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Thursday, August 30, 2007 at Thursday, August 30, 2007
hm.. first time ppl bugged me for updates. wad did i do.. seriously cant remember. i noe i went vivo to meet up wid lynn. miss the girls so much! and we caught license to wed. kinda sweet and funny. den met up wid jiren.




miss her so..


its damn cute lah! awww..

wrking wid comex. god! its soooo bloody tiring! absolutely diff from WCG! day start off v.bad. late for wrk. drop at the wrong stop. nearly got touch in the boobs by this OLD UNCLE.. EEE! haiz. damn yucky lah! argh!fuckin keep ur hands off me! and it seems like my stuff chose to break down all at the same time! argH! mp3 player digi cam, bag. haiz. wads next?! y am i so "lucky"?!

comex feels like home. haha. loads of familiar faces. daniel frm m1 hu always pat my head whenever he see me. bobby the eye candy, eugene and yong ji from RP.. other promoters. haha. at the end of the day. hehe. sour plums made me smile. hehe.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 at Tuesday, August 28, 2007
training was okies.. blublack is like a rountine nw.. died. was damn tired after training. it juz seems like its a "breaking up" season. everyone seems to be broken.. but tt spells "PARTY!!!" haha. cant wait for girls nite out. i wanna grind u gers.. haha.. n be naughty wid u all. haha.

F300 is my new found companion. its quite nice. i am totally like in my own world. when i am listening to it. haha. sound system is indeed good. collaborated wid bangs and olsen( some high end sound system)!argh! i left my waterbottle at vivo! keys is wid aunt.. arghs!!! kill me..
Monday, August 27, 2007 at Monday, August 27, 2007
so its a sunday.. hmm.. weather is quite good n i bloody wanna tann! not wrk. haha. took a cab to wrk and i am like so broke already. haiz.. sold so lil phones. but i guess i fall in love wid my job! i get to meet new ppl everyweek! haha. which is something good for me. haha. sunday is family day. and dere is like soooo many babies and toddler around. haha. damn cute! had a fun fun time playin wid em. haha. if i had the chance, i wud bring a baby home.. since i have found so many dogs.. haha. okok.. cut tt crap. after tt went to rent a dvd wid jiren. funny like hell. :)

so i am pretty smart.. juz gt tt feeling. but good for u. she really seemed to suit u alot. u all share the same passion and stuff. isnt it perfect timing? i dun hate u.. i really dun. juz tt i rather not hear those make-me-feel-better words. cuz i think its pretty redundant. glad tt i have learned new things from u tru out the months. and one of them happen to be "get over and done wid." making things sounds better aint going to change anything or make any difference.

k lah. i am like super tired. nites.
Sunday, August 26, 2007 at Sunday, August 26, 2007
hmm. wad did i do? went to meet up wid ji ren. den to office on fri. took like so many phones and yet none of them is like on sale or popular. haiz. wth!!!! went to mohamad sultan to drink some moet champagne. wah lao. can die. haha. after tt felt quite sick.

went to wrk at vivo. slack like hell. haha. was watchin SCV non stop. haha. den chattin and stuff. haha. cuz not much phones for me to sell also. haiz. cramp is like KILLING ME!!! met quite a few fun promoter! haha. one slacker damn funny. haha. bth..

after tt jiren picked me up and we went mel's bf hse to play mahjong. lucky only lose abit. haha. first time i REALLY played mahjong. haha. den after tt we went marina south. haha. he let me drive his car. haha. damn fun. even tried parking!haha. everything was fine except parking. lol. :P FUN!

PS: its really okies. i am fine wid it. i am serious. i am stronger then u think i am. if someone do come along, i am happy for u..
Friday, August 24, 2007 at Friday, August 24, 2007
List out your top 5 birthday presents i wish for:(hehehits coming soon!!)
1. gucci lanyard.
2. a maltese or corgi.
3. samsung K3 mp3 player
4. more $$$!
5. toloveandtobeloved!

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tag you is?
bigg ass lynn..

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
my bitchy big ass lynn

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her:
A) blur fuck
B) bimbotic
C) dumb
D) irresponsible
E) late queen!

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
lend me her car and let me drive it in the carpark without a licence.. (:

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
oh misses! (:

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
we will be v.naughty.. haha

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
she will have to learn to love me MORE!

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
i will kick her BIGFATass!

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
calling me big ass shu out loud in public!

