went to sch like finally. and as usual web multimedia is fun though i suck at it. so i went bugis to meet joe to get something and i went to get my fake lash and went haji lane, art friend to get black marker and sharry's hse to get the hair curler. HAIZ.. and i was ALL ALONE.. but anyway, it was tt bad lah. was pretty fun actually. haha. cuz alot of guai ge in haji lane. HAHA..

its not easy to be a bimbo man. tried to curl my damn hair.. and i think i burnt myself like a thousand times. tried to stick on fake lashes it just cant bloody stay where its suppose to be. haiz. tried to do smoky eye, i look like i havent been sleeping in a million years. GOD! i hate it! haiz. i am seriously a boy soul trapped in a girl's body man. haiz.

tired and feel so dumb. rahs. i seriously need help! haha. OMFG..

went youtube to search for jump serve and i saw some excorcism videos.

FUCK!

i am fucking scared now.

i noe its damn stupid!!!

rahs.. met up wid mao mao and gary. haha. its always happy threesome when it comes to meeting up. haha. we went pepper lunch and donut factory and finally island creamery. HAHA. pure indulgence. duno how many scoops of icecream have i gobble down. and i am FAT! gary left and joe and nigel joined.


sometimes i feel that i forgot i am a girl. i am not joking. randomly i would do v.manly stuff. boring boring v.boring at wrk. gilbert and me stressed big time cuz of the samsung ppl walking around. HAIZ.. but we manage to hit our target.. yeah! how sweet of weisiang and ray to drop by. joe drop by too.

went peirce and macritchie reservior.. quiet and nice scenary. i wan a hse tt can over look all these.. and i miss canoeing.. (: UT was a flopped on fri. haiz.. nvm.. went to tekmedia and bloody lost my way. and called kien for help. den headed hm to change and to zouk wid joe and ltr we picked js to go wid us. wasnt exactly fun. sucky music, mood swings and disagreements abt a v.sensitive word "impatienence"! and a (verbal) fight ignited between joe and tt old man when "can u wait anot can u wait anot?!" utterly ugly. caught enchanted.. omg.. the chipmunk is SO CUTE! haha. its nice. haha. but fairytale dun happen to me. went back to zouk again. saw kien in zouk. how weird. dancing and partying wid ur boss around. :S

decisions we make we might ltr regret but den again i cant be selfish to keep u hanging dere giving u false hope just because ppl is doing the same thing to me. hope u understand. its for the best for everyone. i dun wanna waste ur time and effort. i dun think i deserve it. u deserve someone better.

work was okies. but not when kien called and scold us like fuck! haha. gilbert and me were like ants on hot pan. cuz we went break tog. haha. den keep walking around and go find kevin to chit chat. HAHA.. den went dinner den borders wid joe and home sweet home. and i am hungry now.. Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on educationEducation:
is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

go take a look and try it put. damn accurate for me. woke up at 9.50. haiz. its damn annoying lah. in order to save my attendance, i took a cab to sch. haiz.. sianed! waste $$$! rahs. but at least i made it to sch. haha. saw gordon and chatted awhile. (: finally saw lynn and had lunch tog like we used to back in secondary sch days. i miss. (: and tt lucky bitch i flying to HK! haiz.. when is my turn man! eugene flying to HK too. btw thanks for the vintage tee. LOL.


oh ya.. dis is the type of IVYCAP tt i am talking abt the WHOLE DAY! lol overslept today! haiz. so i stayed home and just basically SLACK! was suppose to meet jie si to go shoppin wid joe. but JS gt something on. haiz. sianed. nvm.. more of such coming up. so dressed up until v.cute today.. haha. cuz i am in the mood. so we went queensway to get my dress altered from zara. er.. if ur wondering, i didnt go to say hi to jere. just in case i complicate things further. was so hungry tt i finish 2 bowls of laksa.. * i shared one bowl wid joe lah!*

so we headed to town! yeahs! i am like so in the mood to shop lah.. and i went home wid 2 rings 1 brooch, a clutch from topshop and a pair of super high heels from pazzion. and tried on topshop maternity wear.. haha. its like how nice can.. but nv buy cuz of my butt! haiz. made it look too short.. haha. btw saw jon..

