Tuesday, October 31, 2006 at Tuesday, October 31, 2006
training!!! so happy gt training.but i think i am a small elf. not significant and just do all the crappy nonsense. ppl dun care hw well u perform nor ppl will give a damn to give u a chance to prove urself. Dun Give Up! Prove em wrong!!! all those tt think i wont make it! all those tt look down on me. JIA YOU!!!
Saturday, October 28, 2006 at Saturday, October 28, 2006
well well well! i finally made it to sch EARLY wid the help of my dearie. haa. after sch went TP to watch the team play! omg! i was cheering so MADLY! haha. was like slapping jie si away.. haha.
i am proud of you girls!
they won NP! damn proud of em. guess they will be v.happy too. haa.
Friday, October 27, 2006 at Friday, October 27, 2006
nv go sch again. i think i damn hopeless lors! its been one week already. haiz. but nvm will go tml!!! vik came over and we both slept like there is no tml. haha. woke up went crystal jade wid mummy. den went to tution! finally got my pay. hee. next month onwards will get full amount already. yeah! went home straight after tution and finally get some home cook food. its been so long since i last ate my mum's food. but jere's mummy is a gd cook. i prefer hers. wahaha. lucky my mum duno things abt blog thingy. if nt she is so going to kill me man!
wads wid me. so long nv go sch still will sick. haiz. at nite cant slp den morning cant wake up. wake up already, will be haunted by the damn migrane. okies. gtg slp.
Thursday, October 26, 2006 at Thursday, October 26, 2006
haiz. yest cant slp!!! slept at 5? i have no idea. of cuz i missed maths UT and lesson too. haiz. sickening. went to class and W24F gave me a $20 gift voucher from espirit! thanks peeps! love u guys! :Pafter tt went to TP! nope i nv get to see jiesi. before the game start i went to watch the rugby match! TP vs RP ! haha. wah damn interesting lors!!! loads and loads of fights! so man! :P wahahaha. den gt dis group of girls keep doing alot of push up! no stopping! keep doing!!! their stamina damn good lors! envy!
last but not least !!! my vb girls!!! jia you! first set was really good! but u all better keep up the good wrk and stamina! watch the SP guys play as well. haha. damn cool. argh!!! no.12 raymond!!! haha. so i made this comment tt RP guys r not man enough. lol. yen kai quickly flex his muscles and all. wahahaha.
after tt went to eat wid gary. haa. great mind thinks alike. amazingly we wants to eat the same thing. haha.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 at Tuesday, October 24, 2006
haiz. damn sian. to be honest i am NOT happy on my bday! haiz. damn sian. for the past few days have been quarreling and quarreling. totally shut me off. i hate dis kind of phase in a relationship. its like damn meaningless. i think he is getting so damn paranoid and unreasonable. haiz. i cant stand it man!!!it started since fri! when i was suppose to collect my digi cam at harbour front area and it bloody closes at 5.30 pm. after tt i had to meet my aunt for dinner. see the time constrain? and he fuckin make a big fuss outta it... made me damn sian the whole day. cant stand it lors. even my aunt and uncle ask me why do i look so gloomy.? and his reason is he simply cant get enough of me. okies fine. forgiven
okies. den came sat. at first he insisted tt i should not go clubbing and i respect tt. cuz i understand his worries and tt he care for me. initially i suggested tt we go vivocity shop around and we will go sentosa to listen jazz by the beach. followed by Km8. and guess wad? he said no. he say dangerous. wth!!! every single thing i do is dangerous. and none of the above he is willing to do wid me. argh. first he is damn homely, he dun like to go out and secondly he hate jazz thirdly he think he is too fat to go beach. wth rite? den nvm. he say cannot wear skirt. okies for tt i still wear anyway. like i care liddat. den its like duno wad got to him tt he start a fight again. dis time round for not gg home early! my friends arrive at 11 plus. hw early do he expect me to reach home? i mean he keep pestering me to go home lors. i feel bad towards my friends. its like they r here to celeb my bday wid me and yet i had all this crap gg on.i seriously cant take it anymore. its pushing me to the edge.! the fight was so bad tt harsh conversation sparks and he bloody hung up on me! and yeap i did wad i want. return home pretty late.
