hm.. woke up damn early to go canoeing. at first it was raining heavily.. haha. but after mac breakfast, the sky was really cloudy. haha. perfect weather for virgin canoeist.. LOL.. imagine its ur first time and u r like grilled under the BIG HOT SUN! haha. comfirm will scare ppl off. so me and my partner was the only girl and we were like crossing our fingers "please dont CAPSIZE!" haha. and we didnt! haha.. darn happy.. haha. and absolutely proud of ourself. haha. girl power! :P but i suddenly feel so "weak" among the guys in fact all the seniors. haha. so they have to help us carry the stuffs.. haha. but it was fun lah. defintely will be back for more training..

after training, we went hm to change and headed town! haiz. i feel so sad for my fren.. being in a relationship is supposed to be happy. if being tog means uncountable fights and endless tears.. it totally defeat the purpose of being tog.. i dun understand how ppl can survive a relationship like this. if i were to live in fights and quarrels i rather not love. haiz. prepare urself for the worst. but its nv going to wrk out.. its juz a matter of time lah. haiz. kinda glad tt baby and i havent quarrelled yet. haha. mayb he is away and tts y. but hope tt it will stay the way it is when he is back.

watched WILD HOGS! haha. lame shit laughed a big deal.. haha. its a long long day for me.. damn tired. back home only at 12am.. haha. damn paiseh.. ppl hu noe me well enough or goes shopping wid me will noe a fact.. "shu gt a pair of ITCHY(i mean really ITCHY) hands.." haha. i cant seem to keep my hands to myself. haha. i was at butt cheeks lookin around.. and dere this bag lying on the table.. haha. its furry kind.. haha. so my hands went over the fur.. haha. and vik was like.. eyes wide open.. haha. den she pulled me out of the shop. haha. she was like.." wad the hell r u doing?!!! y u go and touch ppl's bag?!" at tt point of time, i wish i could juz drop dead and die. tsk.. den when i was inside the cinema, dis ang moh sat beside me. haha. and i keep poking his thighs cuz i cant see where my drink is.. haiz. sooo ma lu.. haiz... tts shu for u.. haha.

RAHSS!!! GO TO SCHOOL!!!! haha. damn motivated! no monday blues but a good start.. oh man.. tt bitchy faci AGAIN! haiz.. sian.. she bloody gave me C & D! bleahz.. .... HMPH! I AM SOOOOO BORED!!

save me from my boredom..

it seems like i am the only one left in the world..

sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian
sian sian sian sian sian sian
sian sian sian sian sian sian NO LIFE!!!LIFELESS!!!

haiz.. baby be back soon.. den i wun be soooooo bored. haiz. was staying over at vik's hse. haha. walked to prata hse and bought tibits for our movie marathon! haha. watch hell lot of movies and slept only at 5am.. haha.

was supposed to go sentosa and guess wad time i woke up? 3plus.. vik was still asleep.. so i watch scv frm the time i wake up all the way to 8plus.. den vik went to meet her friends while i headed home..

brought the dogs dwn for a walk.. end of story! omg! its juz sooooo boring lah! haiz. btw tml will be gg for canoeing try out! wish me luck.. haha. i scared tt i will drown! haha. omg.. scary.. pray tt i dun capsize okies? haha. bored to the max.. haiz. hm.. mummy woke me up today. she is juz damn persistant lah! haha. irritating.. been sitting beside my bed for more den 30 mins bugging me to wake up. haha. she is really power to the max.. energizer just like me. haha. being the sweet friend of lynn.. i gave her a morning call and ask her to come to sch since i had not seen her online for days.. and thanks to me.. today is a first day of sch of the week! to show her gratitude, she offered to send me to sch... thanks sweet.. muacks..

java for the v.first time. and its not as bad as i tot as long as i am following CLOSELY.. haha. in fact it make more sense than VB.. but i still feel abit hard to blend in though. den during breakout steven frm dopod and thomas frm sony (all promoters of m1) came to look for me.. hala abit den lynn and me went amk to for lunch. quek came along. den we walked past dis hyundai tuscani with shattered glass panel.. haiz. totally pity for the driver. if he/she sees it comfirm "WTF!!! my car!!!!!" somemore its gg to rain heavily imagine the mess..

after school went raffles place wid nigel.. baby called i guess dere is some misunderstanding.. he is tired frm walking without food for 2 days in the mountains and mayb he sound tired/pissed. the first qns was WHERE ARE YOU?! WHO ARE YOU WITH?! it kinda pissed me off. and i send him rather nasty and straight forward msg.. hm.. when he tell me tt he is v.tired and his reasons.. i felt sooo guilty tt i am hyper defensive.. haha. sorry baby.. i totally understand hw it feels to be hungry. sorry for being so insensitive.. when u always make sure tt i dun feel hungry.. hugs!