after tt went bishan mac to meet gary, nigel rod and jake. haha. bullshit and talk cock for awhile den go home. hm.. finally got home.

haiz. feel like a gold digger. so ashame of myself. yucks. i wan to be in NYC..



today woke up at 7.50 and i am suppose to meet ben ben at 8.15.. sprung out of bed and get change ASAP! ya and i make it in time.. haha. and his driving is CRAZY boy! rahs. but thanks for the ride. so which means i am pretty early. hehe.



sch was super duper boring cuz msn is blocked by rp net. good thing was in the same thing as choon! haha. and ya.. same team wid the two geeks. rahs. like invisible to em liddat. but wadever. not tt i care liddat. web messenger is so fuckin SLOW lahs. omg.



today suddenly receieve a msg from jeremy. and guess wad? i am sucked into he and his gf's quarrel cuz someone made em scapegoat. wth.. and its abit kind of insulting.. i mean like we already broke up for how long already.

" why cant u just move on with life and leave me and my gf alone? y muz u send her msg den u happy?" i am like i dun even noe her blog lah. all i did was view her in friendster which is a private profile. and just because i drop by to say hi to u den its me lah! omg.. but anyway.. just a misunderstanding.. jere trust me tt i wun do silly stuff like dis. and tt kinda worsen the situation between them. but i really am innocent!



training was change to gym cuz we were banned. like wth! WU LIAO! went to visit the fishies and got caught by coach when we were suppose to be jogging. HAHA. tts funny. did weights and sprint sets. i like. *the sprint sets i mean*



after training went pasar malam wid hazel , mel and alex. saw wing and jacky. haha. so sad lah everyone is gg out of town.. except me.. sighs. mitch is in bangkok now. choon gg taiwan, jan taiwan, mel turkey, lynn jap okok too much to list simply EVERYONE!!! rahs. i wanna get out of sg to a sunny lil island. pathetic. poor fuck!RAHS!



freakin make up ur mind and decide wad u REALLY want for now. woke up quite late. but went sentosa anyway. i couldnt just waste my PRECIOUS sunday liddat rite. was suppose to go wid vik. but she couldnt make it cuz she drank too much. so went wid gary and nigel.

we were pretty late and rod and some other gorgeous guys were dere already. haha. though its already 3.30 but the sun was quite good. so we played loads of vb.. poor nigel. both calf havin super bad cramps.

after tt rod drove us to sunset way to eat at this zhen fa huo hai xian. wah laos. its just super indulgence. actually the price is still okies. 8 person and aprroximately $20.. we had kai lan, some chicken , crabs, mussel, toufu and dis kong bah thingy.. so its actually quite okies rite? and now i so feel like puking even though i nv really eat much.. HAHA..

and so uncle rod sent gary, nigel and me to amk hub.. haha. but apparently we had so much fun walking around in NTUC.. HAHA. wth.. den home sweeet home. home b4 10.. but daddy and mummy nv priase me.. KNS! woke up thinking tt i would meet oldie but turn out she already met up wid someone else. so met up wid joe instead. so we went to queensway to alter some stuff wid his frens. den i went limited ed to say hi to jere. STUPID ex bf of mine is so bloody dao lah! haha. but anyway not tt it matters lah.. haha.

so we headed to town to eat at fish and co. bumped into israel. and guess wad. we had some sort of disagreement. cant stand it when ppl is do impatient! but i shall not say anything here. after meal we went zara. and as usual he bugged me to fit into dis bustier looking dress and bought it anyway though i declined. and i was made to try on a few more of similar type of clothes. and guess wad? we got into yet another disagreement. cuz i mention toooooooo much guys in a day. like hello! its just RANDOM COMMENTS! and u noe i dun mean anything. so in the end. i chose not to talk AT ALL!

but it the we manage to break the silence and went to cafe del mar. its a nice chill out place. i like! den we went to pick nigel and gary up and went home. but ya. we went into yet another disagreement. RAHS! i hate it when such things happen and worst still a few times a day. i dun like! hm.. went to sch.. and i end up havin dis adreneline rush tt triggered me to go to zouk wid the ladies! i was just damn high in class. u can imagine how retarded i look. HAHA..

after sch went amk sec for training. not too bad though i didnt really train much . coach as usual training that few "stars". oh wells. but i guess today the team just felt more like a team. more united and they were force to make some noise.