den came sat! was late. promised to be at his hse latest by 11 but turn up at 11.30 instead. yeap. he gt angry again and say tt i am a liar. but befor i reach, i made a trip to ntuc and wet market to get some backon and potatoes. he said he wanna eat rosti so i wanna make it for him on this special day of mine. spent abt 2 hrs? only the last one succeed. i tried and tried alot of times. so woke him up to eat it. when he look at it he seem quite monotone. den when he taste it, i swear i was so gg to slap him. cuz he started commenting. y the backon sooooo salty? wah lao u try ur potato. wah. so oily. next time if we do get married i cook k? wth lors. den he walk off. i was so angry and disappointed tt i threw everything away and cry. wth lors. its like he dun even appreciate. he bought a coffee bean cake for me. he ask me if i wan anot? i jus kept quiet. den he threw it away. u think i care? tt is something he simply just buy wid cash. mine was like time and effort. i tell myself tt i will not cook or buy anything for him again. tts the end. he totally ruin my day. go ahead and laugh at me vik. yeap. i am pathetic and hopeless. just my luck to hav dis kind of bf. but tts not the end.
after tt we went vivocity at 5 plus... walk abit. vivocity indeed is big but v.confusing. nothing much though. wanted to go into some shops. but jere dun wan. wah kao! its just plain sian lors. wads worst? i am accompanied wid migrane!!! took panadol extra and continue walking. after tt we went out i suggested tt we take pics tog. he say he shy. i really wanna slap him lors. guess wad we only took less den 10 pics and only 2 is not blur. damn! i am getting more and more SIAN!!! after tt i suggest we go eat at coffeeclub. after tt we went home. i can tell you i am damn sian. everything he also dun wan. and everything i have go by his way. i am getting damn sick of it k! i wanted to cry and laugh at myself. i seriously think tt i am damn pathetic. even if he go play ball also will return home later lors. he keep saying he wanna watch football match. fuck!!!!!!
woke up the next day wid yet another cold war. dis time round he found out tt i wore a skirt out and wid the fact tt i went hm late and reach his hse late, he call me a liar. wth is wrong wid him. think he is out to ruin my entire weekend ya. wads worst.? i think i am gg to fall sick lers. woke up feeling my whole body is aching! every single joint. why liddat i duno. my throat and head really v.pain! took panadol again. btw today is my mum's bday. asked him to go eat wid my family. but he refused. cuz he wanna play soccer. hello? its my mum's bday and it only happen once a year. u r pathetic man! my mum invited him and dis is wad she get. great. now i am in a difficult position again! well done.
i secretly agree wid him tt if all this crap still goes on, we will DEFINATELY not make it tru end of the year. anyway, i am not his hsewife material neither is he the type of guy i wanna married wid. HE IS JUST PLAIN DULL AND BORING K!!! okok. enough of my complaining.
rite nw its already 4 am in the morning and i cant slp. went online to look for the university and went to look at the criteria for air stewardess. haiz. starting to worry for my future. i noe tt i wont make it to NUS or NTU for sure wid my lousy grade. haiz. die already lors... and i shud start thinking tt is dis relationship going anywhere. cool down n think... not on impluse. haiz.
Sunday, October 22, 2006 at Sunday, October 22, 2006
finally its my bday!!! was kinda disappointed when out of a sudden everyone seem to have something on when they promise to be dere on my bday. actually wanna go zoo wid vik n sharon den in the end nv. when i woke up i juz watch vcd. half way tru sharon msg me and ask me to open the door! WAS KINDA SHOCKED! cuz i am still in my pooh bear pajamas specs and messy hair! argh! den she insist tt i gt her a drink wid ice! after much whining i went den i saw the above pic! haha. sweet rite?
after sharon came not long vik came along too. and both of em ensure me tt i don have to worry. cuz they will gimme a spanking good time. lol. juz like the above.
we headed to SPAGEDDIES! ordered quite alot of things den while waiting for the main course, came a lil cockroach! lol. vik bravely took it away wid tissue and pass it to a waiter. lol. rather amusing! haha. tt score us a free dessert tt u saw above. lol. wth rite? den gt dis super cute lil boy! he keep looking at me. when i caught him looking at me, he would turn away and pretend he is looking elsewhere!!! omg!!! he is juz so cute lah. haha. the next min the whole family is looking at me. haha. he is juz so cute. if i can i wanna hug him n take a pic wid him. haa.
okies.. here the sabo part comes in. saw tt candle? poke rite into the cake? am suppose to get it out wid my mouth.