haha. stayin over at vik's hse for the VERY first time after being frens for like 14 yrs! haha. lame shit! haha. yeah gg to the beach tml! HOT HOT HOT sun! hm.. went to trueyoga.. haha. went for sexy belly and hot yoga. haha. for sexy belly, i was late. and i bloody regretted to take cab dere. its juz.. nvm.. haiz. haha. the sexy belly was fun though at some point of time i felt like a kiddo preparing myself for some kindergarden performance. totally NOT sexy at all. haha. wahaha.. was late for hot yoga too.. hm.. the instructor is a killer! haha. i really cant go down and he bloody came over and push me all the way dwn.. haha. at one point of time i felt all my bones threaten to break.. haha. i was literally squeaking.. haha. and the instructor bloody roll his eyes.. *&^%$#!@#$% and its nt exactly HOT.. cuz i didnt sweat much.

den met vik to have dinner at sakae, wheelock place.. hm.. nt bad.. spent quite alot on food. hm.. ate some cookies and the ice cream at cine! haha. i am supposed to eat lesser den wad i am supposed to.. :P gimme $50,000.. hm.. i am sooo dead.. y am i still in bed at this hr.. its 1pm.. haiz. sad..

hate hate hate!

WAKE UP ! haiz. wad a pig am i! damn!

hm.. nvm... enough of self reproaching..

no point crying over spilled milk!

try again next week!

i cant wait for some SHOPPING THERAPY!

LOADS of things to buy! haha..

i wished i am in america..

where i will buy all the

victoria's secrets, aeropostale, ambercombie, miss sixty, coach and etc

haha. think too much..

but i cant wait for my

PAY DAY!
hm.. didnt go to sch today! haiz. sian! =( sad sad sad.. no more nasi lemak already! haha. nvm.. dere is always next week! haha. main objective is i wanna go sch on a MORE regular basis! haha.

went to catch up wid gabbie! haha. its been so long since we last met! haha. went thomson plaza and was hoping to see some peirce ppl. haha. but nv. haha. acc him to get some printer ink and some DVDs frm video ezy. haha. den we went prata hse to get some kambing soup! delicious! haha. poor gabbie was on a diet.. haha.. and he was like drooling at the sight of me eating! wahaha.. being the supportive buddy, i share my soup wid him! WAHAHA.. i guess he hate me.. den the funny part is when he tried to smoke at the NON-smoking area.. haha. tts hairy ass covered the no smoking sign wid the menu.. haha. tt waiter came over and ask him nt to smoke. wahaha. sooooo funny. haha.

went training.. was quite okies but attendance nt v.gd. hm.. 1 more new girl frm evergreen. hm.. pretty DAO! haha. so paiseh.. tried to give her a pat on the palm 1001 times and she ignored me 1002 times! wahaha. MAH LU to the max.. haha. nxt training will nt try again. haha. well, better players is liddat. BAH! chey! haha. nvm next week will be better. mayb she is just SHY.. haha. and i am OVERLY-FRIENDLY! :P hm.. yest nite was coughing like hell and i nearly cough out my mac dinner. haha. YEAH! its tues and i successfully made it to sch consecutively for 2 days! keep up the good work.. haha. jia you jia you jia you! tml will be wed, den thurs and finally fri!!! yeah!!! haha.

haiz. same class as claribel and team as well. haiz. i find it really hard to wrk wid her. haiz. when i give idea , all she say is duno eh.. if not feign ignorance. kns. waste my time only.. haha. cant stand it! haiz. i pretty much expected this.. the usual cocky and yaya girl i noe. tsk.. IMMEDIATE SIAN-NESS! haha. so i went to mad's class to seek refugee. haha. hur hur..

after school went to CWP wid alex, mad and mel! haha. we had pasta for dinner and catched 200 pounds beauty. haha. its a nice show! really nice.. quite piang and touching. haha. on the verge of tearing but i am STRONG.. which baby claimed tt i am hard hearted! haha. bleahz.. haha.

had a deal wid mad.. if i can make it to school consectively for 1 full week, she will treat me nasi lemak. muahaha.. I CAN DO IT! rahsss hmm.. yeah! its monday and i've gt no monday blues. haha. happy abt it! and it was baby hu make the effort to wake me up in the morning. even happier..haha. make it to school but was late. haha. but nvm i tell myself that i will make it to school thru the whole week! haha. I CAN DO IT! haha. stop rolling your eyes and give that " yah yah we shall see look!" haha.. database today. pretty much enjoyed it! haha..

its SLA fiesta! haha. who say only year one can join IG? haha. year 2 also can! haha. i did. haha. gary did too. haha. we joined canoeing and i wanted to try touch rugby. haha. but everyone say i will nt survive it. haha. cuz the girls are v.rough and they really need to run like hell.. hm.. nvm.. go for try out if cannot make it den so be it lors! haha. was thinkin since i wasnt doing so good in vb.. mayb its time i try other stuff. haiz. went training today and was like SIAN.. haha. friendly wid IJC again. den was like sian sian sian.. sit dere the WHOLE training until the last set. which didnt really perform. haiz. baby, i need ur support nw.. haiz.. feel so lousy and really crappy!

haiz.. for the first time i nv pick up baby's call.. haiz. but he still called me in the morning.. knowing that i got chronic "cant-get-out-of-bed" problem, he called me a coupled of time. den when he called in the afternoon, i din pick up cuz i was at SLA fiesta.. haiz.. feel damn sad. but he said he will call me in the nite. den when he called me in the nite, i was buying mac wid mad, mel, wong, alex, wilson and nigel. but i guess he left insercure. cuz i always picked up and i didnt reply his msg which he expects me to.. RAHS!!! WRONG TIMING! tskk

the bitches...

haha. wasted

haiz.. today is total boredom!
sian like hell. haiz. soooo sian
tt i started to become v.grouchy!