went home straight after training and went home to change and met up wid the girls. i am so happy to see em. though lynn is dere.. but it just seems like we have drifted apart. but anyway we just had so much fun tog wid just the three of us. js sharry and me. i was damn cheeky to em as usual. haha. the only thing is tt ivan and jeremy they all got into a fight. cuz dis ger was super wasted and the guys were just plain "enjoying " emself. wad can i say? her frens shud just take her out in the first place or just freakin take care of her. and everyone was staring at em. its just super obvious tt they are taking advantage of the girls. though they pick a fight somehow but they meant well. and some bloody moron stepped on my toes. OUCH! oh wells. moral of the story? know ur limits and stay sober! its best to protect ourselves.

i dun care if guys are lookin i dun care if i get picked up i dun care if guys wanna buy me drink anot. all i wan is to let loose and dance WILD like no one is watching! haha. btw pics will be uploaded soon! hehe. hope u girls have fun as much as i did! (: love u babes! muacks! OMG..

i am like so high now.

dun ask me why.. HAHA.

girls nite out means..

we are going to be extremely naughty and nice.

LOL..

omg..

i am already drunk and i havent drink abit

i cant stop smiling to myself.

HAHA woke up feeling damn sick. and i finish all the gossip girl and heroes i got already! so fast! sigh! joe came and pick me up to see a doc tog. v.nice of him. always dere and guiding me tru loads of things. yups and i spent $21 just for panadol. hm..

i am really lucky. lucky to have frens and ppl hu care.. like alouis, joe , choon ni, js, sharry, vik, Niq and many many more. wad else can i ask for. i am already v.lucky. and sorry choon tt i didnt make it to sch for ur cookies. sigh! i miss u gers!

as for *him.. all i wan is a clearer pic for me and us. i dun wanna guess wads on ur mind all i wan is to clear things up and talk things out. i dun like and i dun wan to be taken for a ride/ take ppl for a ride. i dun like to waste time on ppl i dun like vice versa. all i noe is. when the moment is over, if u ask for a min of my time, i wun even spare you a sec. its easy to fall in love and its also easy to be loved by someone.

but its not easy toloveandbeloved by tt special someone.

and it always turn out to be a one way ticket of disapointment.

wad happen to my "there are loads of fish out in the ocean, so find other fish."?

now. i am in a cross road and where do i go?

i am so sick of all these crap.

maybe its time to let go. i dun deserve dis kind of treatment and he dun deserve me.

at least not tt he have proved anything to me yet.



RAHS.. i am so sick now. *just let me whine wont u?* LOL so as i was saying how sweet alouis was.. haha. in the end we both didnt go to sch. HAHAHA.. and i didnt get to squirt water outta d sea cucumbers nor let the spa fish to nibble me. just woke up feelin damn tired. haiz. for the whole day i am just tired. i duno why. i hate outbreaks and i have two big pimple on my face! ewwks! eventually it develop to b bad headaches.. and i seem to have tt lately.. and now slight fever. haiz..

i hate being sick.. and i got no one to whine to and no one to take care of me. and tts pretty sad. haiz. but the good thing tt happen is i am watching HEROES like crazy and GOSSIP GIRL too. haha. but the sad thing is i have finish watching heroes and now i have to watch gossip girl and soon i will finish gossip girl.. but nevertheless. i have ugly betty season two. oh wells. activities for the sick.. :(

so went sunshine empire to attend some talk. apparently the first speaker sucks to the core. i think anyone at RP can present better. haha. and along came tt lady wid cheena accent. ewks. damn annoying. sound like some communist. haha. so i bought a copy of cleo to keep me entertained. (: after tt joe came and pick me up and sent me home. tts v.sweet of him too.

and though nigel swing my bra up high at yck.. but he is damn sweet to offer to bring me to the docs. thanks darling.. :) nope i didnt cry..

but i felt exactly the same way when i lost my dearest doggie.

just plain heart ache.

and here i am lookin like an idiot..

ASSHOLE!!!

ihateuihateuihateu!

