl to go gym wid me! arghs!!! had a hard time lookin for ppl to go wid me. but when i on the verge of giving up vik msged! SHE IS BACK FROM THAILAND!!! yeah! i swear i really missed her! haha.. so i finally gt someone to go gym wid me. =)
went to gym at YCK. saw darcy and gary both wrkin dere. den when i walk into the gym, i saw my sunshine! wahaha.. happy yet nervous... was expecting to see him... but i still v.nervous... kinda wobbly and i dun dare to go into the gym... haha... i noe its abit dumb lah... but i juz like it. den we did say hi to each other lah... haha. btw i did more den juz going to the thread mill already. start training my back to spike better and to look better overall lah! doing excercise to wrking hard towards my tone and flabs free tummy! hehe.. btw vik bought me 4 tops from thai! her bday coming up soon! i seriously dunno wad to get for her! actually have lah.. but dunno shud get tt for her mah..
after gym we went to upp thomson to hav dinner. ate noodles.. okies.. n 2 wanton... haha... trying hard to curb my appetitie for food and snacks lah. den when i was at the bus stop at my hse, den i realise i freaking left my shoe bag dere! was v.gan jiong n i dun wanna lose it lah.. cuz tml gt training wad... haiz.. den i took a cab out of desperation! haha... when i gt dere rite the fare was onli $2.90. when i was abt to pay, the driver juz freakin scolded me for nothing! " where exactly u wanna drop down?! u young ppl r so inconsiderate! u r only paying $2.90 not $29!" i was kinda stunned and shock yet angry at the same time! its not a always thing tt i scold ppl but i yell at the uncle back! " what is ur problem?! its like i am not paying u rite?" he nv pissed and say i dun need to pay! haha... i say fine lors... dun pay dun pay lors... haha.. den i gt dwn n slam the door. haha. ran to the place where we were at. lucky i gt my shoes back. hehe.
btw will be gg to genting dis fri! no one can help me look after lucky! haiz. i asked vik to help but she kinda hestitated and reluctant as well. haiz... she ask me bring lucky go joy doggy. but i dun wan! cuz i scared lucky might die dere. i used to wrk dere and dere are a few cases! the dogs died while the owner is away! haiz.. wad shud i do?! arghs! driving me nuts!!! arghs!!! freakin hate it!
i dun dare to stay so close! i scared i will fall into endless pit... i scared i dare not! but if gt a chance one day i will go for u one day! i promise i will. but now its juz not a rite time. i scared i will fall for u! hehe. :P
Monday, July 24, 2006 at Monday, July 24, 2006
haiz! ya!!! late again! wads new? my god... haiz... took cab again... haiz.. i am gg to paragon soon! omg! i hate it... life dere is hectic... can dun go?
Sunday, July 23, 2006 at Sunday, July 23, 2006
sian!!! gonna wrk today! btw ling was at my hse yest nite. tt moron still sleeping when i left the hse. went jocelyn's hse to complete the survey and get the money. haiz. den late for wrk. haiz!!! waste $ again! den take cab down. haiz... dennis lah! keep calling... irritating.. but he bought fish ball noodles for me as breakfast. haha. nice boss afterall.. hehe..today's crowd is v.bad! cuz no crowd at all! some more got flies flying around... haha... its really tt bad! not exaggerating at all. tt monkey opp me wrking at the pastry shop is really horrible! haha. i think he spent half of his wrking time outside the shop walking around, smoking, tokin to us and basically slacking! he can juz leave the shop unattended and walk all over bukit panjang plaza... salute! haha.. den gt dis female cust shocked me to death sia... her leg is freaking hairy!!!! and i really mean hairy! its like nigel's leg hair but straight wan! ew... n her dad is freaking long winded and poor phillips promoter kinda serve him for more den 2 hrs plus plus! wth rite? everything also wanna get free... cheapo! haha... btw saw mr singapore again. but still think my sunshine is hotter! wahaha... :P
v.nice of louis to offer to long bang me to the stevens road bus stop... reach home v.quickly but still late lah! sian... everyone rush in when we r abt to close... haiz... human... tsk! haiz... i am so screwed ler! at dis rate i am eating i really gonna grow sideways even more! muz try to curb my appetite lers! mayb i shud start eating salad? ew... like bunny... haiz.. jia you! wrk out and eat less! fat!!!!
Saturday, July 22, 2006 at Saturday, July 22, 2006
Yesterday don’t really have the time to blog. So I am doing it now on my way to school. It’s a long day yesterday. Went to school as per normal. I messaged germaine and somehow clear things up with her. I said that though I still miss Jeremy but I have no intention of going into their relationship. So we did chatted in msn and try to talk things out. She suggested a fair competition. But I don’t want. I think it is extremely unfair to her. And I don’t think Jeremy will choose me. I cant give him the sense of security. Haiz. So bored, was having basic science. As usual I contributed nothing. I feel quite numb to it though. Boring!!! Then everyone ciao left less than 10 people around only. Haha. So I went to the library. I really need time to be alone for awhile. I cant take it anymore. Nigel went town to sing ktv left me. Haiz. So I asked gary to meet up wid me. Den while waiting, I ownself go to library and ordered a mudpie and a cup of hot chocolate. Haiz. I damn sad.On my way to bus stop, I v.dumbly spilled the hot chocolate over my chest! Den when I go on the bus the stupid pervert stared at tt area! Yucks! Den when I reach yishun, we went mac and chatted. I told him my situation. Haiz. Wad should I do? I am so confuse! Den went gary hse to slack for awhile. Saw his mum and bro. haha.. his mum quite fierce looking. Haha.