RAHSS!!!

groomed lucky and he is nw botak!
look more like a chi hua hua nw.. haa
which spent me my WHOLE afternoon..

den went to granny hse..
uncle sent me hm..

ritchie was barking into the blank space.
omg.. scary! was home the whole day..
until..
went zouk paid $12 and
drink a glass of vodka cranberry and
left for MOS. until the girls
suggested MOS instead..
nothing much..
my frenching khakis is NOT dere..
haiz. sadded..
but did get to see alfred. haha
its been sooo long since we last met..
wilkin and wilson too.. the v.NOT identical
twins. haha.
went home pretty early.
guess i got sick of clubbings.
xiao yun mentioned tt i look wanted..
however the fact is i merely
look wanted and actually i am NOT wanted at all..
LOL..
only baby is blind enough to fall for me. LOL..
cant believe i went home by 2.30..
sian-ness and fatigue.
complimentry maxim.. haha. gonna flip tru.. hmm..
had fun..
PLAY & TABOO.

haha.
jane was fuckin crazy..
frenching and being touched all over..
crazy crazy crazy..
btw..
she is louder den the music.
haha

last song was sway..
haha
love love love..

meeting the ladies tml!
yeah!!!

sorry baby..
i promised tt i'll
cut dwn on my clubbings.
but i am behaving myself..
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wad the hell does this means.? i can acess my tagboard.. i also nv do any settings.. rahs... I CANT SEE MY TAGBOARD! wah damn tired. only manage to slp at 5 plus.. was coughing my way tru the nite. haiz. was late for sch.. only reach at 10.30. haha. nvm lah. better den nv reach at all. LOL.. so optimistic huh.. haha. had lunch wid jon, matt, lynn and loretta at the coffee shop. YUCKS! haha. the chicken rice is soooooo much fats!!! ewww.. had a hard time eating it though. haha. loretta and lynn is still v.fascinated by matt's hot ass. tsk... cant stand em.. keep flirting wid each other wid me and lynn in between. haha.

went training today. happen to be guy's training too. and was quite shock to see gary dere. haha. tt bummer. so lazy. haha. wah gym training almost killed me! sooooo tired. haha. but i duno why i juz damn hyper! super hyper. worst den i drink. haha. den waited for gary's training to end.

den we headed to CWP to meet alex and mad for mac. and ya thanks for the treat gary.. i stupidly left my hp on the table. haha. somehw i gt the feeling tt i will lose my hp. haha. den i really cannot find. i was like quite zai.. still had my composure.. haha. while gary help me look tru my bag. haha. i was like pinching on mad's wedges while calling m1 cust service centre to suspend my line. haha. den they took out my hp. haha. they were kinda shocked by my reaction. haha. on my way back, i was coughing sooooo badly tt i almost puked everything of wad i ate out! haha. its worst den being wasted. haha. ewww..

when i reach hm.. open my room door. den its like chaos.. duno which fucker let ritchie into the room where he bloody pee like free flow and step all over my room. i cant believe i had to mop the floor after such a LONGGGGG day. doing hse wrk is definately last on the list for me.. so was saying tt i will be heading town and i did.. went window shoppin.. been trying to look for the perfect dress.. but failed.. but nvm.. no money to buy also. haha. its time i save up for my samsung K3 mp3 player.. my mp3 player is a pain in the ass.. breaks dwn when i needed it the most ALL THE TIME! lol

den meet wid nigel and we all had mac.. den went MOS and clinic wid vik and rachel(vik's sis).. haiz. damn paiseh.. haha. wear until like wad.. i wished tt i nv see anyone i noe dere.. cuz i nv intend to club at all. wanted to drink coke also dun have.. end up chewing ice cubes.. LOL.. so paiseh.. the first time ppl ask me to take pic.. haha. was wid rachel.. kinda akward.. cuz we seldom talk though.. haha.. haha. wear until v.ugly!! wearing flip flops and singlet wid almost no make up. went hm at 12?

i tot baby was nt calling already.. haha. but lucky he did. if nt i will be disappointed.. haha. hm.. i nv go to sch today. neither did i hit the beach today.. omg.. i am sooo screwed.. haha. but i'll be heading town wid vik today. haha. received a call frm joshua. i dun need to wrk already! was quite happy though i lost my job! haha. so tt means i can go sentosa! haha.. but on the other hand no more extra income for myself. haiz.

