Tuesday, May 30, 2006 at Tuesday, May 30, 2006
today wento sch as usual. today is tues so gt training! yeah! but was sick today. haiz. walk abit den panting already. wore my new num sandals to sch today. hurt my feet. haiz. haha. den i make nigel wear mine n i wear his. haha. sometimes he really v.sweet. but sometimes he really pissed the shit out of me. haha. had breakfast wid darcy, nigel , gary n jenny. haha. they keep sayin i pig! say i desperate to eat. but turn out all of em r more desperate den me. haha. kns! during second breakout went to look for jenny at lvl6 since our VPN isn't wrkin. so also cannot do anything. haiz. when i went in saw jere's gf sitting rite beside jenny!! arghs! kinda shock and started trembling. so scared tt i held onto nigel. haha. kinda exaggerating ya lah. really liddat. haha. turn out they r like gd frens tsk. wth!!! den she was like packing n left! turn out the whole class is anti her. poor thing! haiz. its a long story and to summarise its cuz of guys and its so DAMN CHILDISH!!! cant believe 89 babies are so CMI. haha. den saw alouis wid his gf at third floor! double da ji. haha.nvm lah. lots of fish out dere. hee. btw change slippers wid gary too. haha. nearly stumble all over the place n nearly fall onto nigel. wahaha.
today the guys are having competition.couldnt make it to see em play. haiz. but they lose lah. but nvm encouraged nigel to wrk harder! haha. dun give up!! jia you!! dun give up! dere to support you! nt like you always wet blanket me. tsk.
today training kinda too tough for me. haha. was sick did nt have much appetite to eat either. and it worries me when i dun eat!=X hehe. darcy keep saying me! haha. but nvm... i abit wobbly and dizzy. but after awhile okies and kinda on form. training end earlier. i simply cant get enuf of volleyball!!! i love volleyball! haha. after tt went toa payoh to eat wid mad n mel. haha. finally my body cannot take it. and yest i fall sick after sharing vik's drink. haiz. nv go sch today. haha. so tired and like no strength at all. i guess i have no time to rest properly.
today went to jocelyn's hse to get a 5 litre of diamond water. haha. her mum is really v.totful! haha. went to bugis to meet sharon. on the way dere suddenly russell msg me. hm... kinda weird and unexpected.but nvm. saw gavin at the road show at bugis!! yeah! so happy haha.
after awhile i reach hm already. haha. so sianx. tml nigel they all gg competion. wish em gd luck!
Sunday, May 28, 2006 at Sunday, May 28, 2006
hm... yups! haven been blogging for a few days. haha. kinda busy for the past few days. went to sports camp. get to noe alot of new frens and also had alot of bruise. arghs! extremely tired!left early cuz gt competition. manage to play in the game today. but we lose lah. haiz. arghs! tired!!!!!
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 at Tuesday, May 23, 2006
today was late for sch. woke up at 7.30. haiz. was late n i missed UT! haiz... went to sch as usual. today's qns is easy but nigel grp was caught copying from ppl's ppt. haiz. lava look so angry! so throughout the whole ppt he looked to pissed! haiz. dis kinda affected me. made me kan cheong. haiz. but was surprise when he said that we had a excellent ppt.went training. haiz. today was damn slack. haiz. wth i screwed up the onli chance i had given. haiz. my god! i went around picking up the ball and put em in the baskets. haiz. rp dun need ball picker. haiz. feel so sad. is no talent or nv train hard enuf. haiz.
today is a bad day. i am realli on the verge of breaking down. i miss him! haiz. where is the pair of shoulders i needed the most. i wan someone i can rely on. i feel like a failure! haiz. shud i give up? haiz... yups havent been blogging for a few days. was really busy. busy wrkin busy playin busy studying. haha. but its okies! =)
19 may
went to chalet and celeb the twin's bday! wing they all, all there! haiz but chong sheng say i fat lers! arghs!! after that esther's dad sent us hm. haha. nice of him cuz its v.late and he gotta wrk the next day! simply appreciate his kindness. =)
20 may
went to MOS rite after wrk. haiz. was really broke man. haiz. btw saw nic dere wid yuen hong they all. actually wanna share cab wid him but in the end i saw ray. so went back wid him in the end. haha. its fun but the guys dere quite irritating esp at the smoove section! keep humping my GFs and steping onto my feet! yucks! but was kinda wild and outta control tt nite. haha. i mean i did nt kissed wid stranger or wad lah. haha. juz not the normal self. but really had fun. the bouncer is cute also. haha. reach hm at 5am in the morning had to go wrk the next day!