Went training after tt. Today I played libero through out! Was quite fun but I still kinda tense! I wanna wrk hard and train harder! So tt I can play more position and try to get into IVP main 12 at least! If I really do succeed, den there is only one position tt I cannot play! Haha… blocker… go Go jia you! I can do it!
Went to bishan and look for gab! Hehe. He pillioned me to pasir ris. His mum’s pub! Haha. The place is really romantic and nice! But wing also dere. Haha. We had supper dere lah. Gab’s mum treat me drink dis breezer! Haha. After tt tipsy lers. Haiz. Laughed by gab. Haha. After tt he send me home. Through out the journey I juz lean on him. Was not drunk but enough to knock me out and dun let me think so much!
Do I really love or do I miss only? But no matter wad I will not accept the fair competition thing! Its unfair for all of us! Cuz I noe she really love jere! More den I do for sure. And looking at the way he treated me and the way he treated her is really different! I can only blame myself for letting go of the relationship when he is changing for the better. But I really cannot forget the pain and hurt he had inflicted on me! I have been tolerating for 2 yrs plus! Being the best gf doesn’t pay back. Cuz i am taken for granted and u have denied my existence! I used so many years to have ur heart. But any other gers can juz come n take u away juz liddat! My years is incomparable to other gers days! And at the end of the day u push me from the highest peak. When I trusted and tot tt our relationship was stable. I found out tt I am still insignificant to u! I am tolerant. But somehow u have crossed the line! And there is no turning back! N today I juz got to bear the consequences and be responsible. I think juz let it be the way it is now bah. Best for everyone. For me I will go try to let go. But I cherish the ups and the downs tt we share.
Today is fri! was extremely late for sch. But went anyway cuz I really miss too many lessons ler! 5 out of 12! Crazy! Jus go for the sake of gg. Haha. Den went to meet yuling go nyp find liling. Den went my hse den went town. Lazy to type lers. Sleepy!
Thursday, July 20, 2006 at Thursday, July 20, 2006
haiz!!i nv go school again!!! haiz... jialat... scarly i the first one to repeat yr1... i dun wan!!! haiz... slacked at home the whole day... den mum suddenly say wanna go genting.. i abit dun feel like going. i prefer going on my own. i wanna use my own money and with my own efforts! haiz... damn sian.. she like strike 4D liddat. kns... buy gold pendant for my bro!!! wth! i eat until so big she also nv buy gold for me lors... but nvm! i will buy myself a diamond ring someday.i dun need her to buy!i can do it!i went gym today at YCK... finally i did it without overstrained myself! i jogged for 30 mins and ran 3.4km... haha... burn burn burn burn the damn fats! haha... i did 30 sit ups and tried the machine tt the uncle intro me. haha... i did 20... den they closing lers. so no choice...
went to upp thomson to eat fried wanton, fish cake and 3 quarter of a bowl of bah chor mee... haiz... was supposed to cut down... but i dun care.. haha... btw if i try to flex my tummy and vaugely see v.faint lines of abs lers... wahaha.. will keep on jia you!
haiz... was quite sad today. msged and at first everything was okies.. den the topic went on to the past.. and both of us were extremely defensive. wad used to end wid love u ended with hate u instead... y did we become liddat. haiz.! i am so sorry i noe i hurt u in the end... but have u put urself in my shoes? i was being hurt by u again and again! n u like blame me for everything! haiz! i love u too much and the love became hatred. i miss u still but i cannot forgive or forget! i will try to move on. u claim tt u dun wan me to get hurt and u were protective. but all the hurt and pain were inflicted by u n no one else! u r so selfish! i dun wanna look back! it will just unleash the demon in me... but all i wanna say is i didnt mean to leave u at the lowest peak of ur life! neither do i wan things to go dis bad! but i still hate u but i also miss u at times. u nv fail to bring me down!
Wednesday, July 19, 2006 at Wednesday, July 19, 2006
today was quite early for sch... even though chatted wid Gabriel last nite til quite late... finally he is back from US... i miss him so... haha... btw had UT also... haha. no sweat... had communictaion today... was about censorship... quite difficult lah! haiz... den gotta ask ppl to do survey... at first quite enthu. ppl do 5 i do 15! haha... lamer.... but during presentation suddenly gt a v.bad migrane... den at tt point of time i juz wanna go home and rest asap!!! haiz.. meet lingg to take 169 wid me... wah... my head so pain den the worker keep drilling the ground... den from bad to worst lors!!! haha.. when ling saw me she sayang my head... hehe... here i go again... getting all manja and all.. hehe. but cant blame me lah... its in the family.. wad to do? poor nigel also sick.. haiz... so sian lors... like v.long nv see him liddat... haiz... life without u is quite boring... finally back home... but when i reach home i am alrite lers... so juz slack around... haiz... den my bro ask me to have dinner on my own... haiz... sian lors... so asked Gab to acc me go eat... hehe... guess wad... he getting his bike today! actually he wanna longbang me de... but no helmet!!! arghs! wanna take daddy's wan... but i somehow scared the shit out of him... hehe... den we went prata hse wid wing... haha... chatted and eat for quite awhile den go home lers... haiz... sian...
saw sunshine today! at Galilee... was having oreo cheese cake wid lingg... when i saw him i kinda tremble until dunno like wad... haha... like on vibration mode liddat... but gt smile at each other lah... haha. i miss tt kind of feeling.. haiz... sian...