he was askin me. " How? no more job already.." i was like " nvm, cannot think this way.. because dere is always other job out dere." i've been in this line for quite sometime. maybe its time i try out other stuffs. but come to think of it mobile line is one of the higher paying job though. mayb i should start lookin out for other type of jobs. something that i want to do in future. wrk at cafe del mar! HAHA. i am joking.. baby's gg to kill me if i do wrk at such places. :P but i guess i will still stick to mobile line bah.. haha. maybe promoter! haha. cuz promoter get the latest phones!

nvm at the mean time i shall sit back and relax! haha. have fun wid the girls! haha. so tt means i get to party party and party! haiz!!!
u girls are plain EVIL!!!

keep asking me to go club wid u all..

when i get tempted,

u all say tt didnt i say i wanna be

"A GOOD GIRL, A GOOD GF"?

of i say no..

u all say i gt bf den MIA..

HMPH! haha..

but i still ♥ u all.. haha.

muahs..

back and front

on my way hm alone.. something came across my mind.. haha.. i wana be strong and fit.. i wan a black belt.. haha. learn something to protect myself. haha. i suddenly wanna be v.independent and really fit. let no one hurt me again.. haha. only i bully ppl be it "emotionally" or "physically".. haha. sound so evil.. haha.. den gt this two boy boy keep whistling at me.. i am like.. OMG.. i feel like gg up to em, slam them on the floor and step on em.. and roll my eyes.. its like a total joke..haha. LOL.. on my way hm.. baby called! haha. so happy to receive it since he said he's nt calling. haha. cant wait for him to be back.. any idea tt u could send me emailS too?

haiz. self declared sentosa day is cancelled.. haiz.. being the angelic si.. she said tt i shud go to sch instead.. which i think its quite true.. i muz be a good girl! hm.. so.. its the start of school today.. was late. and gary who volunteered to meet me for sch didnt make it to sch at all. haha. but nvm.. i am a strong girl! i can manage on my own. hm.. i should say first day of sch is boring! haiz. damn sian lors. class is damn boring and i am trying my best not to fall aslp.. den its like i am late for 1 hr lah! haha.

hehe. baby be happy tt i am such a gd girl k!!! haha. cuz lynn has turned into a paedophile.. while sharry is a total man eater.. loretta is a ass girl! haha. cuz she ogled at matthew's ass and tell him tt he has got a nice ass face to face.. haha. i almost fainted when i hear tt though. haha. den lynn was like askin for his msn.. haha. coolhotass@msn.com.. haha. i was thinkin mayb its time i change mine to smallpathetic.boobs@hotmail.com wahaha. okies dis is lame.. haha. so u muz be wondering wad did i look at.. well.. i am lookin at girls and butch! haha. but dun worry baby, i am NOT a les.. haha.

yeah! damn happy to see baby's message the min i open my eyes when i wake up.. at least i noe tt i am being missed by him.. haha.. damn happy to receive two calls frm him. haha. though i am not emo by the fact tt u are away, but i am missing u like crazy lah. haha. so bad tt my vb girls cant stand me lers. haha. i keep poking em at the waist but they r not the same as u.. haha. i miss my baby lah! haha. no one for me to irritate.. haiz. i miss u!!! haha.. come back soon! so that i can irritate u! lol.. HUGS..

training was alrite. i kinda off today. hm.. bumps on my knee cap, head and ya that ball that hit my chest.. haha. so in any case i need any breast enchancement den i shall claim frm my teammates.. haha. OUCH!!! haiz. so irritating! i am coughing like hell. btw 5 new players coming in. haiz. tt means my chances of getting into U19 is being jeopardised.. sian! but nvm lah.. as long as i gave in my best. haha. btw i wanan join ripcurl beachvolley! haha.

jocelyn send me dis and i think its pretty accurate. see and let me noe if it is..

Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has a nice smooth skin and a good figure. She will spent so much efforts to keep her skin clean and pretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and make up, but taken care of her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby. She is good at it and tend to look younger than her age.

She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman. She looks nice in either Jean or night gown. She thinks woman is equal to man. Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will not leave you far behind. She will try not to make you feel like you are competed or defeated in any games she plays with you even she is winning.

She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants. She can not decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her schedule very well in all cases.

She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She likes to dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery scent.

In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and mostly win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could argue and once a while give you a smile also. She will make a good politician, because she can tell which party will win the election. She always has a good reasons ,even she likes to contradict herself. She can not decide what is right and wrong for her, because everything has a good side and a bad side.

Woman in other Zodiac might not care what other people think, but Libra woman care what other people ,or what you feel as much as her own feeling. She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be at the ladder up. She likes team work in doing things. If you ask her for help or advice, she will help you except if she does not like your guts. She can change you and make you think you change by yourself without her influence.

Good side of being with Libra woman are she never interfere with your privacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends. Even she cares about how much money she has left his her bank account, she will never forget to let you know how much she cares for you. She think taken care of the house is a woman job and she can do it well.