21 may
went to wrk. as usual, bobby is as irritating as ever! hate him to the core. but its okies. wun let tt bugger bring me dwn! he like damn uptight when it comes to things tt benefits him. so much so tt he is so self-centred! cant tolerate dis type of behaviour!! arghs! btw he did nt win the tickets. ivan won em and gave me a pair! haha. nice of him to do so!
22 may
went to sch was early. haha. after tt joined darcy n nigel to orchard. haha. we went shopping and m1 paragon to settle my time sheet thingy! lucky i went! its $300++ k! no one did the time sheet for me! lucky i remember! after that went to watch Xmen wid vik! was really nice i think. i like the katie. but some of the characters like quite redundant liddat . onli show face 5 mins also happy! haha. den gotta go slp already! yawns...
Friday, May 19, 2006 at Friday, May 19, 2006
today was really early for sch. yeah!! haha. finally was not late. saw nigel at mrt station but nv walk to sch wid him. if not sure kena suan by darcy.today was really boring went to vb training. haiz. i cannot get to choose my jersey number lors. i think its kinda too much. i may not b a gd player but at least show some respect by askin me wad i wan. wth. i am nw paying for a jersey that i dun even like lors!!feel like an idiot. btw sprained my ankle today. sianx...
Thursday, May 18, 2006 at Thursday, May 18, 2006
17 may today i tot i was not late as in juz in time. but when i go to the rm dere is not a single soul dere. den after 10 mins, i realise i went to fifth floor instead of fourth floor. wahaha. so dumb. in the end i was still late lah. wahaha. was v.tired. keep fallin aslp in class. tsk tsk.
after tt met up wid sharon to go orchard. but some hw quarrell wid nigel abit. cuz he rushing for time. den i waited for louis instead. den i ask him to go first. den louis n me took mrt instead. den when i met sharon, nigel called me so we went shoppin together. lol. went to buy prez for the twins n anne. in between vik also joined us. she was bleeding as she juz had a tattoo. den nigel quite sweet. he help me carried my bag throughout the whole evening. hehe. btw saw eric too. actually wanna buy flops frm him wan but too ex lah. haha. den after tt went hm already. was so tired.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 at Wednesday, May 17, 2006
i damn sianx lors. today gt UT some more. haiz. den late but still gt 20 mins to do it. haha. today gt vb training. then its like alot ppl lah. i went in n i got a shock. haha. so many ppl. they tot i year 2 ppl. haha. so lame. v.tired. dunno wad i tokin about also. nw i am dying to go zouk. cannot make it! arghs!! hate it.
Monday, May 15, 2006 at Monday, May 15, 2006
today was late again. woke up so late. haiz. den slowly take my time to walk to sch. saw sharul at mrt station so we walk together. haha. so tired. hw am i gg to make it tru the next 3 yrs? haiz. sooo sianx.... stupid nigel keep making fun of me n gary. n tt stupid darcy. tsktsk.btw today wento eat pizza hut wid yuling. den after tt go hm by bus. haha. fall aslp in bus. when i reach home i some how quarell wid my mum. i means wads the big deal abt doing the laundry? she is not the onli one hu do it. n i think she did it sooo badly keep ruining my clothes! i cant stand her. i mean its her duty to take GOOD care of me rite? but i seriously think she fails as a mum. dun like her! haiz. today gt wrk again. dad send me dere. so was kinda early. as usual start wrk and had half an hour break. haiz. today is as busy as yest. so sianx. btw the bobby at m1 said something which offended me. i think tt wad he said is not true. i may look like a vase but i am definately more den tt. he is being stereotype here. looks... it really make a difference. i think he may b rich in future but he will definately not b happy. as he is not doin the things he likes. so be it. haa. so tired! yawns. onli reach hm at 12 plus. tsk tsk.
Sunday, May 14, 2006 at Sunday, May 14, 2006
yest someone said something made me so pissed off. someone told me chua said i turn him off! wth! he go around distorting the facts!! everyone tot he break me. i mean its not a matter of hu break hu but its a matter of principle. tt bloody gay. i mean i tried so hard to shake him off lah. everytime i try to tell him i wanna break he will always teh gong. zzz. seriously if he really have such a big ego, i seriously think tt he should go n stock up the viagra! ass hole! wad a loser. chey!haiz today start wrk lers. so sad.. dennis ask me not to be late but i in the end i am still late lah. haha. i noe i have poor time management. hee. but he nv scold me. haha. today noe another bobby. haiz. today v.busy. onli have half an hr break lors. can u believe i wrk all the way til 11.50? soooo tired.! wanna buy mac also so crowded den end up eating cup noodles. haiz. poor thing!
Friday, May 12, 2006 at Friday, May 12, 2006
today woke up when joce called. was kinda blur. den realise i was extremely late. as joce is already on her way to habour front already. den i called nigel to go as well. haha. den was supposed to meet at 9.30 but i woke up at 9! the stupid alarm clock nv ring lors. wth! ended up reaching at 11.30. poor ger waited for so long. feel so guilty. so offered to pay for the cab fare. den terry xiu ling and mee pork tar n their PHS frens also went. we played frisbee and volleyball n captain's ball. but i somehow glued to the floor! cant run fast in the sand. tsk tsk. den i ask nigel to teach me to swim. wahaha. so funny i cannot stop luffing esp when he say cannot luff. haha.. den he bth den his conclusion is my ass is too heavy! wth! haha. but was kinda funny though. wahaha. btw met alfred today. haiz. really miss him alot. haha. finally we met after 1 mth. den when i drink water i tend to hold it in my mouth. den he go n squeeze my cheeks den all the water come out... =.="
den we follow terry they all go chinatown but they all very dead. den nigel n me feel so weird n akward. so we went to beach rd to find my aunty. after tt went to orchard wid him to go NUM walk walk. wahaha. so funny. bring him go see guys. wahaha. den after tt go hm lers. haa
yeah! finally its thurs! but today i over slept! woke up onli at 7.40am and the worst part is that i have a UT! haiz. so no choice i gotta take cab to sch. cost me $10.40 lors. haiz. today is computing and maths. so we did some computing programming. lol! it was fun! i nv tot that i would actually do something liddat. haha. actually wanna show my dad but when i reach home he already slp already. haiz.
today gt training. actually quite fun lah. but den something quite demoralising is happening. cuz too many ppl wanna join vb so gotta filter out the good wans and ask the lousy wan to back out. haiz. i scared that i am one of em lors. sianx!!
after training went to meet vik at prata house. happen to see yuan hong they all. haiz... den v.paiseh. somehow i flick the straw onto somewhere else. den is like so pai seh!! haha. den after that went to vik's house.
btw tml will be gg to sentosa! hope it doesnt rain and everything goes well!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 at Wednesday, May 10, 2006
today is haliza's lesson n its WEDNESDAY! tml will be thurs and its training followed by the LONG weekend! isnt it lovely? hahaeverything was going well until i ask nigel to stop his music for awhile. i dunno wads up wid him but he is v.touchy!! i duno y and wads wrong. feel so angry wid him. den he commented on the vcd thingy again. was really pissed. somehow we went into cold war and pretended like we dun noe each other. btw today we did some role play! it was fun! i am a interviewee haha. i was labelled as too jumpy. haha. i some how pounce on the interviewer while trying to shake hands with em. wahaha. it was really hilarious. was trying to get a air stewardess job. haha. had fun today anyway. time flies! juz like that and 1 mth have passed. haha.
after that i saw the vb players playin vb so i joined in. haha. so fun. played until around 6 den go home. btw had dinner alone today. its so boring. arghs.
btw today i like quite sway liddat. first, i was standing dere watching some performance when dis guy wid a trolley had all his cartons of boxes landing on my feet and injured my shin. haha. n xiao ling jumped out from no where laughing v.loudly at me and jere's gf happen to be around. =.=" wad a day. n they happen to b frens. wth! i mean its not tt i dun like her juz tt i dun wanna see her tts all. its so akward u see. den i had fruit juice splattered all over my face. haiz. n juz now dunno step onto some sharp object while playin vb bare footed. i really quite sway today lah. so sianx.
btw nigel n i are ok already since he apologised to me. i am v.forgiving! haha today gt UT so i tried to leave house earlier. but in the end was kinda late lah. but its okies. at least i am still early lah! haha. haiz. den i gt alot of questions which i cant bloody do. sianx. i dun wan to repeat module! esp basic sci! haiz. but today the the faci survey. haha. really feed back to em. haha. sianx. listen to her nonsense the whole day. waste my time! dunno wad she crap.
after tt nigel n me quickly go canteen. den prep for training. haiz. diff place again. den during training was quite sick! cuz there is this stupid senior think so highly of herself. keep changing wid other ppl when its my turn to set the ball to her or vice versa! she is a butch n a total bitch! hate her. think her eyes grow on her head lors. screw her lah. bloody lesbian! last time in secondary sch also liddat. u r no big deal n i will practice harder n prove u wrong!
Monday, May 08, 2006 at Monday, May 08, 2006
today was like any other day. haha. but when i was on my way to sch my i had gastric pain already. i think i was too hungry yest already. den i get nigel to help me buy milo. by the time i reach i quickly drink the milo. den prepare for meeting. today's faci is lava. haiz. den during the first break out i watched FULL HOUSE together wid joce. den after the break out lava was like really mad lah. den he keep scolding me. den say the next time i do this he is going to give me a straight F! haiz. listen already also sianx half. haha. den suddenly my gastric v.pain! haiz. den i struggle for quite long den i decided to go home. cuz i seriously v.pain n i keep wanna to puke! haiz. sianx. but lava let me go home. i look so sick den nigel acc me go take cab. but there is no cab available. haiz. den i look so terrible den nigel call for cab. yup.
den when i reach home i feel so tired and the porridge i bought is like crap lah! lucky i get my mum to buy again. tsk tsk waste my money! haha. den go home i watch my FULL HOUSE again. haha. den i fall asleep. juz woke up. sianx. think i still need to do RJ. arghs. yest watch FULL HOUSE until 6am! haha. its so bloody romantic lah. rain is nt realli charming but its the lil lil things tt he do tt makes me go owww... haha. like taking care of the ger when she is sick n teaching her to ride bicycle. haha. make me wanna fall in love all over again!
today woke up at 10 plus! haiz. not enuf slp. but wake up anyway. den saw nigel's msg. so i went to meet him at toa payoh to watch netball match. its kinda boring cuz he ask me go see gers wid him. haha. kinda sianx lah. haha. den cannot sit still liddat keep fidgeting around n play music on my hp. haha. den after awhile eric from NUM msged. so we arranged to meet at city hall. asked nigel to come along as he is really feeling v.down.
actually wanna go nokia care to repair his hp wan but when we reach its already closed already. haha. he looks kinda disappointed. so i suggested we eat sakae! haha. suddenly craving for tt. haha. so we went lah. but nigel like v.sianx liddat. feel kinda bad as he like being left out. i tried to pull him into the conversation but he like quite reluctant as he juz wanna listen to his mp3. so i actually feel quite bad n guilty. den after tt we went to catch a movie, the election. a M18 show. its kinda funny n gross. haha. its a ah beng show lah. haha. but nt too bad lah. after tt we went to the chocolate bar at esplanade. its really nice. i had this cup of milk n chocolate. den u gotta mix it n drink it as hot chocolate. haha. today i think i really "eat up" alot of his money. so paiseh...
after tt went to meet vik awhile. see her cry until liddat makes me feel so xin tong. we hav been frens for many years n guess this time round her sis is really way too much already! haiz. poor thing. all i can say is today is really nt her day. all i can do is juz lend her my ears n give her a few bear hugs!
Sunday, May 07, 2006 at Sunday, May 07, 2006
today woke up at 10 plus. soo early. haha. some more yest slp so late. hm... so met up wid twins and sharon today. haiz. den saw dis poor kitten kena knock dwn by car. wasnt really disfigured but was lying in its own pool of blood. poor thing! hope it will NEVER happen to me. den we went amk to eat n shape our eyebrow first. after tt lee ying came along too. haha. i was the odd one out today. haiz.we went orchard today. was at zara den wanted to buy this army singlet but its $29.90 its kinda too ex for a singlet so nv buy. den buy another singlet onli. haha. zara realli the best place to shop. den was suppose to meet my family at boon keng rd's boon tong kee to celebrate mummy's day wid granny. den was late lah n i am at wheelock place. haven go New Urban Male to change my kitten heels. so went back to look for tt guy. haha. he is still full of crap. haha. den gotta fill up dis form. den faster change den faster go lers. den we went to the nike shop. n i bought the bag! hehe. last piece lors. haha. feel so v.statisfied. haha. den after tt quickly rush go take cab to boon keng already. haha.
the stupid uncle say cannot go to the lane den go 1 big round. wth! waste my $ lah. i also broke ler lors. haiz. wheni reach dere they also eating half way already. of cuz kena scolded by my dad.
after eating tt NUMguy asked me out for a movie tml. n liling ask me to go back town to find em. so i went back to orchard after the dinner. haha.
actually wanna go MOS wan. but haiz... cannot make it so sianx. so all go home already. haha
Saturday, May 06, 2006 at Saturday, May 06, 2006
yeah finally its friday! haa. today went to sch by mrt. but was eventually late as it suddenly rains. haiz. today like damn slack lah. its about our Problem Based Learning system. so we had to come out wid a poster. so i came out wid the idea tt we shall use young sea turtles crawling into the sea as a concept. haha. so was quite slack today. had lunch wid my classmates today. haha. was having fun. haha. we played like zhong ji mi mah, true or dare, catching and talk cock. haha. so fun. we actually dared louis to ask legendary mei nu is she a transexual anot. lol. its kinda childish though but its fun once in a while lah. wahaha. after school went to orchard wid terry, louis,nigel and joce. haha. went to tannlines to hav a look. but there is really no xiang yang de bikini to buy also. so end up empty handed. den think the guys kinda get bored so ask em to go hm first lah. haha. so joce n me went shopping at heeren. den i go to new urban male to ask if i can change the heels anot. cuz its like i wear 1 time den both sides spoil already. haiz. den tt guy is like damn flirt lah. bth him lors. haha. he realli flirt like nobody's business liddat. haa. den there is dis grp of gers sch girls is like so happy n they look like they are ready to pounce on him anytime. tsk tsk. so bitchy. haha. btw saw sharul at heeren too. lol. happen to see so many ppl around. haha.
after tt joce n me head home already. haiz so tired. think i am gettin older ler lah. wahaha
Thursday, May 04, 2006 at Thursday, May 04, 2006
hm... today is thurs and it happen tt its shirley moh's lesson. arghs. it spells boring instantly! haha. today actually gt 2 small pastries wan. but stupid lucky eat 1 of em while i am bathing! arghs! naughty dog!! haiz. today woke up kinda late so no choice had to take MRT again. sianx.today gt UT. its about maths. haiz. all forget already. and the countdown timer makes me nervous. haiz. dun think i will fare well. haha. btw there is dis new guy in our class. he's kinda cocky. irritating horny banglah! haha he even show us dis really gross "porn" in class. its about some ger eating the guys shit! arghs!! sicko! haha. today whole class like kinda in the ORD mood. all damn slack. haha. we keep blasting shakira's hips don't lie and say we wanna dance like shakira by end of the semester. haha. den gt this so called mei nu walked past. so joce n me were like plastering ourself to the glass panel n den nigel shout out to the class about the ger. lol. nw the whole class is plastered to the glass panel. haha. but anyway had fun today. haha.joce n me even went to walk around n look at the legendary mei nu again. haha. btw if been so long since i had lunch wid yuling. tsk tsk. seems like she hav blend in well wid her classmates while i am still struggling. but no choice lah gotta be independent. n this will be a temp thing. haha. some more she also nv go vb training already. haiz. scared she like another j.s. hope tt we wont drift apart.
haha. manage to physco nigel to acc me go vb training. but hu noes turn out tt guy's training is at a diff venue. haha. poor nigel gotta go dere n face the new crowd alone. haha. today's traing at PHS. they really have all the things for vb lors. so gd. haha. feel so sorry for nigel. haha. turn out he gotta play against the wall. wahaha. so funny. after training its like 9 plus. wasnt really hungry but i tried to find ppl to acc me eat. i scared i at nite will be hungry. haha. so went bishan to meet gab to eat at this prata shop near his house. haha. he asked me to try this dunno wad pataya. lol. its mee goreng wrap in omelette. haha. soo nice. i finish it all n gab was like wth! haha
he said he hav to struggle to finish it n i manage to finish it when i am not hungry. lol. think i kinda freak him out. haha. well i am still growing wad. haha. i wanna be air stewardess wan lors. lol. 5 more cm to go. haha. yup way to go! after tt faster chiong go home complete my RJ and quiz already. haha.
btw supposed to meet j.s n celeb her belated bday wid her. but turn out she gonna leave by 7 and we will be meeting at compass point. i am like wth! i end sch at 4 plus eh. go dere chat 1 hr plus den go home like kinda stupid lah. haiz. i am extremely disappointed wid her. cuz its not like we meet up wid her everytime. haiz. n she cant afford to spare us some quality time. our friendship is so SCREWED lah. haiz. but what to do? tts life i guess.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006 at Wednesday, May 03, 2006
yest nite cannot sleep at all! stay up all the til 3 plus. so sian. i even tried to revamp my room. haha. even went to flip through ikea catalouge. haha ya its lame lah.today tried to go out earlier. was finally not late!! haha. today was v.fun. today we did a stupid job predictor. lol. i am a professional tramp. haha. turn out my class alot prostitute and stripper. haha. today is my fav module so time flies! btw i finally got the damn ez link card! yeah.
went to bukit panjang today! so i visited kelly and of cuz M1!! haha. realli miss em alot!! haha. stayed there awhile. haha. go dere talk cock. n ask em to take me back. haha. but most prob will be starting soon. haha. yeah! today nv go to school. as i am on the phone until 5 plus. haha. slept all the way til 2 plus. haha. so shiok. but my dad is really upset lah. haiz. called gabriel to go school and take cert wid me.
haha. went back to peirce. it really draws back memories. haha. tt ah blur nearly left his cert in the general office lors. tsk tsk after tt we went upp thomson and hav lunch. haha. sit dere and talk all the nonsense. haha. come to think of it i really miss those days!
after tt meet vik go orchard. its tues so we went to eat at GELARE! haha. haiz. eat until i nearly puke. haha. to greedy already. went to order 2 scoops of ice cream. haiz. sinful indulgences. haha. after tt went lido cuz initially our main motive is to watch movies. but dun hav nice shows. so we went over to cine. but too late already. so nv watch lers. den we went to heeren. den i bought a pair of kitten heels frm new urban male. haiz. broke already. nw my 2 banks left less than $20. arghs! tsk tsk.
btw saw stupid nic in the bus. haha. den he sent me home. haha. its kinda bo liao lah. haha. he keep abusing lucky lors!! haiz. nxt time muz ill treat his doggy too. wahaha
btw today jere suddenly msg me. its abit sacarstic lah. but he dunno why angry again. haiz. like kinda stupid. haiz.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006 at Tuesday, May 02, 2006
yest went to eat prata wid vik. saw nicholas n his frens. so somehow we get back in contact.today iron clothes change my bedsheet and bathed lucky. haha after that went for training at toa payoh. some how i was late so i had to go dere by myself. haha. was raining quite abit. went get dere did nothing much lah. was quite relax today. gt friendly match. was nt playing so it is quite boring. hm... supposed to meet vik but she suddenly back out. so i went to eat macdonalds. haiz. shud get the student meal. haiz. so ex. kenna tok by aunty. arghs. after that went to meet nic for awhile. n yup voila am home nw. haha.