Tuesday, July 18, 2006 at Tuesday, July 18, 2006
haiz... i am soooo screwed lah!!! LEE SHUHUI!!! can u juz bloody wake up!!! i really cannot afford to skip anymore lessons lers... i skip until daddy also nv say anything lers... mummy come home also not angry... n when tt fatty come home no more stunt look from him... haha.. practically the whole village expected tt... haiz.... how... i muz study hard and get tt piece of diploma cert ar!! even if i were to use it as coasters.. dis is the post tug war period... where by my left arm and my left side of my waist r aching like some old lady liddat... haiz... jia you!today aunt off... hehe.. so went J8 and meet em for lunch... btw i saw shawn at J8 wid zhi shen and dunno his name... haha.. but they r wrkin at the Go Go sausage stall... wah lao... tts his mum's assets too.. my god... and u inmagine how rich he is? haiz... staying at orchard and owns a car and so on... but hopefully one fine day i will be like him... but wid my own will power and my own money of cuz... i dun like to live off ppl... i wanna wrk for it.. hehe... soo jia you! hehe... den i bought 2 fox polo tee... den went NTUC buy tibits and fruits.. bought banana and oranges... hehe... den went home and slack lers... haiz... den the tot of going to gym struck me... so i msged vik to ask her go gym wid me... lucky she is on... n yups... we went! hehe...
had banana as dinner today... btw we saw gary wrkin at the cafe... and i did 2.5km jog... mayb i will try to go 3km soon... to burn off the fats! 30 sit ups... and ask tt uncle to teach me the correct way of doing a crunches... but instead he showed me another machine... dots... ask me to do a few times.. but no kick... i dunno i did it correctly anot leh... haha... den after awhile the gym closing lers.. haiz.. sian... den we asked gary to join us for supper... ate ipoh hor fun, rojak and lemon tea... haiz... was supposed to eat onli banana and stop dere!!! haiz... nvm... try again on other day! hehe...
den i am glad tt i have a friend like vik!!! haiz... cuz nigel and sharon always like to say i fat... to the limit tt i at times... whereby at times the tot of food makes me wanna puke... i dun dare to take rice... i feel disgusted... n i am sad tt i will feel dis way!!! yucks... haiz... den nw i cannot control my intake of food... haiz... keep overeat... but will try my best lah! den vik say tt she dun think tt i am fat... juz tt i really need to wrk on my tummy! n i really feel tt way too... she encouraged me ask me not to give up! n dun be affected by wad they say... i think she is rite... i juz need to wrk on my tummy! hehe... jia you!
Sunday, July 16, 2006 at Sunday, July 16, 2006
wooohooo!!! today is the day! woke up at 7 when nigel called. haiz... was late as was supposed to meet at 7.30... haiz... den no choice i take cab dere as cindy reach already when i was juz a my doorstep abt to leave the hse onli!!! haiz... wad to do? haha... den when i reach dere i saw nigel.. and everyone turn and say something like hello! good morning nigel's gf!!! haiz... ya... he did tt again... haha... lamer... but i juz dun care and keep quiet. during the first match... we were quite screwed.. cuz it is the first time we collaborate together... and its the first time all of us see each other... mata (policeman) was quite friendly and we hitted off quite well lah... at least not akward. but nigel was like all tensed and pissed when we lose points. i mean come on and be realistic... u can be serious but being all tensed and touchy doesnt help anything at all! his face was damn black lors. and i really hate it when he is liddat.. so i lun and lun and lun!!! until i really cannot take it lers!!! i turn n shouted at him... askin him not to bring us down!!! face so black for wad!!! i think tt we should noe our limits and standard... we r juz dere for leisure and to gain experience not to be champion! so i mean the main objective is to have fun and gain more experience... if we r not happy and things were all tense, it really defaet the purpose of going to the ripcurl competition... rite?
however things were changing after the first match... we sat down and talk things and to discuss wad r the area we need to improve on... and yups we improve tremendously!!! hehe.. though second match we lose again.. but it is much much better... the coordinations and all... starting to have mo qi lers... i tried to cheer the team up and encourage each other... i think it is soooo much better den giving a black face and blaming each other rite? den juz b4 the third match, there r some events gg on! haha... they r calling for ppl to play tug war!!! haha... so i aksed around and try to gather ppl.. as mata was from NYP... since nigel was asleep, i asked the NYP ppl to join me n cindy.. haha... so there is yan xi in the front, me, modonna, cindy and followed by tommy the last man! den we r against the NYP group! haha... damn fun lors!!! so challenging!!! hehe... we won! haha... the sense of achievement is great! wahaha... but my left arm is kinda burnt by the rope... but its really fun and i feel so man!!! haha.. but after tt my left arm totally no strength lers... haha... btw b4 us was this grp of bloody FAT guys vs this grp of LITTLE boys abt age 15 or 16 onli... they damn poor thing lors... kena pull until the other side of the court... haha... damn funny...