But if you expect a Libra woman to fear you, then you are wrong. She is a strong woman even she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of baby's looks and may loose you (let you win) in a few poker games. If she is the one you are after, then go step by step. The best way is using her friends introducing you to her. Do not make her feel or treat her like a bubble head. You have to move forward toward her with confident and secure. Show her that you are a kind , polite and a real gentleman. Be a slow hand or else you might get smack! for once all my girls seems really happy tt i am attached.. which was pretty amazed.. haha. i duno why.. mayb i am the only one hu is attached and they are all having fun in the life of a singleton. haha. which made it hard for me to behave myself. haha. but i am always the angel when i am attached.. haha. rite, girls? LOL.. i love all of u to bits.. haha.. i miss partying.. wahahaha hm.. juz realise tt all my girls love me sooooo much. haha. she is rite.. 2, 3 weeks will fly by quickly.. and i have got her.. so dis 3 weeks will be girls weeks.. all for the girls and nothing else.. haha. i miss my girls.. i wan my fish & co makan session!!! u all will be dere for me rite? haha. gary volunteered too.. lol.. dis is to stupid.. haha. but i still prefer my girls! haha. later my baby jealous.. LOL.. haiz.. i cant believe tt we r parting soooo soon. haiz.. den it will be 3 weeks.. 23 days.. tsk... offically counting dwn to 7 may.. tsk.. hugs.. hm.. meet up wid baby. den had dinner wid baby's dad.. haha.. quite nervous though.. but turn out baby's dad is quite friendly.. haha. so its not so bad.. den we headed to deep's hse to pick richie.. hmm.. den we juz slack at hm awhile. haha. den we headed to loof den to east coast since loof is closing soon.. haha. baby drink quite abit. duno wad to say also.. DRINK DRINK DRINK!

i ran out of my hse the min i open my eyes!!! richie run outta the hse.. lucky no one see me.. haha. which was pretty gd.. i dun wanna scare anyone wid my out of bed look.. haha. den trimmed richie's under pad and bath him.. haha.. such a gd boy though.. but it still took me quite long to settle him.. haha. den vacummed the floor.den bring the lil rascals for a walk. haha. all in all, two dogs = havoc!

den called baby to fetch me. haiz. he is leaving! den we headed to his hse for dinner wid his dad.. den lai hock sent us to aiport.. btw juz b4 baby left, he bought me a necklace and bracelet.. LOL.. he wanna over thrown the girls lah. haha. thanks baby. muacks.. the only thing is tt we couldnt make it to develop the pics of us.. and the only pic i have in my wallet is my IC and 2 pics of me and jere.. which is totally inappropriate. haha. didnt stay to see him off though.. haiz. he scared i emo.. haha. den lai hock send me hm.. haiz. he will be leaving SOON! and will only be back after 23 days! haiz..

10 things i will miss when he is gone..

1. no one to disturb..
2. no one to acc me for super..
3. no one to hug..
4. no one to bicker wid me..
5. no one to call..
6. no one to bug..
7. no one to boss around..
8. no one to feed me..
9. no one to tickle..
10. no one to acc me..

hm.. i guess richie is totally emo lah.. haha. he juz seem totally sad. tsk... but dun worry lucky is always dere to cheer him up by humping him day and nite. haha

hehe.. here is a pic for u.. lol.. i said i will hug a guy everyday for u to see.. LOL.. i am jus joking lah. haha. :P lol.. remeber our promise huh.. no 8 pacs dun come back k? haha. i will flaunt my 4 pacs to u in 3 weeks time! LOL.. muacks.. i miss u..

hm.. yest wad happened? baby came over to pick me up and we had lunch wid his fren( damn, i forget his name again..) haha. sorry i short term memory is simply getting from bad to worst. initially it was gd cuz i always forget unhappy things.. but nw i forget EVERYTHING!!!

den when to billy's(hmm.. issit billy? okies.. nvm) ORD parade. haha. quite fast. haha. first time i go into a camp. it feels like me admitting into an ALL BOY'S school! haha. scary.. everywhere u go, eyes will be on you..SCARY!!! haiz.. he is such a soldier.. tsk.. nvm.. tts his job. haha.

den after tt we went town to have pasta and headed to tampanis to pick alex den send jonni and alex to the airport! haha. one seem pretty happy another one is like totally reluctant. LOL.. den was like thinkin dis coming sunday, he will be leaving for taiwan too. haiz. damn sad..

den we headed to changi village! haha. saw a few trans.. haha. lookin absolutely hot and sexy! I AM SOOO JEALOUS! haha. they are simply stick skinny! den we went to this place to chill awhile.. den we headed to town to catch SHOOTER! haha. nice show.. baby love it i guess... i told u he is such a soldier already. haha. i think its nice too. but my eyes were so tired. feel so bad for feeling so tired and stuff.