PS : when i say ur the same as my dog, i meant it.. cuz its more important than anything else. yest's training left me wid TERRIBLE BACK ACHE.. haiz. and i went whining the whole day.. HAHA. as usual. i had prob bending down to see clothes.. MY GOD!!! T_T btw alouis is the sweetest EX-eyecandy.. lol

btw went to sch wid eugene.. haha. tt silly goose over shot my hse bus stop lah. =.=" haha. was talking abt the good old times at peirce.. i miss.. ):

gt dis girl in my team.. and i hate her ALOT. damn arrogant.. haha. so i typed ******* sucks! in msn. and she saw. GOD! haha. how akward! HAHAHAHA.. after sch went tbc for the last time to return my phones.. thurs will be gg to the new company for meeting. argh! irritating!

met up wid mad.. and she is late for 2.5hrs! my god.. good thing eric was dere wid me. throughout the WHOLE wait.. so paiseh lah. the other time i let him waited for 1 hr plus.=X
den as me and mad were waiting.. we notice a trend. i am not trying to be evil or wad.. but its like all the CHINAS are really irritating! they DEMAND that they have the sits even though they came LATER den the rest hu are in the queue!

den gt this aunty.. she came later den us.. and she went straight up to the boss and demand a sit for 3! but the boss signal for us.. den i suddenly gt dis ADRENELINE RUSH! i charge and march up to her lah.. and i said damn loudly and damn feirce.. " WAH LAOS EH! if she bloody take our table i will bloody slap her!"*staring hard at her!* mad gt a shock lah.. haha. even i myself gt a shock. i just feel v.HOT! den when she went to take the food, i happen to be behind her. and she look kinda shocked and petrified. HAHA.. so funny. but u noe wad.. her two other frens actually came like 30 mins ltr after she settled down.. hogging the whole table to herself when others is queuing up. kns.

actually i quite tolerant.. but those hu manage to make me blow up in public is going to die a HORRIBLE DEATH! haha. but ya.. joe came and join us for steamboat. and i just had another few rounds of adreneline rush AGAIN. haha. crazy me! nv go to sch today! god! dis is bad man! and the reason is because of my bed sheet. cuz its satin and it begged me not to go to sch.. and i knocked out all the way to 11!

went training.. and ya. quite fun though. abit tiring also. did like duno how many laps of standing board jumps. 100 push up 100 sit up and 80 tuck jump. OMG!

watched heroes and dl em like crazy! its damn nice man! i like.. was late for wrk today. haha. but jason is damn nice to close one eye. actually they are all nice ppl. esp jason.. cuz he gave me a 1GB micro SD card.. lucky girl i am.. (: gt dis lil boy and lil girl!!! awwww damn cute Lah!!! cute lil boy.. haha.

joe came and pick me up frm wrk. went thai express for dinner. haha. he is being known as the " PAPA type" HAHA.

sian!!! sch tml. one week just fly by liddat. HAIZ.. sian.. and i didnt even go sentosa. HAIZ..

HAIZ.. HAIZ.. HAIZ...
i am so sian.. and emo! went to wrk at suntec and its so painful lah! my feet is hurting like DAMN pain. haiz. its really v.pain lors.. :( so pain tt my toes nearly drop off! so pain and its so bad tt i am throwing tantrums and whining ALOT.. and i find it disusting. not the whining part though.. HAHA. but lucky the guys dere is damn nice to me. and laura is dere (:

met up wid vik at prata hse for dinner. lucky she saved me wid tt trusty pairs of haivanas.. thanks babe. (: went suntann wid nigel at YCK swimming pool. the sun is soooo damn good. i like.. haha. and i gt pretty tanned. left my bag wide open and things lying around, stupid nigel took my bra outta my bag and swing it up high.. "what the hell is dis?!" god.. and we had so much fun judging hu is good enough to make it to men's health.. haha. and we did found one.. Hot Bod + Hot looks.

went home and went to toa pahyo to meet mad for dinner and we went sunshine empire. hm.. amazing no. of ppl they got dere. hm.. wad can i say? was supposed to wait for eugene to pick me up from tpy to his lil bday celebration. but in the end my stuff ended quite late. so i went to sharry's hse instead.. its been so long since i last met her though.. misses.

after tt joe came to sharry's hse and pick me up and we went tong shui and chill. sorry for the guy hu i cant remember hu u r.. haha. but i remembered hu u are already.. lol..