15mins after the tug war... we were called to play the last game! wah lao!!! by then the sun is really high up... the sand is really burning hot.. at first we say not gg to play wid our slippers on... wah... den suddenly the burning sensation gets really unbearable! at tt point of time i think if i were to stand dere for another minute, my skin might juz shed off lors... haha... i dunno y but i run towards the referee to ask for water!! haha.. really cannot tahan lors!!! haha... but he quite nice lah... offer me his slippers... but i say no need cuz my slippers is like juz by their tables.. haiz... damn hot and seriously UNBEARABLE!!! no idea wad came across me tt i will run to the referee... haha.. dumb!! btw we won the last match lah! hehe... den we faster chiong back to the shade... wah... relief lors... haiz... phew... hehe... den after tt i used ice to cool my feet, i feel nothing at all... i think my feet is dead lers somehow... haiz... haha.. wad to do?
i saw the mr singapore winner dere too... haha.. did something stupid wid nigel... haha.. we call out his name to double comfirm tt its him... haha... nigel called twice but he cannot hear... den i call he turned and look back... haha... but i pretend i was doing something else... ahah... :P den when i go and take some drinks... he helped my lift up the tumbler as my hands were all occupied... was holding 2 cups... i asked another guy but he like quite self centred liddat.. kns.. haha.. but lucky he helped me.. hehe... he look better in person.. haha..
after tt i went to bugis to meet vik.. we went around walking n window shopping around... den i saw chua again!!! faster walk away!!! wth!!! damn irritating! keep seeing him.. i seriously think he sucks big time.. haha... den i juz try to dodge him n pretend nv see him lah... he wid his gf... dun wanna let him have tt kind of sense of statisfactory... cuz i am still single and he liddat also can find a new ger... my god... haha... okok.. its okies.... haha... i think i kinda ego here lah... but i dispise him lah! cuz he went around telling ppl tht he was turned off by me and he dumped me! oh... tt is soooo not the case... but its okies... good riddance! small!!!! haha... kk... better not be evil anymore... haha... :P btw i bought a new adidas jacket! its yellow and green wid brazil.. really love it and it looks good on me! haha... love it! den we went marina sq n shop around.. saw dis cute angel! haha... he is really v.cute... he was half naked n wid dis pair of wings... hehe... was kinda shocked to see him at first... haha... he is giving out roses! haha... its been a long time since i last receive flowers... the last time was from anonymous! five bouquets of flowers consecutively for five days... haha... dunno y also... but all i throw lers... after tt we went home lers...
btw today was starting off well wid gd diet... drank 2 packet of milk and had only banana for lunch and... all the way till 6... den had laksa n curly fries.... haiz... sinful indulgence... if only i could resist the temptation... haiz... today is saturday n finally i dun need to work and will be going to palawan beach!!! yeah!!! hehe... haiz... sian.. but somehow things don really turn out to be tt nice lah... haiz... i went wid vik n cindy first... den its like when we gt dere it is kinda akward... v.out of place... den tt stupid QQ keep sticking wid her like honey n bee liddat... den saw chua dere too!!! dunno y the hell he is dere... i think he saw me too.. but we somehow juz feign ignorance lah! he is a bloody waste of time for close to 2 mths... ew... tots of it... my god... therefore NO MORE SAME AGE GUYS FOR NOW! freakin childish... okies... nvm abt him lah... haha... den three of us proceeded to tanjong instead... its v.diff... there is v.lil ppl... and majority of the crowd dere seems to be gays... haha..so we somehow trained a lil dere lah... den tt nigel is like no where to be seen lors!!! irritating!!! called him dunno hw many million times also nv pick up... and he insisted we go back to palawan to find RP volleyballers.. so some how i necglected vik n cindy... den they went off early lers... but after awhile we also leave lers. haiz... i yest juz bought an adidas cap was left in the cubicle... haiz... by the time i realise i am already in the mrt lers!!! sian half sia.. den went to meet my aunt they all... hp low batt!!! tts wad i hate abt samsung! haiz... wat to do? haiz... sianx...
Saturday, July 15, 2006 at Saturday, July 15, 2006
haiz... today i nv go sch... wasnt really happy abt it... cuz i wan to go sch!!! i need to attend lesson for maths lah!!! all the alarm clock is ringing n i keep on lai chuang. haiz... guess wad? woke up already 11 lers. haiz... too late ler lah... den was actually supposed to meet someone but i msged him, he also nv reply... den chatted wid yuling on msn... haha.. decided to go RP find her as she said she will b going to esplande alone... haiz... poor thing... i noe its hard for her... so i had to b by her side... wanted to treat her to something nice as i think she deserve it n tt is the least i can do... but anyway i juz gt my pay lah! haha...when i reach RP, i went to my class and the faci is still dere... haha... she ask me y nv go sch.. den i say overslept lors... haiz... den went to yuling's class to look for her... haiz.. den went to her hse and went to town to meet eng kiat n liling they all... btw ate pepper lunch... n was on the mood to shop n buy even though i am supposed to save!!! hehe... i bought a pair of yellow deniem shorts from topshop n a pair black shorts... and a adidas cap! but the cap gt foundation lers... it was the last piece so i juz take lors... nigel came along as well... actually wanna buy the NUM singlet de... but he say not nice... haiz... sianx... den went to acc him to eat at BK... haiz...