haiz. checked my damn mail! and damn it! i burned my wed! FUCK! i need to go back on wed dis sem.. i was planning on a sentosa trip wid jiesi! haiz. fuck fuck fuck!!! rahs!!! but the only gd thing is germaine will be in the same class as me. haiz. but still..
I WAN MY SENTOSA DAY! WEDNESDAY IS SUPPOSED TO BE SENTOSA DAY FOR ME! WAH! fuckin hell!
No more free day on wed.. damn it!
elaborate tml! nw freakin dwn wid fatigue, flu and sore throat! damn it! hm.. i guess drinking is really bad! haha. i wrote one whole CHUNK of nonsense. haha. they dun make sense at all.. juz a short summary of wad happen.

went to meet my aunt den head to PHS for friendly wid IJC.. haha. cant exactly say i played well neither can i say badly.. haha. but great experience being a subset. haha.. den headed home to get change ASAP! baby fetch me to zouk.. meet up wid the girls. jan was dere too. will upload the pics when i am not so lazy. haha. sharry, vik, lynn and liling and si was dere. haha. yest was like lets see who drink and K.O first. haha. vik won.. cuz she fainted.. really scared me.. lucky junjie was dere to help.. first runner up is si.. haha. drank quite abit wid an empty stomach.. lol.. second runner up is sharry for blabbering nonsense NON-stop! haha. baby was quite wasted too.. haha. in fact i am too. haha. alex had to send us hm.. haha. and not to forget tt guy who puked like an open tap! OMG! he really made me feel like puke.. haha. by listening to the sound of vommiting is already v.bad!

today was quite normal though.. slack at hm all the way till 8plus. den baby came to fetch me to have dinner at NYDC.. haha. the waitress seems pissed.. but i seriously requested tt i wan it without corns. so i ask her to make me another one.. lazy lah. den we headed to dis pub near momo.. where baby's buddy is leaving for taiwan tml. oh ya.. not to forget i am nw known as "MISS ENERGIZER/BATTERY".. LOL.. OMG.. they made him drink like hell. martell like green tea.. oh ya.. they made baby drink two glasses of martell green tea.. which was quite bad. cuz he cant hold his liquor.. haiz. and we got some info abt road block! den we went east coast to have supper. haha. ur making fat!

yeah! i think i am a really lucky girl! tml i will get to bring richie home.. and it so happen to be one of my dream dog! damn excited! haha. den i found baby! i guess i always do get wad i always wanted. lucky girl! =) in fact i think i am the luckiest.. :P hey babe, do you even know that your links couldnt work?
anyway, i've adjusted them for you already.
sigh. arent i such a good friend?

-Vik iloveu,baby..
LOL.. i tell myself.. LEE SHUHUI muz ALWAYS walk in a club lookin good walk out lookin even better! but today i am sooooooo wasted.. after sooooo many years i finally puked on drinks again.. LOL.. alex send me n baby hm.. lol.. i took hrs to shower.. i cant STOP smiling to myself to mum and dad.. WAHAHAHA.. i ♥ u junjie.. LOL.. I FUCKIN ♥ u more den anything else... lol... someday by sugar ray makes me really HAPPY.. haha. i am fuckin happy.. i promise i will be good. NO MORE CLUBBINGS for me!!! hehe.. thanks for being happy for me.. BECAUSE I AM REALLYYYYYYYY FUCKIN HAPPY! haha. ur the sweetest thing ever.. lol.. my dreamguy.. LOL.. my girls, u all will get over all those fuckers soon! SOON u all.. ALL OF U will find someone of ur dreamgirl/dreamguy/dreamgay/dreamles.. btw.. JIESI'S BIBLE IS WID US!!! WAHAHAHA.. LOL FUCKIN LOSER!!! u fuckin screw up ur own chance.. haha. I AM FUCKIN HAPPY NOW!!!! I AM JUZ HAPPY TT JUNJIE CAME INTO MY LIFE.. go and fuckin enjoy ur gaYshit! HAVE FUN BEING ABNORMAL.. GuArD UR BACKDOOR BRO.. CANT PROTECT U ANYMORE! BUT I GUESS U ♥ IT TOO.. btw.. he is a 1000 time more sincere den u do.. LOSER!!! fuck u and ur gayshit!

lol.. sharry is fuckin noisy.. she cant fuckin shut up! LOL.. she whacked my boobs so hard..LOL.. fuckin pain! WTF! vik fainted in toilet.. scare the shit out of me.. pls dun fuckin faint in front of me again.. SCARY.. i am fuckin worried for u.. FUCKIN GO SEE A DOC SOON.. lol.. i still cant stop smiling to myself.. haha. GIRLS.. i fuckin love all of u!!! THOUGH, i've got junjie nw and we are so sweet i still fuckin love u GIRLS.. haha. sorry i didnt kiss u all today! haiz.. nxt time..lol..DUN FUCKIN COMMIT SUICIDE FOR SOME BUTCH! NOT WORTH IT! U R FUCKIN HOT AND SEXY ALL GUYS WAN U... BUTCHEs too..lol.. alex is one of em!!! wahahaha..

DIS IS ALEX!!! chauffer of the day.. haha. send me and baby hm.. THANKS ALOT ALOT.. remember to turn vik straight for me.. LOL.. THANKS U EVEN MORE.. iwannaeat POTATO CHIPS!!! haiz..fuckin hungry stupid bro dun wanna help me buy!!!