lol. i cant do it!!!
argh! i still cant!!
yeah! hehe. finally!
smart rite? haa. finally!!
pretty? i bug em to buy for me. i think its pretty. its from the floral shop at paragon near M1! i never fail to be captivated by em whenever i walk past.
isnt the flowers suppose to be mine?
haa. okokok. nw i have the flowers i wanted
well, bday ger just gets the BEST OF BOTH WORLD! muacks!
one of my dreams! Hospitality is the key word!
after tt went to cine to book an E2 max room. we watch BOO! i think its great! nice and gd storyline! after awhile lings and joanne and loon came too! haha.
after much dicussion really have no idea where to go, we head for chomp chomp for supper! saw daryl and jian ming! wad a coincidence rite? haa. den we ate dere. some butch gt no frm vik. haa. abit weird though. hahaha. but hu cares. lol. den i suggested we take a pic tog. cannot find ppl to help us take den we use the self timer. and dis is wad we get b4 the batt died! jiesi lah!!! nv charge! haha
well, basically we went crazy! hahaduno y jie si's pose so man also
okok. ehem! first of all i really wanna thank all my girls for their prezzies! and of cuz thanks for making me feel like a princess today! sorry i do look abit troubled by jere's nonsense. haha. but i really enjoy myself today and i really appreciate all your time and efforts! god! i love u girls! muacks!!!! muacks!!! muacks!! muacks!
Friday, October 20, 2006 at Friday, October 20, 2006
havent been blogging so quite long i guess. cuz my dearie is at my hse. actually by now i really cant remember wad happen for the past few days. all i can remember wad happen during training.wah lao eh. i really demoralise lah. haiz. first time i be referee. the whole training. bloodly waste time. tt was wad i think. actually i think its true. i somehow brought this upon myself. haiz. hate it man! damn!!!!! i feel like a loser! but zhi jun n mad actually tried to talk to me and make me feel better. haiz. but i still feel so sore.
den on my way i msg jere. i told him tt all i wan is to hug him. i need his comfort and sayangs... haiz. he nv really reply. abit sad though. but wad can i expect? haiz. cuz yest he already came over lers. so i also nv say much. den i receive this msg from him. Ding Dong! Ding Dong! surprise! open door! hehehe.... i damn happy to see him. tot he wouldnt come over. i love him man! so sweet. it mayb a small gesture but it means alot to me.
though he can only acc me on sun for awhile on my bday, but i wanna make something for him. haa... rosti! i am sure it will be nice. its a lil surprise from me to him. simply cant wait to see him the next time. i love him!!! i love him!!! haha. i really do.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 at Wednesday, October 18, 2006
haiz.. nv go sch again! its week 4 n i have yet seen my cognitive faci. well done! haiz. went to tution after tt. was abit late but only 5 mins. after tt went to J8 to change the assement. i think she gt too many books already. and i hope she enjoy her childhood. we r stuck in popular! couldnt make up my mind wad to get for myself. in the end i gt myself a novel. after tt we went home to get so cash and head to town.haiz. as usual. jere nt happy. duno wads wid him. always liddat. haiz. n i think vik is quite irritated by me. but wad to do? she wont understand de. cuz she dun have a guy tt is important enough to her. haiz. but no doubt my mind was somewhere else. haiz. btw i finally did some shopping! i bought a skirt! yeah! saw it the last time i went town! hee.
haiz. frm next week onwards we r gg to meet only once a week only! soooooo sian. haiz. i guess i have grown so attach to him by now. when i reach hm i called him he didnt pick up was kinda disappointed. haiz. msg him also nv reply. den suddenly he called! but it didnt turn out the way i wanted. haiz. he keep saying me. but i really feel v.emo. like damn sad. i duno why... haiz. i keep tearing... like a lil girl. i am hopeless man.