called gary and he suggested we go cath a movie... so i went to yishun and watch pirates of the caribean... den when the show starting already, we bro called n said tt lucky was missing AGAIN!!! the freakin third time!!! wth!!! when i was watching midnite show again!!! haiz... i dunno wad to do... but i stayed on to finish the movie... lots n lots of qns flooded tru my mind... haiz... i am starting to think tt mayb i am nt fated to keep lucky since he keep gtmissing and all... but all i am scared of is tt he is being abused by some psycho... i dun mind someone hu truly loves him found him... i onli fear tt he is being bullied or worst eaten up by construction worker or knocked dwn by car... haiz.... i didnt wan to go home... i was afraid wad my bro said is true... lucky is really gone... haiz... damn scared... i dun wan to accept it! cuz i already lost the one i love n i dun wan to lose my one n only possesion anymore... lucky is all tt i am left with... sound exagerating... but its true lah... haiz... i think i am pathetic... on my way home i was extremely worried but somehow i cant cry... haiz... when i reach my door step... i am afraid to insert the keys into the door...
but to my relief i vaugely hear my dog's bell... i tot its my illusion or wad... when i open the door i see him wagging his tail at me... wah... damn relief lors.. haiz... bloody retard!!! i hugged him so tightly n relax a lil... i went into my bro's room n shake him up... he was sick n hot all over but i dun care!!! was freakin pissed and i feel like an idiot! arghs!!!! he is so dead tml!!! he is going to get from me lors... ass!!! rite nw i still kinda traumatise by the whole thing!!!! stuppid!!!
Friday, July 14, 2006 at Friday, July 14, 2006
today was basic sci and as usual i juz smoke my way tru and slack my day away... lesson was freakin boring and nothing could get into my head. haiz... wad a waste of time when i go school and learn nothing at the end of the day. haiz.. UT sucks too... haha. was maths... all the VB all i cannot do! haha. typical of me!btw chatted wid alfred on msn today! god!!! i miss him alot!!! haha... come to think of it, its been 11 weeks plus since we last had supper together! haha.. he promised to hav supper soon... hehe. :P! haha. btw today get my adidas jersey! no.9!!! tts me! haha.. but the jersey is man's cutting. obviously was too big for me! haha. if i tuck out totally was like not wearing anything! aha. btw the guys next door is damn irritating! keep saying my shorts are v.short!!! but it is meant to be short. and it is not really v.short on me either as i hav short legs. and stupid teng yu! keep wanting to pinch my face! haha. gonna ask lucky to biite him... wahaha. prob is lucky's teeth is v.limited! haha...
went to meet yuling at canteen... chatted wid her and we came to noe something form bits and pieces... haiz... guys... so irritating! i see the people around me getting hurt by these mammals... why? haiz... dangerous and cunning. i also dunno wad to say. haiz. den her hp batt was flat! n she was all alone... so i lended her mine instead. when i was abt to leave she is abt to cry... but at tt point of time the team is leaving already! haiz... i gt no choice and i feel bad leaving her alone! i wanted to be dere for her when she needed me... i can understand the feeling of being helpless and there is no one u can turn to... becuz no one have the time to bother abt u or they simply cant b bothered .. haiz... sad... sorry darling!
training was okies... had friendly and i think i have improve quite alot lately... though standard still not v.gd but was okies lah... better den last time... haha... last time a few training den gt the "Feel" for a once in awhile... den nw is like more and more frequent! which is a sign of improving and tt my efforts did pay off! hehe. last time didnt dare to receive rena's spike... nw i gaga lai! haha.. not scared! more alert and not as rooted as the past... haha.. Go Go Jia You! i can do it! den during training i said something and i somehw offended her... haha. lamer! happy to see her irritated too... it juz simply shows hw petty and bad her character is lah! gross! she tried to be sarcastic but i didnt give a damn... so ya... was coping well...
went to find vik and bought her a cup of honey milk tea! hehe. finally get to drink it.. was craving for it but everytime by the time i reach dere close lers. haiz. haha. when i reach hm... i was wondering hu will msg me and all... turn out gt alot of msges... but.. haha.. guess wad? all was from aunt and esther... esther called to look for yuling i guess... and aunt was worried so keep on calling! so all the messages are purely call alerts... zzz sian half! haiz... den out of the sudden HE messaged me... was kinda shocked... wanted to chat wid u... but i haven bath yet so asked u to wait for awhile... u seems to light up from the darkness but u left me in darkness once and again... haiz... when i bath come out ler den msg u which was merely 15 mins ltr... u fell asleep... so tt is hw much u missed me and i am still so insignificant to u as ever... but its okies... cuz u nv fail to make me feel dis way.... i am used to it lers... its good tt we r not tog anymore... u wanted all the attention but u nv give me the attention... its a good thing tt finally i noe wad i wan... its the memories tt i missed and not u... a blessing in disguise... u r still u... and i am no longer the same me... much more independent den b4...
Wednesday, July 12, 2006 at Wednesday, July 12, 2006
today was raining very heavily!!! i die die also dun wanna wake up!! keep wanting to hid in my cosy blankets. haha. yups! daddy was freakin pissed by me agian! haha. but its okies... i noe what i am doing... then wake up go online... den chatted wid nigel and gary... haha. typical of us.. all 3 of us nv go school.. haha.. no wonder we r good frens.. haha.then ws chatting wid nigel... den talk talk talk until we quarrell!!! haiz... dunno which part of his brain is wrong. he is nice when he acc me go library , help me stir my soya bean milk which i seriously depend on him on, piggy back me and all... but yest i kena my ankle lors.. he ask me go macritchie pick the sega seeds... the red red love beans or something... =.=" den he say he leg pain also acc me go here go dere... but if he nv tell me hw i noe? rite? i am a human n i gt feelings too. if u say tt ur leg is pain i of cuz wont make u do all tt... instead i will buy things for u and help u instead... haiz... if u nv say, ppl wouldnt noe k!!! but after awhile we okies ler lah... haha.. never mind us... its common for us...