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Guys are WHATEVER, im good enough for you! hahahhaaaa.
stop being crazy over guys!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
BAD! haha. but love is blind.. haha..

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
i am a flirt.

13. The character you love of yourself is?
materialistic-NOT!

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Being lazy. HA(:

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Myself but an improved version.

16. For people that care & like you. For people whom I’ve hurt: For people whom I love & treasure: Say something to them.
For people that care & like you: thanks for everything. u guys mean the world to me
For people whom I've hurt: i'm sorry..
For people whom I love & treasure: iloveu ppl so much!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Sharry
2. vik
3. jiren
4. calibur
5. joseph
6. Liling
7. gill
8. mad
9. mel
10.Jiesi

Who is no.6 having relationship with?
Ong Yingyu(:

Is no.9 a male or female?
Female

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they dun even noe each other.

How bout no.8 and 5?
NO! she's mine!

What is no.2 studying about?
not studying.. wrking and making money!

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
10am dis morning!

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
old sch!!! haha

Does no.1 has any siblings?
Yes. One bro

Will you woo no.3?
LOL! y not the other way? haha. but i'll go for the things i likeee.

How about no.7?
if i am les i will! haha. she nice and sweeet!

Is no.4 single?
yeap.

What is the surname of no.5?
tan

What is the nickname of no.10?
ah thiang

What is the hobby of no.4?
canoeing and gyming?

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
erm.. no.. they dun noe each other.

Where is no.2 studying at?
nt wrking.

Talk something casually about no.1?
the maneater! demanding and sexay<3

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
erm.. no.

Where does no.9 live at?
tiong bahru!

What color does no.4 like?
erm.. not sure eh

Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
Nope.but i think they can be..

Does no.7 likes no.2?
no.. they dun noe each other

How do you get to know no.2?
one fine day when i was 5! was chasing after her.. muahaha

Does no.1 have any pets?
yeap. 2 lil hammy..

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Yes she is(:
hmm. finally its holis. and gary rang me and ask me to for a tanning session! hmm. sun was so bloody good. except tt the sky is v.cloudy. haha. was at yck. den headed to cwp for pasta. haha. den we bought aspirin for the face mask. haha. den went to RP for training.

almost fainted while jogging.. haiz. lousy pork.. gd thing mad and mel came to my rescue. if not.. bench press was okies until coach added something to it! madness. do once is enough to kill me. haha.

yay! sentosa tml.. haha. abs abs abs!!!
Thursday, August 23, 2007 at Thursday, August 23, 2007
watched like 3 films today.. haha. hostel, simpsons and cinderalla. gd girl today. didnt go out at all. haiz. down wid flu.. makes me really lazy. a sick shu is a whiney shu.. but i love the sneezing part though.. fri will be beaching! yay! tann tann tann! i wannabe..

was suppose to go joggin wid neo. but he overslept and was late for training. so he owe me one. den worst part is. aunt came over and we ordered cheesy fondue pizza. shit! bloody sinful.. lucky tml gg gym. invited vik to join as well.

glad tt we finally met! i miss her sooooo much. haha. talked and hanged out awhile..

u made me feel like its a coming to an end.. but i understand.. things quite u cant possess is always perfect.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 at Wednesday, August 22, 2007
so its tues! one step closer to holis!(official holis) yay! met Niq like finally after so many months!!! haiz. so sad tt we drifted after he gt a gf. but its understandable. haha. went for prata session. haiz. he is still the same. greedy. seems like one gf to him is nv enough. tsk.. oh wells.

den went to run some errands wid joe.. almost get into car accident. phew. i am still v.young. haha. so pls.. drive carefully and its the 7th month so u gotta pay double attention!

product training at 6. but was like a hour earlier. so i decided to drop at lavender to look for aunt. but was kinda shocked to see tt their stall is not open. so gave em a call.. haha. lucky they were still around. so i just monkey see monkey do and got up the cab wid em back to their hse. LOL. den head back to town for training!

den went viallage at heeren to meet levin and gary. haiz. actually wanna go cheaper. but since they were there and its been a long long time since i last met gary. so just went along. arghs!!! should order chicken breast lah!!! haiz. healthier and friendlier to my pocket. haiz. nvm. at least i am happy. hahaa

den went back to aunt's hse and finally get home.

haiz. so sad lah. read cordelia's blog and saw the pic of gabbie and her trip to bintan! i am sooooo full of envy. i wanna go too. haiz. i always wanted to travel wid my frens or boyfriend. but sadly it doesnt always come true. haiz. i wan to go bask under the sun and have strolls by the beach and swim wid fishes and do some watersports , play vb, and many many more.wouldnt it be nice? wid frens and ur loved ones?

places dying to go.
-australia
-bali
-tioman
-redang island
-bintan

I WANT TO GO! lol.