Monday, October 16, 2006 at Monday, October 16, 2006
haiz... today is boring!!! i went away half way frm maths. god! its damn boring and i noe nuts! haa. n thanks mad for helping me to bring my heavy shoe bag to training. dear lah!!! die die also wan me to bring my kneepad. den he even pack my shoe bag for me lors!!! haha. silly boy! me n lingg char bo to bugis! we had sakae... we went to walk around den went aunt hse. on my way to training gt dis stupid cab driver. he damn irritating. he was asking me wad am i studying nw. he ask poly or uni? so i said poly. den i say tt sg uni difficult to get in. n guess wad he said? he is like is ur IQ low... i send so many student to NTU and NUS... blah blah blah... say tt poor student will make it better to uni. unlike rich ppl like me... i am like wth... but i kept quiet. den we drove past NYP. so he ask where i study. so i say RP. den i say NYP dun have the course i like. den he say ur IQ nt high enuf to go NYP den dun talk so much.. wth rite. uneducated blunt man. cant b bothered wid him anyway. bleahz.
had training nothing much. nv really excercise. haiz. coach nv really give chance. starting to get demoralise man..
i love him and both of us r working hard towards the future of our relationship. our love is nv made to die. haa. he is v.sweet. though he made my shoe bag extremely heavy but i really appreaciate it! if only if the past he treated me this well. god! love him to bits! i miss disturbing him! tickling his nipplesand ears! wahaha... made him wear tt super girly boxer i bought. lol. and squeezing his tummy!
Sunday, October 15, 2006 at Sunday, October 15, 2006
today is my cousin's big day! aw... full of envy man. haa. yest nite even tried to put on makeup n make my hair b4 i go to slp. haa. she is already pregnant already. 3 mths lers. soon we will have one more lil cuzzie! morning was damn tired. mum keep bugging me to wake up lors! zzz. so tired. i die also dun wanna wake up. in the end we r like the first to reach lors! damn sian! haa. it nice catching up wid my cousins. now tt we have all grown up. haha. it feels different. haha. kel's gf was dere too. haha. she is v.nice. haha.
at the dinner i wore tt red dress i wore at prom. lucky i still can fit. tried to get the small kids to take pic wid us. wah! disastrous lors! haha. had a hard time man. finally gt all settled dwn except alan. omg. he is one hyper active kid. tried to hug him haha. but he was like let me go!!! tsk. in the end we gave up. n another cousin gave birth to a pair of twins! sooooo cute. get to carry lil gabriel for awhile. haa. abit heavy though... uncle was like when is my turn to get married? and many couldnt recognise me. haha. but i do think i look abit overdressed. haa.hm... as if my own sis get married liddat. abit shy.
after tt went prata hse to acc vik have supper. my god. every one look at me. haha. abiit too glam already. cuz at prata hse.vik brought jacket for me. but i couldnt zip it up! lucky in the end manage to do so. jere nt happy i went. zzz. everything also not happy. hard to please man.
tml still gt tution somemore. sian! i suddenly hope tt they will sack me soon. haha. zzz
i cannot imagine it when it is my turn to get married and have kids. hm... abit too far already... kk.. nvm... ladies.. pls get married soon! i wanna be jie mei!!!! haha. okok... nvm... lets juz think abt something tt is nearer... haha.
Saturday, October 14, 2006 at Saturday, October 14, 2006
today was late for sch. cuz v.tired. y v.tired? cuz i had a fight wid jere. nt exactly a fight but more of a cold war. i started slamming things all over and got so angry. cuz i felt cheated by him. mayb cuz phobia. haiz. i duno wad is wrong wid me. but all i noe is he is really v.important to me now and we both r really trying v.hard for this relationship to wrk. in the end we kiss and make up. i apologise first and went to hug him. for once i let my ego down after so long. but i was so angry tt i only manage to blog a few words on my blog yest nite. n i think this cause ling to misunderstood. read her blog was abit pissed. but after tt i came to one conclusion. over the years i have grown to understand tt friends, all we need is juz a few true good friends in our life. those tt will always be dere be it rain or shine. its not abt the quanity but its about the quality. appreciate wad u have.
basically sch was extremely bored man! btw team wid choon kiat. he freak me out a few times. cuz he is abit weird. always gt sudden reaction. haha. but quite cute but jus plain weird. haa. kel is my shitty khakis. she brought me to W4 to do wad? eat and human watching. haha. gt this quite cute guy. lol. water polo team singapore. haha.but see only. cuz i have him in my heart. haa. n i nearly step on dis small lil rat. its dead already. but its just so cute n abit gross. cuz i dun wanna step on it. i cannot imagine. ewww...