den acutally wanna go out wid nigel de... den was grooming lucky. and den nigel own self went to east coast by himself... haha. go until dere cannot find his beans... sure sian half... den had a hard time getting lucky to settle down and be a good dog... spent some time shaving its underpad, cutting his nails and all.. juz all the basic grooming... and bath him... and gettin all his dead hair outta him... haha... finally look like my handsome baby! hehe... after bathing him... he still come and ask me to sayang him... omg... i love him... hehe... so adorable...
then today like suddenly on form lors.. haha... vaccum my floor, wash my fan , fold my laundry, pack my things a lil... so hard working... hehe... den uploaded my pics in friendster and looking for new blogskins... some how the day jus pass liddat.. haha... so fast... haha..
den had dinner wid mum n dad... den they r like bickering and i was sitting in the middle... haha. so i quickly eat ler den go hide in my room... haha.. den chatted wid edward... he really is a v.gd bf.. haha... really v.envious of his gf!!! haiz... haha... its okies... i will find mine soon... haha.. btw i think i noe wad i should do lers... i think i will juz leave it as it is lah... i also dunno wad i wan... if i still love him anot... i think its juz loneliness... i miss the intimacy tt we share and the lil lil things that were built but within the 2 yrs... den... edward say nigel n me look gd together... haha... he thinks tt we look like couple... haha... sound so scary!!! i dun wanna everyday quarrell!!! it will drive me crazy... haha... but he is a gd BF to me... haha... so juz keep it the way it is... haiz... gabriel!!! so shiok... go US hav fun... miss him leh... no one acc me go gym... haha... but nvm i hurt my ankle anyway... today was extremely EARLY to school! haha. i was the first to reach the class room. haha. thanks to Lava for sending me to sch. appreaciate that. :P haha. UT was okies... btw today we did something fun! haha. it was different from all the other lesson we had. today our team was asked to do a mtv which is sponsored by a sports brand! haha. i was the female lead and sharul was my date! haha. shall upload the link here after it is successfully uploaded to you tube! haha. i whacked him with the shoe bag! haha. but it is really fun lah!!! haha. we did it quite fast still gt time to go out of RP and suntan. hee... but haiz. den cuz of the mtv rite i had to dress like i am gg on a date. so i asked joce to change wid me. haiz. den when we changed back tt time. joce brought her hp to toilet and she left it dere. haiz... den she lost her hp... =( i feel so bad! tsk tsk.
evening gt training... den there goes nigel starts again. haha... going around telling people we r together. haha. today we are like behaving like couple in class. and make our faci guess if we r together anot. haha. she said something like we made a good couple. den we both rolled our eyes! haha. lame... den make him piggy back me again... haha.
during training i am damn accident prone! arghs!!!
#1 early in the morning, while trying to squeeze the moisturiser, it headed straight into my
eyes!
#2 during training, i kena my knuckles... abrasion...
#3 during training, i kena my elbow... abrasion again!!! arghs...
#4 during training, i kena my thumb! haiz... somehow it got jammed and i kena again.. haiz...
#5 in order to save tt ball, i dive my way down... and my insides r badly shaken...
#6 while doing the forfiet, i sprain my ankle!!! haiz... damn sad lors...
after all the stumbling here and dere, my legs are all wobbly and i am freakin tired... haiz... y am i so careless... i cannot go shop supper cuz of this... haiz. cuz of all this incidents and accidents... it triggers the MANJAness in me! i dun wanna do crunches or wad.. i onli wanna treat myself a lil bit better. cuz i under perform and hurt myself alot today...
i am here without you... no one to pamper me... so i will pamper myself... haiz... will i juz stop it! stop being emotional and stop being a baby! but wad to do??? i am forever liddat. whenever i am feeling sick... i will be damn manja... haiz... i hate it too.. but i just cant help it... i am what i am..
yest nite was a sleepless night for me... before i sleep, mad asked me about my msn nick. haiz... it made me think n think through out the whole nite... haiz.. she ask me y don i ask him? but hw do u wan me to ask... its been so long lers. there is nothing i can do to it. i noe him well enough.. he will definately not give up his current choice for me... so no point thinking about it..
btw i juz got this link for my mtv! its kinda lame but i find it damn funny n interesting!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=UAEyOGiJb_c
Monday, July 10, 2006 at Monday, July 10, 2006
today went to sch.. it problem solving. damn zzz. haiz. so sian... den was chatting wid gordan.. haha.. den he tempt me.. ask me wanna pon sch anot.. haha. but of cuz i nv go lah.. was v.tempted. cuz today's problem statement is v.difficult! haiz... freeload my day away.. go to sch learned nothing and i seriously think its a waste of time!! haiz... den i went home str8 after school. for once i really reach home early. actually wanna go jogging de. haha. but i slp until 9 plus.. haa.. but i am still tired nw...
today was late for wrk... haha. but alan nv say anything at all. juz abit sarcastic... haha.. tt lamer. den today was kinda slack... gt a few "interesting" customer. haha... but its okies... cuz its not to me tt they are mean to lah... haha. so its okies... had lunch wid isablle (samsung promoter) today... haha. went to eat ice cream at venezia... made fren wid the ice cream ppl. haha. turn out one of em is frm rp same block and same floor. haha. small world!!! den she gimme eat one more extra scoop of ice cream! hehe. ;P went home rather early today... chatted wid cindy too... den half way gordan came online... haha. chatted for awhile... had not come to anything concrete yet.. but might hav breakfast wid him tml morning... hehe...
haiz.... today on my way home from work i suddenly think of the past again... haiz... i miss the kisses the hugs, the way he used to disturb me... i miss playing wid his overgrown and unshaven under his chin... hugging him frm behind on escalator and jumping onto him... cooking the chao ta food for him... haiz... but its over lers... but i guess its not possible anymore... its over... wad i have is juz memories... hopefully someone will come and fill the emptiness in me...