hm.. do i have to make u go round round and take u for a ride like wad all the other normal girls do? issit my fault to be so straight forward and that i dun lead ppl on? do i have to treat guys like atm or just bleed u dry? issit my fault tt i am not materialistic like those bimbos out dere who would pounce on guys as long as they have a car , loads of money and a status? sorry.. i am not like any other girl. and if u think i am.. DUN INSULT ME LIDDAT! i've got my own pride! was kinda piss wid dis ger frm wrk.. was supposed to pass her a phone.. but guess wad? its either jurong west or tampines.. like wtf! so extreme.. she said.. "if not 6 to 6.20 at raffles place" i am like i am not free.. so mayb if she wrk near town i can pass it to her.. but she said " 10.45 at tampines dun be late.." okok nvm since i am gg zouk so i ask her if she is goin.. " i dun go chiong wan. if u can go zouk den y u shud be able to meet me at raffles place at 6.20." wah laos.! nw is she need the phone frm me. not i need from her. bloody watch ur attitude! bitch.. and which bloody moron goes to zouk at 6.20 pm?! stupid or no brain.. tsk..

so i went training.. and training is tiring man! totally can die. and i feel so bad tt i cause sii and rena to flyyyy for me.. thanks babes. after training chiong back home and prepare for zouk. joe came and pick me up and we went to pick js up.. haha. when we got dere the queue was terrible. so i suggest we go MOS.. but MOS is just as bad. so i suggest we go catch a movie.

caught the BEE MOVIE. not too bad. didnt want to watch it at first. i wan to watch saw 4 or lust caution but R21.. js cant watch.. haha. and they are quite scared of gory show. haha. but nt too bad and js fell deep aslp. den we headed back to zouk.

in the end we get into zouk tru velvet door. and paid $25 for 1hr of fun.. we went into phuture. god! this humper is crazy man and the crowd is so bloody crazy. its so damn crowded. js placed her hands on my boobs half the time.. haha. and joe gt hump by tt humper.. i mean like he wun even let a guy off. god! so we went zouk and went back to phuture. gary was dere too so dance wid em awhile.. and lynn was dere too.. haha. but we left shortly..

pon work and went ikea today! wid neo! haha. tt dumb dumb fulfilled my ikea cravings. haha. so we went queensway shopping centre.. saw jeremy in limited ed.. but i dun dare to go in.. so long nv see him already.. so we headed ikea. haha. ikea is love! the food i love.. and its even better when its wid tt special someone. haha. (:

okies. i am super tired now.. nites.. firstly i woke up shocked! 7.59am.. well done.. presentation at 8.30am. but i manage to report at 8.40am.. fast rite? gt bath some more. but all in all i guess my hard wrk paid off. cuz i got pretty good comments from the assessors. STRESSED! but it not so smooth for gordon though.. nevertheless good luck. met up wid jan for breakfast and when to mad's FYP site to play wid the fishies! and torture the sea cucumbers.. haha. damn fun lah.. couldnt stop giggling when the fish nibble me all over.. haha. so FARNNY. u noe tt kind of feeling.. haha. and i made the sea cucumber squirt water out and literally jus torture em lah.. haha. neo might just totally understand how the sea cucumber felt.. (:

so mad n i headed to tiong bahru plaza.. hehe. saw NAT HO! but he look pretty normal leh.. haha. but anyway we went to mel's place.. and i was like omg.. the entrance is so bloody glam and i feel so small and puny.. after wilson finally reached. haha. den when i went into the house.. i just went "omg omg omg OMG!!!" i simply love her house lah! SEA VIEW!!! omg.. and its damn high.. haiz.. lucky bitch! haha.

we cooked spagethi and we had so much fun.. haha. even though the soup and the spagethi is not tt fantastic.. (euegene and mel's creation) but everyone helped out wid cooking! oh ya.. the bread was sliced by ME and i spread the bread.. HAHA.. den we played mahjong.. i had so much coins in my wallet and i tot mayb its time i get a agnes b coin pouch! haha. absolutely lusting for it! but anyway.. in the end i lost all my coins.. HAHA. played wid melbit as well.. its like FAT really FAT and i gt alot of scratches from it though.. a dog is still way better! argh! I WANT A DOG!