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007 at Tuesday, August 21, 2007
hm.. was it my fault to be angry? i am damn angry. cuz i am their responsbility. sometimes i feel tt i have no obligation to take care of them when they are old. haiz. i noe its bad. but u duno wad i've been tru. i have always been contented wid wad i have and nv really ask for more. haiz. even if i did, i get it on my own. or mayb my aunt. but i feel tt i love my aunt more den i love my mum. haiz.

was so pissed today. so pissed tt i stomp into the train. i need to vent my anger. i cannot find anyone to talk to. haiz. den i am trying my best not to cry(let me vent my anger). if i feel unhappy or wad i cannot keep it in me. den suddenly i receive a msg. "r u okies? u look so pissed." so shocked.. den i looked around.. lol. i see jackson. and said "ya i am.." he prob me a few times abt wad happen. and i am glad tt i see him. cuz i am able to pour my woes.. haiz. every min i was on the verge of crying.. haha. but i didnt lah. before he leave, he drop something into my bag. i will pay u back soon!

training was okies except tt i we all get bump bumps all over. i have two on my knees. and abrasion on my elbow.. OUCH! tried zhiping coach's advice and i had better control of my balls when it comes to spiking. and in fact on general majority of the balls have top spin. which is a great improvement. jiayous.
Monday, August 20, 2007 at Monday, August 20, 2007
its FUCKED UP when ur parents cant even provide u wid ur BASIC NEEDS when u dun even get ur WANTS from them. PATHETIC! i swear i am not going to let me kids to be the same as me. ARGH! fucked up!
OMG! i found these bimbotic gadgets. unbelieveable..


flowerie woofer..


Swavorski Crystal USB drive..
Sunday, August 19, 2007 at Sunday, August 19, 2007
hmm.. another long day at wrk. curry chick rice is YUMMY! loves. its so bloody nice lah. haha. hmm.. but shu.. better stop eating!

woke up at 10.20! god. took a cab down. haiz. sales was BOOMING! haha. love being busy. yest sales was actually 22 and not 17. felt better after i noe it. haha. and sales was like 35 sets today! yay! say hello to $9! hahaha. my fav no.

hmm.. was so tired after one whole day of hard wrk. talk and talk and talk. haha. kinda weird and shy when a cust's frens approached to get my no. and even weirder when dis uncle tried to pick me up.. omg.. gimme a break. haha. wrking made me lifeless. and was quite surprised that rachel frm M1 ask me back to wrk wid M1.but gave up after i told her the pay. haha.

I WANT A SUNTAN SESSION!
yest went to have a hair cut at urban hair. haiz. $40! omg.. broke dere i go. haiz. damn sad. den b4 tt melvin acc me to go adelphi to collect wrk stuff den to town. den ben came along. haha. he damn funny lah. go town walk walk ALONE! den they both acc me to wait for joe to fetch me. thanks dudes!:)

went dempsey hill! omg.. i love tt place! haha. went to ben and jerry's. omg. nice nice place. love the atmosphere.but the thing abt dere is.. its only accessible by car. god. den i remember ken once brought me to rochester park. nice ambience and v.unique chill out place! ohh.. LOVES!

welcome to ben and jerry's!


love thy camper. hearts!


cosy isnt it?

hmm. wrk was bloody TEDIOUS! talk so much and served so much. but.. sales was like FUCK! haiz. hate it! dun like the idea of not hitting the target. haiz. 9 sets away. U600 v.low on stock. haiz. no idea why i am soooo sway! haiz. argh.. but kok ping is nice. haha. wrked for so long lah. haha. nvm will do a final BURST to my sales tml!
RAWR! $9 here i come!