Saturday, July 08, 2006 at Saturday, July 08, 2006
today went paragon to take stocks... haiz... stress lors... haha... walking around orchard wid 6 sets of brand new Samsung latest 3G hp... haha. den i requested to take a cab back to bukit panjang. haiz... today was slack slack slack and practically juz slack... so sian.... haiz. i feel like eating fried rice nw... haiz. den juz nw yuling called and asked me to go devil's bar wid em. haiz. so sianx... was v.tempted to go... but haiz... end up staying at home. gg wid baby and all. dun really noe em well. will be kinda akward... haiz.. on my way home listening to my radio... suddenly have the urge to club!!! arghs!!! its driving me crazy... haha. haiz... so hungry... hope tml nv comes. haa. but it will... so its pointless.... i am freakin hungry! omg!!! i haven do crucnches yet!! muz make sure my tummy is gone by next sat! if not sure let nigel and gary say i fat!!! GO GO JIA YOU!
today was like any other day. went to attend the maths lesson! haha. yups finally!!! after missing 4 lessons... i cannot afford to do it again... was with a team wid onli 3 of us. however it was not difficult at all. haha. yest mentioned tt sunshine wanted to look at my pic rite? and today i suddenly have all the courage n confidence in the world. i actually suggested that seeing pics is so redundant and if really wan den meet for lunch. haha. and yes... had lunch today... but i turned out the other way round. and when i see him, i wasnt tt brave anymore. it was totally akward and i was flushing red and i was like having a high fever. my face was hot and all. haha. so i juz sit dere like an idiot. and yups he did spoke to me, asked if i wanna eat anything? n end of conversation. its really extremely akward. so tru out i juz sit dere like an idiot.. dunno where to face and wad to do... so i msged nigel and ask him to come and save me!!! haha. den when he was happily toking to his fren tt brought me to meet him, i juz shifted myself to nigel's table. haha. so dumb and humiliating... den he juz left without a word not even saying bye... but was lucky my darlings are all there for me. phew... den after tt i went back to class... not long he added me in msn... at least my efforts did not go dwn the drain juz like tt. ya... so we chatted tru out the whole 3rd meeting. he's okies in msn, i guess both of us are juz shy and not ready to talk to each other in the canteen i guess... okies... say tt i am stupid or optimistic lah k? haha. but tts me lah... people onli wants to believe wad they wan to see.. its shallow but tts life. and after all i am juz an ordinary ger going all out to grab her chances and opportunities. btw he asked if i mentioned abt him in my blog anot. i said yes.. but i guess he gonna be pissed by it. haha. asked not to see it.. so hopefully he wont take it to heart. juz stating the facts and i seriously only believe wad my eyes tell me.wad ppl say is their pt of view... so lets see... and i shall keep u guys updated k? haha...
after school went to town wid nigel and gary. haha. we went to eat sakae buffet!!! omg!!! first time in my life i find eating is a chore and i really cannot stuff already!!! they order until soooooo much... the whole table was filled with sushi and all!! and i really mean FULLY filled with food... omg! eat until wanna puke. n i threw away quite alot of food. but lucky no surcharge. haha. tt nice manager helped us. so nice of him. n i guess it will be quite some time b4 i will step into sakae again... sorry Gab... i think sakae session after u have return frm US gotta wait lers. traumatise... haha. after tt we went to paragon and chill... den vik came along. and we all hang around town. and finally settled at lido mac. to complete RJ. after tt went home lers.
btw i may be adopting 2 new dogs!!! daddy told me abt em... they r 3 yrs old. 1 male and 1 female... omg!!! cant wait to see em and i am excited abt it... hopefully things goes well!!!
juz now on my way home, i chatted with vik... and i realise wad i wan. i really wan to do well and surpass HER!!! i wanted to prove those tt looked down on me WRONG! they are so wrong!!! i wanna get back wad used to be mine and i will achieve it if i train hard enough... and i cant stand HER attitude problem anymore... as i think it is taking way too far!!! y muz everyone give in to her always... she need to learn and to grow up... come on lets face it... don expect the world to turn juz for u. don dream its over... i will suceed and i will prove u wrong! and prove all of u wrong...