after sch went town wid vik n sharon.. i was damn excited lors! like just out of jail. its been a long long time since i last step into orchard. its been months lors. omg. on my way saw AP from mediacorp. lol. she still can remember me. haa. abit paiseh cuz wrk awhile only. den the 3 of us went far east to acc vik cut hair. gt this stupid malaysian hairstylist keep trying to flirt wid us. but whenever he talks to me i juz kept quiet. irritating flirt! argh! we went shopping around n it happen tt eric was wrking. haa. i always ask him the same qns. did i grow slimer? haa. after tt we ate sakae. den we suggested tt on sat, we shall go to zoo tog! hahaha. i always love zoo. haha.
btw tml is my cousin's wedding. i will be wearing the red dress. i used to be hot in tt dress. now i am even hotter! haha.. bleahz
Friday, October 13, 2006 at Friday, October 13, 2006
I FEEL DAMN CHEATED!its a lie!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 at Wednesday, October 11, 2006
yest was my first day teaching tution. i am v.nervous. i tried my best to present myself in the most confident way i can. the lil ger is a korean. haha. she is quite quiet but willing to take part in the lessons i had came up wid last min! we did colours and some self introduction and simple sentence structuring. i hope the mum will find me useful. and jere and me discussed tt i shud go back to wrk in M1 and yups. soon i will be starting wrk. i will be extra busy. but think of the money i will earn! i have statisfaction! I WILL BUY MYSELF A DIAMOND RING ONE DAY!after tt went to jere's hse. den cindy gave me tips on handling young children like lil Hyeon-ah. haha. and i bought some easy assements for her. lucky cindy gave me a few interesting ideas to conduct lessons that will appeal to em. and how to plan a lesson plan. phew... haha den after tt jere and me went home tog to my hse. den we watch princess hours tog. haha
den i think he v.tired. but i somehow cant seem to sleep. haha. i toss and turn in his arms. haha. den i damn hyper when to on music softly (jazz). haa.. he sleep like dead pig liddat. so i cant help it but to disturb him. tickle him and stare at him will he sleep. haha. eventually i gt tired also. haha.
morning we went sch tog. den i didnt noe gt UT lors. haiz. i missed it by one min!wth! i can score in dat man!!!!! arghs!!! okok. nvm. btw i finally had lunch wid my classmates. haha. was suppose to meet ling. but guess wad she said she will call but she nv bother to call back. haiz. no wonder sharon so pissed wid her. haiz. btw i think my class is v.dangerous man! i gt electric shock by the circuit lors! dis is not the first time i encounter "accidents" in RP already! arghs!!! and some of my classmates seems so scary. its either they dun talk or when they talk , they r so ready to pounce on u and u r so dead kind. cuz they r gonna use u as a stepping stone to bring em higher. wah lao eh. cant survive in this kind of environment.
haiz. v.tired today. but i still make it a point to meet him cuz he wanna meet me. but in the end we somehow have different point of view and was ignored by him the whole day! things were talked out between us. but sometimes i really cannot stand it. if cuz of this kind of things he can dun do his part as a bf shud, i can definately make it on my own.
Monday, October 09, 2006 at Monday, October 09, 2006
rushed for UT! but not too bad. cuz gt ai xin breakfast from my beloved dear dear. haha.finally i got a student! i will start tml! god! i am damn excited! haha. sound stupid but i am really nervous man! she is only K2.. from korea! haha. hope everything will go smoothly. haha. take dis as a learning experience. i also went online to do some research. wish me luck guys!
training today was not exactly tough. but i am really wobbly. really tired man. today shou gan not good. mayb my M&M nt here. for the first time.hhaa. kk. i am really dead beat man. tired is the word! haha. haiz... went to aunt hse have dinner. basically today is a boring day!!!! haiz... i wanna cry man. thinking of my bday i might not celeb it outside wid jere is sad enuf. now i am hit by another blow! haiz. jiesi dropped my digi cam n it somehow is not wrking now! haiz. i need it lors. i am v.sad!!! y am i so pathetic? haiz. y?! i am broke and such things happen to me!!! arghs... morale of the story... dun geh kiang go and lend ppl things tt r precious to me again!