PS: its irony how and why i am doing things v.differently. i nv used to like to waste my time. things tt i feel is not going to wrk,i wun waste my time on it. but its different dis time. i feel tt dere is no right time to say good bye. haiz. some ppl are just passerby. ppl come and go. in fact like i said. "all things come to an end. be it good or bad. its juz a matter of time. so face it and get it over and done wid. dun run away or hide frm ur problems. cuz at the end of the day. it only makes u a stronger and a better person." hehe.. anyway i am only temporary..

okies. chao! damn tired! argh!!!
Friday, August 17, 2007 at Friday, August 17, 2007
hm.. hanged out wid lynn the whole day. bugged her to let me drive her car but she dun wan.. sad. haha. den went to class. all in all was kinda boring. haha. its ironic how i can only clique wid guys in the past few sems. apparently dis sem, its a different story. i am able to clique wid two girlie girls in my class. haha. but it only happen when the sem is coming to an end.

hehe. didnt know i could turn into a demanding demanding monster. hawhaw. madness.. :P

ahh.. munchy donuts! bought 6! hehe.pure indulgence! lalala

argh! i wanna cut hair cut hair cut hair!!!
Thursday, August 16, 2007 at Thursday, August 16, 2007
hm.. feeling kinda random and bored in class. was flipping tru her world. and i came across dis lovely hair colour. haha. wanna be BLONDE! haha. so sad lah. havin bad hair day. haiz..hate it.n i suddenly feel tt i shud might as well rebond my hair as it will be way more managable. haha. but i wan NATURAL long hair. haha. cant wait for the NEXT pay! haha.:P erm so it will be oct by then. hair will be longer rite? i need a hair cut too. hahaha. make it sept pay den. haha.

absolutely hot and sexy. haha.

somanythingssolittlemoney. :(
OMG!
i cannt believe that lynn actually went to watch movie wid JON!
haha. i am jealous.. muahaha.
but dun worry lynn. i dun hate u.. haha. love ya. :P
omg.. asked like 1001 ppl when is holis and no one can gimme an exact ans. most were "next week" haiz. so sad. its 24 aug! I CANT WAIT!!! i am due for a HOT HOT tanning session. i muz chao tah myself inside out!(okies just the out den..) haha.beach is home! and i gt the sudden urge to play vb. haha.

train train train. jump jump jump. spike spike spike. tann tann tann.

dun laugh i may be short but i am an open spiker.because i am the mighty small one.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 at Wednesday, August 15, 2007
finally back frm granny hse. when alighting frm granny hse bus stop, i was so shocked to see neo and bennedict lah. haha. bennedict is at boon keng to see his daddy. neo is dere to see bennedict's dad and i am here to see my granny. lol. so dumb.. but all in all a pleasant surprise. :)

for a moment, i am like surrounded by loads of granny and aunties. haha. granny's fren was here to deliver wedding invitation and the cake. hmm.. hw weird is tt.. getting married in 7th month..

glad tt i visited granny. haha. i am soooo bored. shu, tml gotta go to sch okies?! OKIES!

PS: i think from now onwards i shud be nice to anony. cuz i believe he/she is someone younger. cuz only ppl hu are younger in terms of mentality would do such stuffs. oh well. should not bear grudges and be forgiving. i forgive u anony.:) cuz ur young n ignorant..(no offence. but only ppl wid younger mentality do such silly stuff. i mean its true) =X soon u will stop doing silly stuff liddat when ur matured enough.
hm.. i am sooooo bored! bored like hell. gonna go vist granny! miss her so much! haha. haven really talk( sit down and talk and let her see me properly) to her like for quite some time. i feel bad thinking abt it. if the day tt i would nv get the chance to do it again.. argh! the tot of it make my eyes welling wid tears. she is so dear to me. okok.. i muz chop chop go bath and spend quality time wid her already.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 at Tuesday, August 14, 2007
hm.. went joggin wid neo today. haha. HEALTHY LIFESTYLE! but we only covered 5km and 1 set of abs. cuz neo wasnt feeling well. was so hungry and wobbly. lucky neo was nice enough to help me carry my bag. haha. i promise to treat u nicer k? haha. :)

so 3rd asian games is held in RP. so me n neo went to watch and decided not to study for UT. haha. thai are really good! sri lanka is gd too. their limbs are like super long lah. haha. macau has got the not bad looking guys. and they cheer like bumble bee. haha. how cute is tt.

UT was a breeze though i didnt study. finish within 10 mins. hehe. den chiong back to sports hall hoping that i could catch the thai's match. but it ended. den it was SINGAPORE vs CHINA. everyone was like COMFIRM LOSE WAN LAH!!! china ppl is like so bloody big size and sg was kinda mini esp the libero. was a tough fight and actually i guess we always seems to belittle our ppl. haha.

hm.. was so sad when i saw gary's friendster. in fact was kinda pissed and sad lah. cuz i dun feel special anymore. so i asked him not to call me GIRLFRIEND anymore. den he was like ok la..

u will be my 1 and only GF ok? :D *S M I L E*

den i realise he did it just to test me. haha. he is happy tt i am reacting the way i am. :)
haiz. went to adelphi to settle my timesheet stuff. den went raffles place to buy fried mars bar.. den this bloody idian selling it is so fuckin guai lan. the counter is soooooo bloody small and dere is NO CUSTOMER! but he bloody insist tt i shift to the order lane! wtf! was quite bu shuang and pissed wid the fucked up attitude. in fact he was liddat the other time also. but just kept quiet. (i mean u noe i am just not the kind of nasty customer hu will make a drama or blow up at ppl in the public.)den when the mars bar is ready, i dropped my spoon. he bloody saw it but he just turned away! and his staff gave me tt it-merely-drop-on-the-floor-must-u-change-it look! argh!!! pissed pissed! feel more and more bullied when i was on my way to mrt. feel so mistreated. haiz. feel like gg back to tell him hw fucked up he is. but i didnt. haiz. why do all dis kind of things happen to me?!

den went yishun to meet nigel for lunch.. den walk around northpoint.

training..
was quite shiong but i think its acceptable. and wanted so much to noe wad went wrong. i knew something was wrong but i dun dare to ask zhi ping coach. was quite shy.. cuz he comments abt everyone but not me. but in the end i did. and i noe where my prob is. and was motivated cuz he say tt i jump quite high. :)

burned a big hole on my kneecap and a hole on my lip. haha.


hmm.. i duno wad to say. mayb its my fault for putting things the way i put it. but u really made me feel tt i am an alien in ur life. so outta place. mayb i shuden even be. mayb i am a waste of ur time. ur time is money. maybe its a mistake to even start it when we noe nothing will come out of it.

btw might be gg to genting wid my girls. i miss u ppl so much. after graduating we seem to have so lil time to get together. i cant wait. haha. :)
Sunday, August 12, 2007 at Sunday, August 12, 2007
haha. was late for wrk. so i took a cab. guess wad? i did a super "smart" thing.. i put my feet at the rim and close the door. haha. was super dumb can. haha. den the shop supervisor's name is ben LING.. den i am like so ur ling in chinese is "L-I-N"? he almost fainted. haha. hurhur. duno why i am so blur lah. gibbering stuff like "the heavy is bag."

sales was nerve wrecking today! haha. damn stress. the feeling is always so near yet so far. by 8 i still have 6 more phone to sell to hit the $8/hr target. haha. was upselling like hell lah. by 8.30 i have like 3 more to go! haha. but in the end i finally sold the last set at 9.15! haha. damn stress. nv feel so motivated b4! HAHA.
Saturday, August 11, 2007 at Saturday, August 11, 2007
arh... sales is bad.. only sold 9. so far away from my target. went toilet. and was pretty traumatised. haha. cuz i opened a door seeing a aunty in the toilet! omg. sooooo paiseh and akward. did i mention i once i barged into a handicapped toilet when a malay guy was shitting! argh.. ma lu to the max..

btw all fat fugly gays shud burn in hell and starved to death! bloody hell. no longer in ASEAN! SHIT!

went out wid joe yest to meet his frens from work. was pretty stress. omg.. i wished tt i didnt go at all. haha. cuz all the ppl dere are "adults". haha. and joe asked me to "dress up abit". haha. didnt really dress up but make up and tie up my hair. luckily it wasnt as bad as i tot. :S scary! haha. as usual i hid behind joe. haha. but i suddenly remember wad i told myself " dun run away or hide from my fears. face it wid confidence!" and i did lah.. step out frm his shadow and introduce myself wid a smile and a firm hand shake. :)

haha. seems like everything is sooo random. haha. duno wad to say also. gibberish.

on my way hm from imm. i suddenly remember the times when jere and me were still tog. every weekend i will drop by J.E and go to his hse. spent time tog. watch click tog when germaine was in hospital. the times we shared the feeling of knowing someone so well that u know every single reaction of wad tt person will have. someone so dear to me. but somehow i got over tt feeling v.quickly. i seem to be immune to all dis feelings. cuz it happen so many times before. oh wells. memories. i noe i will love and to be loved back in return one day again.. :)
Friday, August 10, 2007 at Friday, August 10, 2007
hm.. national day didnt feel like national day. haiz. sad. was pretty boring cuz i was wrking instead of enjoying. haiz. sadded. working at IMM. wasnt bad at all. haha. wad can i say? the staffs dere are nice and it feels like home. haha. cuz i am in M1. sales is good but it can be better. haiz. i wanna earn $9/hr! haha. rahsss.. but $8 is good but i wan more. haha. damn tired. thanks joe a million to pick me up from wrk and send me home. haha. was sooo tired lah. haha.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 at Wednesday, August 08, 2007
hmm.. went to sch and meet up wid neo.. we had dis agreement at 2nd aug(oldie's bday) that after 1 mth we r going to see who's abs has got the most progression. haha. so we decided to go jog tog.. so we choose dis 6km run..frm RP to marsiling and back to RP.. 45 mins.. was a long journey. after tt did abs.. omg.. nv do so much abs in one day b4.. haha. almost died. haha.

after tt went amk hub to get my sales report stamped and watch FLASH POINT wid ben, neo, bryan ,mel leo and ruth.. 6 of us. omg.. neo and me are two bloody moron tt cannot resist tempation! first its mango ice(we shared) den its BIG packet calbee chips and one BIG bottle ice lemon tea.. tsk. stupid neo..

FLASH POINT..
its a must watch movie. full of actions. simply love it! haha. donnie yen makes drool big time. haha. me and neo was like totally motivated and mesmerized.. muahaha.. Louis khoo on the other hand is juz keep getting whacked by villians. haha. damn shuai! haha.. from start to the end i probably mention the "shuai" word like a thousand and 1 time. haha. hm.. all i can say is donnie yen is like a male version of pamela anderson? haha. i am a total MUSCLE LOVER.. haha.

juz bloody damn shuai! haha. i wan a bf like him!

haiz. wanted to bloody slap my bro lah. if ppl hu noes me well enough will noe my dressing habits at home. haha. i am like a guy trap in a girls body.. haiz. cuz i dress like a guy when i am at hm.. LOL.. except tt i dun go topless lah! den was in my shorts and sports bra earlier on. and my bro suddenly open my room door and i saw his frens. bloody hell! ask him to bloody close my rm door den he dun wan. WTF.. lucky i am in sports bra(as in not naked or in bra) and shorts..ARGHS! embarrassment. good for my bro's fren den.. bloody hell! RAHS!
Tuesday, August 07, 2007 at Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Shu,

All things come to an end. Dont be afraid and dun run away from your problems like u always do. think positively. Be brave and face it with confidence. Get it over and done with. After that it only makes you stronger. There is nothing one cannot over come. Its all in the mind; its a matter of how much you want it. :)
Monday, August 06, 2007 at Monday, August 06, 2007
wah lao!!! wth.. i realise something. haha. i think make up do wonders. haha. cuz alot ppl cannot recognise me with my make up. haiz. how ar? so sad lah. ray dun recognise me neither do chua could recognise me. kelvin also cant recognise me. they say dun look like. haha. i muz have look really scary without make up. LOL.. tts y i dun like to put on make up. haha.
and u were saying tt u wan me to blog asap. cuz i always write something in my blog which i always find it hard for me to tell u face to face. which is true. but i manage to tell u over the line tt day. i plucked up alot of courage to say it out. dere is a lot of things running tru my mind. but i cant seem to put them into pieces. well i guess afterall we did made an impact on each others life. be it big or small. :)
work work work..
so its my first day of work. was freaking tired and the best part is i havent studied any specs! i am so nervous. haha. first day of wrk.. wad can i say? haha. was paired wid bernerd. actually wasnt exactly a good day. hm..

b4 work start.. i was being chased by a sicko! bloody hell. dis cleaner was riding his cleaning buggy car behind me. den he started horning at me. wth. so i shifted my way and walk faster. den he still drive faster behind me. den when i came out of the convention hall, he horn at me again! wth.. SICK!

bern was late so i stand dere looking damn lost duno what to do and also went to the wrong counter. haha. den according to bern, for the past two days dere is zero sales. haha. den nvm.. for the past 2 days he only served 1 cust. haha. oh well..

he was quite nice lah. we brought me around to have some fun.. b4 tt i was pacing around. pace for more den a few km.. haha. so we look at girls, eat sweets, play basketball n show me youtube. haha. wth rite. in fact its so bad tt i get to use msn. haha. and did i say he resemble jere a lil? haha.

den after tt i was posted to amk hub instead. haha. sadded. will be alone lah! haiz. b4 tt i took spent all my lunch break gg to bugis to collect the cupcakes. haiyo. dun ask me why so long. i also duno.. no choice so i gotta take away and eat in bus. ordered LJS. den dis stupid guy charge me extra money nvm den i tell him. den when i got on the bus i realise that the cheese that i paid for is NOT given! WTF! rahssss.. tts nt all. i found 1 long strand of hair in my fries. was so bloody disgusted lah!

when i reach amk hub. i realise tt ken and kaisi was wrking at the same dealer for the week! haha. shawn yap was dere too. in fact JJ's fren gavin was dere too. alfred's twin bro was dere also. haha. seems like the whole world i noe is dere. all under the roof of amk hub! haha. so it feels like home. haha. but my sales sucks. haha. only sold 2 hp. haha. soooo far away frm my target.

sun..
went to have breakfast wid my family b4 wrk start! haha. actually i am damn excited. cuz its like a once in a blue moon thing tt mum can join us for breakfast on a sunday morning. den we went amk hub tog. sales was picked up. and i scored the first sales! haha. at the end of the day i sold 6 and 3 from the dealer shop. all in all it was good.

and thanks melvin for dropping by to acc me for lunch! if not i will be eating alone already. :)

hmm.. i cant wait to get my pay! dere is a long list for me to buy! haha. first of all i wanna invest in a good pair of comfy shoes. most prob from clarks or lacoste. at the mean time i juz hope my "school shoes" will hang in dere! cuz i see signs of it spoiling in no time. i guess the shoes make a diff. my whole feet and calf is totally aching big time! haha. i wanna get fancl mild cleanser. haha. heard so much abt it and since working means i have to put on make up on a regular basis, tt means i better invest in a good cleanser b4 my complexion get bad! one step at a time. haha.
woah finally i am able to update! hehe. i gt chunks n chunks to update thou.. so fri i didnt go to sch. thinking tt i have rush EVERYWHERE to get things done. so when i woke up.. i am totally in the mood to clean.. haha. when i am in the mood, i will clean everything i see that i feel is outta standard.. haha.. so vik left wrk early too and came over.

before..


after..

after i finish packing my room, we headed to vik's hse den town. didnt collect the cupcakes cuz its too late already. haha. so we went marche to our dinner. sorry babe. i promise i will bring u to a better dinner when i get my pay! haha.


went marche. ordered dory fish, rosti n all time favourite calamari! yay! haha. but the size shrunk! haha. nvm lah. cuz the last time we couldnt finish more den half of it. den went to meet joe and den b4 we parted.


love u truckloads babe!

den headed to zouk! hmm.. sharry was dere wid her boy and so was joe's frens. went into velvet. haha. its damn fun. i like. actually i love zouk! saw ray dere. sean was dere too. chua also dere. melvin also dere. haha. so paiseh lah. chua CANNOT recognise me! haha. wth.. to think we were tog for 2 mths. haha. ray also like cannot remember me liddat. haha. sharry babe praise me! haha. first time ar.. haha. say i became pretty. haha. i miss u babe! the min i saw her i hug her real tight! haha. as for lynn. she went MIA and i only see her at carpark den STILL SAY I PANG SEH! haiz.. wth.. went hm at 2.30am. hm.. kinda early but music werent tt fantastic.



its you and me always!!!! lalalala
abs abs abs!!!
Friday, August 03, 2007 at Friday, August 03, 2007
hmm.. sch was alrite. after sch went to adelphi to get my uniform and lanyard. den saw isabelle dere. so we left tog. went paragon to look for alf to get my watch den went to eat fish soup again! haha..

somehow i realise i motivated alot of ppl today. apparently my DP in msn has been the conversation throughout the whole day. haha. first was neo. den was mad and mel den ray. haha.

neo..
we came up wid this mini competition and see hu has got most improvement after one mth. haha. he is like so fascinated and couldnt believe tt its mine. haha. we promise to go jog tog some day soon!