Friday, July 07, 2006 at Friday, July 07, 2006
today damn lazy lah!!! when i woke up i saw the sky covered with dark clouds... omg!!! nearly couldnt resist temptation! i wanna sleep and slack whole day in my nest. but haiz. i force myself to go bath and all. slowly prepare and take my own sweet time... haiz...when i reach my class, the first thing i do is to check the big birthday poster for zhi jun is still in the corner where i left it anot... haiz. to my horror... its not dere anymore!!! wth!!! the stupid sea turtle poster can lie dere for weeks and weeks and still be dere and my birthday card juz gone within a day!!! arghs!!! shit happens!! haiz. i feel so guilty and no choice gotta redo it. haiz. i feel so bad. cuz they ask me to bring home and don leave it in the class. haiz. stuborness! omg!!! invite trouble for myself... haiz... today is juz not my day...
after that went to the talk to get CE points. haiz.. ya ... i ended up slping my way tru... onli woke up when xiao ling shake me up. haha. den when to meet the vb gers for lunch!! haha. got some new info abt sunshine!!! get to noe tt he is attached tru mad's classmate. haiz... totally sian half!!!
den he went to tell him tt i wanna noe him. n wad he say really made me feel so disappointed. cuz he say he will only wan to get to noe me if i am pretty. so he wanna look at my pic first. haiz... wth rite??? so shallow... y did things turn out liddat? haiz... i tot he is a nice guy since he so low profile in sch... haiz... y r guys so shallow? and does looks really matters tt much? haiz....
went vb training... was tiring and fun... the whole objective of today is to spike. and i think i improve alot.. gt a few gd balls and spikes. haha i will continue to jia you de!!! quite statisfied with my improvement... hopefully vb wont let me down...
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 at Wednesday, July 05, 2006
haiz... today meet QQ to take mrt to sch again. haiz. so sian... today was kinda moody... i am bored. and i wont get to see sunshine. haiz. i asked haliza abt sunshine... she said that he is a gd guy wid a gd personality. haiz. wad should i do? i think i kinda demoralise. i guess he onli go for hot chicks. whereas i am juz chao ta chick. haha. but i think i will not give up. cuz i wanna see with my own eyes. i only believe wad i see. i will not give up easily and of cuz i wont give up even without trying! yes!!!! i can do it!! GO GO JIA YOU! =)went to causeway point to meet jackson for lunch. its been quite some time since i last met him. actually wanna go clubbing wid him tonite de, but i am juz too freakin tired lers. but really thanks for the effort though... haha. had pasta mania today took a long time to decide. haiz. boring!!!! den ya, went back to do the presentation.
after school went ktv wid nigel. haha. my BF treat me. haha. i juz knew he dote on me the most lers. haha. took bus home. wah... its freakin long. i slp and wake up slp and wake up dunno hw many freakin times still haven reach. it took me 1.5 hrs to reach hm lors! this is crazy... haiz. sinful!!! had durian juz nw and hor fun. haiz. omg!!! i am a goner lers. haha. but its been quite some time since i went hm at 8 plus... not bad... once i n awhile. u noe, juz slack and realx... haiz. i cannot pon anymore!!! and i freakin missed 4 lessons of computing maths!!! haiz. shit... i scared i repeat module!!! and tts the last thing i wanna do... it juz freakin sucks big time lah. god!!!
tml is a new day. a new opportunity to get one step closer to sunshine! wish me luck! today woke up rather late and nv go to sch again... haiz... i think i somehow broke daddy's heart. he said he is v.disappointed in me... haiz... den today went to find joce to take something from her. haha. had a great talk wid her. simply miss secondary life!!
after tt went training... haiz... today bang my hips so hard on th floor n for once i finally roll the rite way lers. haha. after tt went to meet gab for supper chatted for awhile and after tt one of his indian fren joined us. haha. den after tt went home asap lers!
haha. i was cursing n swearing the bus driver!! cuz he is way too slow.. haha. i really SPRINT from bus stop back home lors. haha. luckily nv miss any part of sunshine... haha. haiz. he is mister singapore's contestant! haha. how can i get close to him.? haha. i am like miss piggy... haha... but i will try to approach him in my most confident smile. haha. i can do it!!! yeah!!
Monday, July 03, 2006 at Monday, July 03, 2006
today was rather on time for sch. came to sch wid gary. haiz. nigel nv come to sch... so sianx... i feel so bad. haha. always ps him alone in class. haha. btw today damn sporty! went to suntan wid gary after sch at woodlands swimming complex den went to gym... haha. so tired!!! arghs! after tt went to yio chu kang wid gary for job interview for a cafe job. haha. i think i am another step closer to sunshine. cuz i today made gary to go E35k wid me... aha! go go jia you!
Sunday, July 02, 2006 at Sunday, July 02, 2006
fri nv go to sch. haiz. overslept again!! missed a chance to see my sunshine!! but its okies... haha. cuz i had a gd sleep and i went to orchard to meet nigel and gary. on my way there i saw xuan ting in bus. haha. so pai seh. cuz she shouted out my name n i was actually listening to my radio. didnt hear her at all. haha. den chatted quite awhile. so i decided that she needed some help in her maths n sci. so i think i gonna start giving her intensive tuition lers. haha.den after awhile nigel go meet his taiwan fren. den me and gary went around shoppin at orchard. went to watch scary movie 4. kinda lame and couldnt really laugh at it lah. haha. cuz too lame lers. haha. den after tt went to eat pasta mania wid gary and nigel den go coffee bean at paragon and chill. den aunt called n told me that granny's finger was being cutted by the blades of the fan and blood was everywhere. but she dun dare to tell anyone. hais. so xin tong for her. and i feel so sad and guilty for not being there for her. haiz. den after that we 3 share cab home lers. haiz.
today went to wrk early. finally was not late... daddy sent me dere. haha. so sweet of him. den ya today was absolutely slack. den gt dis aunty and dis crook lookin guy step in and say they wanna sign 3 new line! haiz. so my conclusion is comfirm fraudster! haiz. poor aunty. think she is being used by that guy ler lah. so mean! so old lers still wanna cheat her. haiz... btw ate 3 siew mai. so sinful!!! arghs!!!