Sunday, October 08, 2006 at Sunday, October 08, 2006
fri i skipped sch. on my way there we gt some diagreement. its abt volleyball. cuz of him i missed my chance. and now i had to wrk double as hard! i keep crying. i cant stop. things were so bad tt we went seperate ways. i cry frm clementi to jurong lors. its a v.big blow to me when i tried hard and wrk v.hard for the things i want and not get back wad i am suppose to get. haiz. he don understand how i feel and he will nv will. tt retarded. haiz.den after tt went over to jere hse. wah so sian lors. 9 he go play soccer den at nite he play mahjong. i gt nothing better to do also. so listen to jazz til i fall alsp. wads worst? the nxt afternoon i had lunch wid his parents and he went to slp again! omg!!! dis is driving me crazy!!! B.O.R.E.D is the word man!! wad to do? watch tv wid his parents. how happening! haha.
finally i cannot take it. so i took a stack of papers to his room and switch on the lights. haha. i flipping the papers v.loudly... den keep whining abt how neglected i feel by him for the past few days. and keep trying to irritate him and show him how irritated i am by his sleeping spells.arghs... sleep sleep sleep! its a waste of time man! den i switch on my lappy. haha. and blast the music. haha.... jazzz... his no. 1 detest... aha... so he surrender and woke up! yeah! victory! manage to get him out of the bed.. den we went sheng shiong to "SHOP"! haha.
we bought the betty crocker's brownie and strawberry cake premix. haha. we baked brownie and strawberry cake together. haha. the collaboration was a disaster. tt moron duno how to read instruction still keep saying i stupid. haha. but in the end the cake was a flop but nice. haha. we had fun afterall. den watch discovery channel and soccer together. not too bad when we do things tog. i hate being left alone. hahaha...
Friday, October 06, 2006 at Friday, October 06, 2006
havent been blogging regularly. but juz wan to tell the whole world that i am happy to have my dear dear to be in my life! haha. he bought bread for me in the morning. lol. i think it is so sweet.yest dear stayed over so we went sch tog. guess was too tired i overslept in train. lol. Clever Retarded lil girl! i sleep all the way to kranji. haha. and i feel so stupid. wahaha. went to class and module was okies. i guess i like enterprise module. damn... tml gt basic sci. zzz.
training was like "Trip and Fall Til u Die" type. i had blue black all over me! my kneecaps and my hips!! finally i am gg to have hips. haha. swell until liddat. my toenails cutted my toe. bleed like hell. tsk. btw today jie si came over to borrow my digi cam. she joined us for training for abit. i love training!
Wednesday, October 04, 2006 at Wednesday, October 04, 2006
haiz... so sian... i really have no idea wad to do on my birthday. den organising a chalet struck me. so yest nite i cant sleep at all. i was actually jotting down all the things i need n estimate the amount needed. haiz. but bad news all the way. haiz. dear dear called me and said tt he have to do extra duty on sat. den he will celeb wid me on sun. haiz. den yest the damn system was down thus i cant book at all. haiz. guess wad? sentosa's chalet fully booked on my bday! damn!!!!!! haiz... i think this birthday will be a sad wan man... haiz. sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dear dear!!! u have spoil me rotten! haha. i love u! cant wait to see him tml! over slept and did not go to sch again! i miss school food. haha. training was fun! zi ping coach is dere! he damn funny and motivating! haha. small man full of lame jokes... haha. but the voleibol guys really v.versatile! omg... their skills v.gd... i wanna be like em man! haha. i wanna jump as high as zi ping coach... this man is really small... he about the same height as me. but he can be blocker! he is my motivation. if he can i can too!
Monday, October 02, 2006 at Monday, October 02, 2006
finally get back my lappy! was sent to fujitsu for servicing! end up nothing wrong wid it! haha.. i knew something liddat would happen.it juz suddenly black out and it can nv be switched on again. so i ask dear to acc me dere. haha. but but but.. when i reach dere it juz operate perfectly... tsk...actually i cant really remember wad happen though... hahaha.. but was basically spending every single day wid him! haha. there is many ups and downs... haiz... but i am really happy to be wid him. had a lil tiff wid him. went home unsettled too. at nite was watching the show my gigi leung and daniel chan. suddenly the feeling hit me... the feeling of not gg to meet him again... just like the last nite... we cried and cried... so badly. we held each other so thightly like we were nv going to let go. at first i was tearing.. den was like heavy pour.. haha. den i realise that some how i had forgotten abt the whole incident. its not easy for us to be where we r today. to have each other back in our arms. i will treat u nicely i promise!!!
today went to collect my lappy den rush back to bishan to meet jere. haha. bought a adidas watch for him.. hope he likes it. haha. he did a wooden block thingy wid our names on it. haha. i find it really sweet. its not abt the $$$ but its the tots tt counts... love him loads... haa...