WTF!!! pls do something more meaningful.. die is NOT the only way.. look at me!!! i came running to u crying everytime i screw up my relationship.. TOLD U AGAIN AND AGAIN I cant get over.. I DID A MILLION TIME!!! i can even get over jere.. we r tog for SOOOOOOO long.. 4 yrs.. urs is juz 6mths.. commit suicide is not the way. haha. kill her is a better way LOL.. i will be happy if u did.. haha. u will be happier.. wahaha. turn straight lah! haha.. but i seriously love my gf!!! I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN U GIRLS.. but i juz feel NOT right to club when i am attached.. i promised to be good when he is AWAY.. =( haiz... WhereTF is vik!!! okok.. great still alive!!! i am juz fuckin happy.. SO HAPPY! lol.. haha screw her lah! ask her go die lah!lol.. talk crap.. fuckin change a few one lah..

some day - sugAR RAY is a happy song! makes u happy. at least it maDE me happy... its for happy ppl. forget all the unhappiness.. LOL.. bring me to a holiday too.. somewhere with super nice beach.. hot babes.. hot hunks.. lol..

i miss my silly MR Yap.. hm.. have been a really good girl today. groomed my baby, vacum and mopped the floor.. den went dinner wid vik at st 22. oh dear.. the chicken chop sucks. haha. makes me wanna puke.

den met junjie at vik's block den go bedok to drop his fren and collect his stuffs. den we head to C.A.N Cafe at bugis. really nice place.. we juz sit and talk rubbish. haha. he juz look damn cute. haha. and i noe his weakness already! LOL.. he is so dead.. :P den went geylang to eat dimsum wid billy(if i nv remember wrongly). turn out his fren is sharon's fren! wahaha. wad a small world. den he send me hm. i guess everyone is slpy already including me haha.

longgggg day tml. so yups. last day to have fun and 1 day closer to his departure. haiz. nvm! still got wed, thurs fri sat and mayb sun! haha. he juz look so silly. haha. today went hwa chong JC to have friendly match wid em. i shud say i played like shit! haha. really shitty.. freakin nervous and ball does all over. and i am always being aimed by the opponent. haha. thank god tt coach calm me dwn and i finally did slightly better. den went toa payoh for dinner. i hate the feeling of checking my hp for msg but its always empty.

after dinner went hm and was expecting messages frm him! haha. and he did. haha. in fact i am happy tt he did. haha. junjie asked me out and we went to this place call the loft. really nice place juz rite beside carlton hotel. haha. den we watched sunshine.. hm.. gd or bad.. i duno.. but it definately brought us closer. haha. gonna miss him badly when he is away for taiwan for 3 freakin longggg weeks.. u noe wad?
when u asked me
"wad type of guy do u like?"
i juz smiled to myself
and kept quiet..

because if i do, i would sound as if
i am describing u..

paw paw!

meet the ever jealous "girly"

awww..

junjie came to pick me up at deep's hse. haha. two of his frens were dere too. den went to dis ktv pub. dere is only like one grp of us. haha. so ya.. juz stay awhile den he sent his fren hm, hu is also frm bishan. den me.. haha. but he scared tt i'll be hungry so we went upp thomson for food. saw eugene n timo..

went to wrk. was late.. was damn scared lah
joshua is like freakin angry yest.. hahaha. if i am
late, i sure die wan.. haha. but i am late anyway lah. haha
but he didnt kill me! haha. lucky.. haha. cuz my hse near cemetry..
LOL..

wrk was fine except tt i was damn broke and everyone had to salvate me lah!
LOL.. joshua wanna buy me crumpler bag and give me pockect money.. lol..
i sound like a kept woman.. haha. NO LAH! he see me as his daughter.. but still
i cant accept it. and i really appreciate though.. but i will take care of myself! dun worry!

btw suppose to meet wei cong for supper. but i am meeting jun jie.. but deep
called to ask me to go over his hse, to look at his dog. cuz i am taking care of it!
its a cocker spaniel! haha. one of my dream dog! haha.. love it.. but its postponed
to tml.. hmm.. definately excited to see it! haha. den went wid jun jie instead...
LOL..

my gay fren ask me to go gay club wid him.. my les fren ask me to go les club wid her..
jun jie ask me to go "O" bar wid him for his fren bday. i didnt dance at all. was so shy..
haha. but i shud say its nice lah.. haha. den he treat me to prata and sent me hm.. haha.
sian.. tml still gt wrk.. den my throat is like going up the lorry! zzz.. http://www.donquijote.org/spanishlanguage/dictionary/love/

check dis out! its juz v.cool!
nw i can speak spanish.. but juz the mushy mushy one.. LOL if some loser screws up his own chance,
wad rights do he have to screw up mine?

iamnotaforbiddenfruit.. yeah! back frm rp alive. haha.
daddy send me dere.
really really sweet of dad to send me dere..
climbed in and get all the shoe bags.
haha. den went hm..
for dinner..