headed to aunt hse to have dinner. and guess wad? i am SUPERTIRED and abit hungry nw.. haiz.. and i thought " sitting at the living rm tog.. wid me lying on ur lap while we watch tv and u playing my hair and we spend quality time tog.." haha. how perfect.. lol.. ya.. i can continue DREAMING.. but anyway.. lied on granny's lap and nearly fall aslp.. haha. if tt aint love den i duno wad is.. (: actually i dun mind doin it to my dog though.. sayang it like how i wan to be sayang.. argh.. LUCKY!!! ='(

and rite now. i am just so tired tt i suspect i am falling ill again.. kk.. chao! haiz.. went to wrk on sat and sun! hm.. tiring.. bloody end wrk at 10.. and guess wad? i chiong PP poster all the way to 6 am in the morning.. so tired..

reach training pretty late.. like 7.. and the key is wid me.. haha. but no choice.. fri nite approved.. sat and sun gt wrk.. tues is presentation! btw i get my poster printed.. n i feel so cheated.. $21! wah laos.. haiz.. during wrk.. dis "dai kor" from M1 came up and introduce himself.. tot he is quite friendly lah.. until some M1 female staff ask me to beware of him.. hm.. ya n true enough he get my number frm me.. argh.. den keep askin me out and stuff. n he is married wid kids.. terrible..

scary scary.. eugene popped out frm no where n started goin after me.. hm.. hard to digest.. strucked me wid alot of commitment qns. hm..

btw.. PP presentation tml! wish me luck ppl! and its bloody 8.30am! wtf! hm.. i am super duper stress abt PP poster.. and i realised tt once i get stressed up.. i end up buying things.. i ask my bro to buy me chips.. and i bought leggings. i bought bikini from online.. GOD! am i crazy or wad? ARGH! but it makes me a whee bit happier. anyway the camisole i ordered online finally is coming on its way to me! yayness!(: i am like how tired can! i just cant slp in the nite! omg.. i have to listen to jazz and bossa nova to set myself in the mood to slp! but anyway.. i manage to make it to sch.. haha. damn tired lah! haiz. caught mr SIT and miss SIT.. hm.. nothing much though.. alouise look stupid.. HAHA.. ( he's so goin to kill me!)

after sch.. went for NAPFA test! haha. it simply left us speechless whenever ppl ask us why are we taking NAPFA. hm.. so sii and i went anyway. haha. we had loads of fun tog lah. haha. we motivate each other and poor sii had to stretch me.. HAHA. tt guy tt STRETCH me gt whacked by me. haha. bloody pull my leg so hard! haha. but all in all he damn nice to us lah. plus more points cuz he quite cute also! HAHA.. wana noe my score?

standing board jump - 200cm
sit and reach - 46cm
shuttle run - 10.8s
sit up - 33
incline pull ups - 18
2.4km - 11.52mins

yups! of cuz sii and i got a gold! haha. so proud of ourselves! u noe we actually over take some guys?! SO SO SO proud of myself. and neo promised to treat me to a meal if i get a GOLD! haha. ehem.. u noe wad to do ar!

after NAPFA bid goodbye to tt cute PTI and headed to CWP wid neo, kai le , melvin and benjamin.. to eat sakae while sii went off wid willy.. all in all we had so much fun at sakae. haha. stupid melvin and neo keep bullying me and kai le.. haha. but kai le gt most of the shit.. den went home. the tot of wrking tml just turn me off. TIRED!

btw tt stupid anne tan finally accepted my PP! but guess wad? i am left with monday to complete the damn poster and present it on tues! GOD! didnt go to sch today.. and joe called and ask me if i wan to go HDB hub wid him to see show flats. haha. damn cool lah.. but den again. now new houses is damn small. a bed, a table and a cupboard den ur left with no space to move abt.. if i were to stay in such a small room, i probably bump into things v.often. haha. so its either my knee spoil first or my furniture. LOL..

took a cab to sch today. haiz. waste money i noe. but the key is wid me though.. so no choice. now i feel kind of under the weather.. haiz. whole body is aching and headache.. guess i am old already. haha. cant burn midnight oil anymore. haha.

training was quite fun.. did alot of defence. challenging.. but its like still not siong enough.. haha. but nvm just GO for the ball. haha. and thanks rena and all the rest for the advice and encouragement. jiayous shu!!! i can do it.. (: