Thursday, June 29, 2006 at Thursday, June 29, 2006
today was rushing late for the damn UT! was panting like hell lah when i reach. today to the stupid firefly! so boring and its so complicated. and we even had ppl coming from monash uni of aust to obeserve out presentation. gt to bloody act busy and act smart. haha.btw!!! i actually tailed my sunshine back to his block wid gary! haha. kinda lame! nv ever did such a thing in my life! haha. i think he have some what notice my existence! haha. we did made a few eye contact! i really wanted to know him better. becuz he is simply my type! to other gers i may seem all crazy and desperate! but... at least i dare to go for wad i wan and i believe in trying! as IF YOU DONT TRY YOU WILL NEVER SUCCEED! BUT IF YOU ARE WILLING TO TRY THERE IS ALWAYS A CHANCE EVEN IF IT IS 1%! cuz i onli believe the fact and my eyes! haha. so GO GO JIA YOU! haha. i am one step closer to him! haha. so happy and was bloody jumpy and hyper! so much so that i was sweating out really badly! haha.
today got friendly with NYP! at first was sitting outside watching them play. was really excited and cheering for them! den regina get to play first. so i was thinkin sian!!! dun think i will get to play lers. haha. but turn out i played 2sets out of 5sets! haha. so was really happy and on form lah! haha. think i did generally well compared to other days.not that i did spike fantastically but i also nv let the ball die on my hand. but i did bao wor! was cheering very loudly for the team! i hope i can be liddat and not screw up my chance!!! i love myself!
Monday, June 26, 2006 at Monday, June 26, 2006
went to sch today. saw xiu hui at interchange n come to know that yuling n ivan broke up already. feel really sad for them. its been 2 yrs plus. seeing the way they are draws back memory. i hope they can patch back n its really not easy. btw saw my sunshine today. haha. but i seriously dunno wad i can do to get to noe him. shud i stalk him? haha. or shud i approach him the next time i see him. haha. so embarrassing! :P but its okies. cuz am gg for wad i like. haiz today gt menses... really tired n moody. boring!!!! yeah tml gt training!!! but hate the idea of playing volleyball wid a damn pad in between my legs. haha.
yest was wrkin n its damn busy. supposed to meet my parents after tt den half way they say no need to meet lers. den gary asked if i wanna meet him for supper anot... end up eating at swenson. haha. den take NR1 back hm...guess wad? today i didnt report to wrk. nt feelin v.well and havin a v.bad sore throat... haiz... feel like stop wrkin... extremely tired... i wanna lead a life tt is nt so stress n i can every sat go sentosa n every week have dinner wid my family... i am starting to miss all dis things already.... haiz.... hw? nv wrk den no $$$ if wrk no energy to spend either... btw i lost 1 kg lers!!! haha... jia you!!! n my queen size bed is on its way lers... haha :P
Saturday, June 24, 2006 at Saturday, June 24, 2006
today nv go to sch again... haha... over slept. haha. i damn lazy lah... btw managed to pyhsco gary to go out wid me... haha. cuz tt dumb dumb also nv go to sch... haha. so we went to watch RV. quite nice... haa... had a great luff. after tt went to eat LJS wid him. haha. den went hm lers.
Thursday, June 22, 2006 at Thursday, June 22, 2006
today skipped the ut. sianx. went to canteen n hav breakfast wid louis first. btw met him at mrt station. den highlight of the day is... i hav seen my dream guy!!! he is tall, fit, cute, yet matured wid a nice smile n tt dimple on his cheek plus tt golden brown tann... omg! he is a total knock out! so i tell my self tt i am gg to make him mine.. no... i mean my fren first. haha. was totally hyper when i saw him... haha. ya.. believe it anot... i was hopping around n screaming out sunshine!!!! haha. cuz he had a sun tattoo on his shoulder blad!!!! so i get mad to help me find out hu exactly he is... btw HE msged me... some hw recalled the past. i am so sorry i had to say all these to u. i noe wads its like to be in my shoes. i don wan her to b in it too. it hurts and there is nothing one can do... i dun really hate u. but was the pt of talking abt it again n again. finally plucked up the courage to asked y he treated me the way he treated me. his ans :" cuz i love u n i can let other guys have u." so his way of loving me is to flirt around n make me feel lousy. because i love him too much... tts y nw i simply cant forgive nor forget the past n wad he did. i am a failure... haiz...
Wednesday, June 21, 2006 at Wednesday, June 21, 2006
haha. today nv go to sch. haha. when i woke up today, it was raining very heavily. so i carried on slping! haha. btw when i wake up my throat very dry!! cannot even speak. haha. so ended up nv go to sch. cuz when i woke up its already 8am already. den today went to vb training at phs. was kinda late but ya lah.. haha.
Sunday, June 18, 2006 at Sunday, June 18, 2006
today was late for wrk. supposed to reach at 10 but woke up at 10.15... ended up reachin at 12.30. haiz. was being nagged by dennis. feel kinda guilty n i somehow had let him dwn... come to think of it i am quite bad lah... take things for granted.. n he really is v.linient to me. sianx... btw tml sch is starting... sianx... no life!!!!Saturday, June 17, 2006 at Saturday, June 17, 2006
today met up wid gary earlier to go shoppin spree.! was tired since slept quite late the other nite. den we went shoppin around at orchard. haha. today was kinda terrible! cuz i bought 4 tops n 1 braun buffel wallet for my dad. ltr on nigel, chanel n pipi joined us. haha. den actually wanna meet cindy wan. but she suddenly dun really feel well. so i get her to rest at hm. den haiz. met sharon today as well. as yuling fly her aeroplane.. hm... she looked extremely pissed n i can understand hw she feel! haha. den she started tokin abt me. keep saying i FAT!!!!!!!!! damn sad lah. n i am v.irritated. she made me wobble up the whole LJS combo 2! was realli pissed!!!!! but come to think of it why do i care? weights r juz numbers. as long as i try to eat abit lesser n healthier, excercise regularly n keep myself tone i think its okies lors!!!! i dun give a shit!!!! monday and wed i gg to bug gabriel to go jogging wid me after sch!!!! n as for vik? i seriously had no comments. hope she can find tt PERFECT fren hu cant spend 24/7 wid her n tolerate her attitude problem. btw juz nw saw alfred. hestitate to call out to him. haha. sacred see the wrong ppl again! haha.
Thursday, June 15, 2006 at Thursday, June 15, 2006
today went to visit granny! haha. after tt went to orchard n meet chanel n beep beep. haha. went to look for eric as well. haha. but he look kinda unhappy abt it. feel kinda guilty also. haha. but nvm wads done is done. haha. den after tt beep beep went to get no. from dis hottie frm NUM wid braces. haha. yups! he is cute!! haha. but was rejected by him. lol. n the thing is she went wid my hp!!! arghs!!! diu lian!!! haha.after tt meet up wid teng yu! we went to watch she's the man! lol. at first he wanted to watch almost love. but i said i wanted to watch she's the man. n yup! haha. he gave in. :P den after tt we went to had dinner at KFC!!! arghs!!! its v.sinful!!! i am so fat!!! haha. had a great luff! its totally awesome!!! i simply love the show and i nw adore my jersey! i am no. 13!!! haha. ya lah.. kinda lame! :P
after tt we parted n i make my way hm by myself. upon reaching i gave vik a call. she sounded rather attitude! she started wid " si mi dai?" when i said i wanna go her hse n get my stuffs she juz hang up on me! den when i reached rite she left me outside waiting n didnt wan to let me in. so okies! fine! i juz kept quiet. den she couldnt find the pouch. so her granny opened the gate for me. n ya, in the end she found it. she went to the store room n dig out my dog carrier. n inmediately she sent me outta hse! wth! i don think i did anything wrong neither did i owe her anything to get dis kind of treatment! was kinda pissed n i really marched hm. wad kind of fren is dis? haiz. kinda disappointed wid wad she did! haiz...
btw saw dis couple in bus. the guy was really sweet to dis gf! he hugged her like she is the most fragile thing on earth. haha. so envious! haha. he keep sayang her hair! haha. i also want!!
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 at Tuesday, June 13, 2006
haiz. today went sentosa wid gary, nigel, chanel and darcy. was kinda fun but i found out some thing! my 37 degrees shorts cannot b worn anymore! haiz. i am so screwed. went to darcy hse wid the peeps. saw the weighing machine. i gt a shock outta of my life!! i am so fucking fat!!i gained 6 kg within the mths even though i have been doing alot of excercise. haiz. i am so screwed.. how...haiz... really v.sad lors. i wana grow upwards n nt grow sideways anymore!!!
Sunday, June 11, 2006 at Sunday, June 11, 2006
hm.. finally back after soooooo many days of slacking. haha. but not exactly slack lah. cuz recently have been very busy. busy wid wad? haha. busy swimming, playing volleyball n watching volleyball match. but its really fun though. went yishun safra n bishan. haha. learning swiming at the age of 17. my god. haha. still learning but its okies. cuz i am progressing well. =) btw i finally had the kind of feel. when i spike a ball. i hope the feel will stay wid me. n i will improve alot!!! :P
Monday, June 05, 2006 at Monday, June 05, 2006
today went to wrk. finally nt late!! haha. sianx. so boring at first nt much ppl. but suddenly gt alot ppl frm evening onwards. got a grp of nasty cust. so sick of serving em den haha. get alan to take over. think they r dere for abt4 hr plus? like some stupid big shot. haha. den alan treat us eat mac. cuz nt enuf time to eat.haha. den will be meeting jackson tml!! finally can get to learn to swim already. haha. btw jere msged me today. nearly quarrelled again. haha. problematic. haha. but too bad. i guess somethings are juz not meant to be. mayb i am his rite wan but nt at the rite time. or we r simply nt meant for each other. haiz. nvm. wad ever will be , will be. haiz.
Sunday, June 04, 2006 at Sunday, June 04, 2006
yest went to watch the guys match. was late. n it was also disappointing. i think the guys badly under perform. after makin some comments i made darcy didi left. haha. but after tt went to eat at mac wid nigel , gary n regina.overslept today! supposed to report at 9.30 at BP. but woke up at 9.40! haha. melicia called me. today was rather quiet. nt muz ppl around. but gt this nasty cust. keep askin me to change the phone for her when told tt all phone is liddat!!! haiz. wasted alot of time on her. haha. but nvm. time still seems to pass by fast.
Thursday, June 01, 2006 at Thursday, June 01, 2006
haiz. today nv go to sch cuz was sick n anyway aunt they all coming over. bathed lucky today. haha. he is so cute love him to bits. today slack at hm n chat online. after tt went hougang sports hall to support nigel n team republic! haha! the guys won! really proud of em. too bad yen kai cant play U19 anymore. haiz. poor thing! feel sad for him. but i really respect him. go yen kai!! cuz despite all his injuries, he still think of the welfare of the team n the ppl around him. haiz. after tt went to hougang mall to meet eddie!! guess wad? he bought a super big lollipop for me! haha. dun think i will bear to eat em!
shit!! the whole world thinks tt i had put on weight!! arghs!! its time to save myself!! ALFRED!! HELP ME!!