mad and mel..
lunch break went to look for em. according to mel, mad say tt she wan abs too! so she is NOT EATING! haha. so in the end only me and mel went but i suggest tt we eat yong tau foo. haha. and leave out loads of bee hoon!and ate yogurt cuz still hungry. haha..

ray..
he saw the DP and went to take a pic of his own pic.. haha.. and he wanna build abs too. haha. and will be hitting the gym ltr to build em!



ray's


and dis is mine.
Thursday, August 02, 2007 at Thursday, August 02, 2007
at least i am a lil sunshine to someone else.
thanks!
(:
hmm. its NO SCHOOL DAY! i like.. haha. woke up and went to find aunt and did my specs again! haha. it so happen tt louis and deep at TPY. den chiong to sch. haiz. and alex is being a bitch like totally! RAHS!cant be bothered wid him. the problems wid gay shits! RAWR!

den attended the briefing. hmm. i wanna be the model mopper! tried sizes of the RP training kit. haha. cant wait to get em! haha. training was cancelled and joe ask me to go to "the cure"'s concert. so i rushed home and get change and stuff.

nv even heard abt em b4. i noe i am soooo noob. haha. but wadever! haha. the atmosphere was quite good. guess they only can sing. and doubt they look good. haha. cuz its juz em singing. dun even have any pics of em around. haha. :P sorry for being frank.

dis is the best i can find. haha. but they still look like crap. oh well. the only time i heard abt em wad when i was reading the papers from louis while waiting for my aunt for her eye screening. abt the felicia girl from laselle tt went missing.

hm.. i feel tt sometimes i am juz far from wad ur looking for. the total opposite of wad u like.

- u like fair girls and i like being tanned.
- u like delicate stupid gu niang girls and i am so sporty and rough and far frm gu niang.
- u like girls hu are skinny while i am on the meaty side.
- u like girls tt can control of their diets and i am such a glutton.


haiz. u duno hw i felt.. i am not angry. but i juz need to voice out. i guess i am just being me. thats all. in fact i cant deny that i am havin mixed feelings.duno hw to describe also. mayb i am juz a waste of ur time. hmm..
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 at Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Your EQ is 153

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?


hohoho.. not bad rite? hehe..

Your Body Image is 20% Unhealthy, 80% Healthy

You have a great body image. You know that no one looks perfect, and you're happy the way you are.
Also, you don't judge other people on their looks... and it helps them feel better about their own bodies!
How's Your Body Image?

erm.. so no worries okies?

Your Life is 71% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about.
Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.
How Perfect is Your Life?

is tt wad happen to gold fishes?

Your Attitude is Better than 70% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.
How's Your Attitude?


Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is

Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield

"No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins"
What's Your 2006 Summer Anthem?


Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
What Gender Is Your Brain?


hurhur.. was quite worried tt i would have a brain tt think like a male..
sch was a struggle man! JAVA! haiz. not the usual uncle tts teaching. today's uncle is like soooo bloody feirce lah. haiz. dun like him. after tt went to the J.U.M.P event! haha. was sort of force to go though. cuz every IG need 10 ppl. wad can i say? the volleyballers were a fun lot! haha. we were queueing up for the stupid tshirt and the damn clappers. haha. which turn out to be quite fun! haha. i am serious. i was being interviewed by the straits time. haha. she is like why do u come to RP? "Volleyball! okok RP is different to other poly. blah blah blah.." but.. in my heart i was thinkin (bloody hell. i didnt choose to come to RP, RP chose me. and i dun have a choice.) haha. of cuz! i cannt say that lah! haha.

wah PM Lee Hsien Loong is one hell of a big shot! bloody wait for him from broad day light til the sky turns dark. haiz. few thousand ppl wait for this guy. haha. btw both jie si and me thought that he was quite an eyecandy. haha. dun u agree? haha. okok.. like madd madd say " u sure have a wide range of preference." LOL! after all was not as bad as i thought. haha. but was v.tired after tt. den went to eat tog. turn out we split into 3 grp. KFC, MOS and LJS. haha. wth rite? after tt went to meet joe awhile. haha. and its a small small world. cuz i still cannot get over the fact that isabelle is wid jensen. haha. and i happen to see em juz nw. :P

yay! bought 6 donuts from munchy donuts. and it seems like donut is a big thing nw huh.. haha. mayb its juz me.. :P but wadever! as long as i am happy!