but here i am eating again! wth..
supposed to meet vik.
but daddy was in bad mood
go out nw means
step on bomb.. haha.
sorry babe! GREAT!
monday's training is at PHS
and my damn shoe bag is in the cage
at RP! sat and sun am wrkin!
and even if i were to go RP today..
i might go alone. and its good friday.
pray tt i will come back alive.. hm.. partied too hard and somehow when i wake up, my joints are all hurting. haiz. so tt means will miss training today! its gym training lors! i missed the chance to see tt hot gym instructor and somehow i am kinda motivated by wad rayson said.

haha. cuz yest complimented on my arms and calfs. haha. so it made me wanna tone up myself more but on the other had i feel like i am a freak.. haha. like not the same as other girls u see. i am tanned, small, short yet abit fat and toned.. other normal girls are usually fair, skinny tall and lean haha. wadever.. nvm.. juz some random rubbish.. haha..

nothing much today. but i shud say its a really wonderful weather! clear blue sky, hot sun and extremely windy! haha. even lucky was suntanning on the sunlited spot of the floor. haha. went gabbie's hse. haha. he's sick too. haha. somehow we wore puma top as well. haha. great mind think alike. haha. tts wad i call buddy. haha. watch a movie tog and i eventually fall aslp on his couch. haha.. den ate dinner.. after tt went peirce reservior to chill and talk nonsense.. haha. some times its nice to slow dwn the pace and do nothing.

something i think i shud share with u ppl.. i love it..

steamboat..
firstly if shawn ur reading dis, i am sorry. after tt i went to steamboat wid my frens somehw the grp juz got like twice bigger. haha. eat and talk eat and talk.. hm.. poor richmond (gary's lil bro)had to listen to all this shit. haha. the tomyam soup was abit weird though. but we still enjoy it somehow. haha. den i freakin embarassed myself again! rahsss... was eating dis meatball and it drop rite into my top. gary and jon was laughing their head off. lucky only two of em see. if nt i can go die lers. haha..

best waiter. enough said.

rushed hm asap and get change! haha.

zouk..
went zouk wid si(my twins).. haha. and she asked dis guy fren along. and he got another fren. tt fren of his, he look like a freak! when i walked behind him someone touched my butt. rahs!! y issit ALWAYS my butt get me into trouble!!! hate it!!!

the thing is i am dere to enjoy! so i asked jiesi to go phuture! haha. so we will be farrrrrrr away frm him! haha. den happen to saw quite alot of ppl. nic tan and grp. den was chattin wid david brian and gabbie the nite b4.. haha. so happen tt i saw him and eugene lim too. haha.. oh ya. i saw another energizer "flamingo" haha. this malay guy at NUM.. haha. he is really power. saw him at sentosa. den he gotta wrk and i see him at zouk again.. wah lao..

jiesi was so funny. haha. she is v.shy lah. haha. den i keep grinding, she keep blushing.. but no choice dere is only two of us. haha. was extremely packed.. cant take it.. been elbowed and stepped for duno thousand and one times. haha. but was still fun lah.

the angelic jiesi VS the mischevious shu

piss me off and u can talk to my hand

no idea where her eyes are..

damn! i have to repost everything. so will be a short one. grrr stupid blogger. haiz. was supposed to go for yoga but i woke up freakin late. so i went pasir ris to meet mad and mel. haha. had to crack oour brains on wad to get for alex. i suggested chocolates and SUNFLOWER.. haha. but the florist is not opened and cold storage only gt withered chrysanthemun.. nt meant for bday..

had so many dinners today.. but here i am hungry again. haha. had subway and some hot dog buns wid loads of chips. tsk.. played bingo and its fun and silly though! haha. but we juz cant stop cam whoring. haha.. its a pity tt i had to go off early.. but its juz quite fun but the chalet was freaky.. haha.

fun and alex will be missed!

louis and deep and their gay shit

haha. been watching ugly betty lately..

that explains why..

am i turning LESBIAN cuz he turned GAY? haha i have no idea too. but the thought of doing something i know is NOT right keep ringing in my head.. haha..

hm.. no idea wad i really want either.. haiz. bloody hungry! finally i am not late for wrk for more den 30 mins! haha. its gd tt i am showing improvement! haha. nothing much though.. haha.. jordan have been treating us meal and finally its time for me and yuchoon to treat him. haa. but we merely treat him chicken rice.. haha. its the tots tt counts lah.. haha.

actually today wanna go zouk but stupid lynn and sharry suddenly fly me kite! rahs!!! i wanna go club!!! spoiler!!! =( i really wanna go.. will b wasting one day since tml i wont be wrkin tml! which means i can slp til the sun burn my ass.. haha. haiz.. damn it.. nv go.. rahs!!!

lol.. channel 8 show damn funny.. haha. btw it seems like the whole has the name call jeremy.. haha. get him outta my mind! OUT OUT OUT!!! i guess i juz need someone to bug and irritate...LOL.. nvm.. stay positive.. haha.