recently a fren of mine gave birth to a lil boy. i feel that as a fren i am v.proud of her. i feel v.touched. though its nothing glamourous but u cant deny that its a v.courages thing/decision to do it. at the tender age of mere 18. i can imagine all the stress she is getting from society and frens and family. but i still think that she is v.courageous.i hope ppl dun look at her wid a different way. giving birth is not easy. at least she is being responsible to wad she have done. how many of us would actually do the same as her? i am all out to give her all the moral support she needs. hope baby kai le will grow up to be a smart lil boy and noe that his mummy has went tru alot for him.. haha. i am feel touched.. haha. i duno why. but i cant wait to see em again. :) went vb training. coach is training us for defence and attacking focusing on (kuai gong). jump and jump and jump. haha. but was quite fun though. can see tt everyone is enjoying since we didnt want training to end early. haha. something new for us. haha. haiyo.. craving badly for durian pancake from amk hub though haiz. nvm. will get it real soon.

been a good girl and watch my diet. haha. fish soup again! wid low fat straberry milk. haha. no carbs! hehe okok. before the girls start making noise.. i seriously miss girls nite out! haha..



first up the list!
Vik Oldie!
whose birthday is up the corner!
its been a good 14yrs of friendship..
appreciate u for always being dere. been through ups and downs.
the cat fights we had at bus stop and times when we were crying our eyes out tog.
LOL..


its the pantsies! haha. vb would be dull without u guys.


we can be v.naughty as a bunch.


we r good at tempting ppl wid ice cream!


jiesi a.k.a my twiny
Shy, pretty(cuz she look like me), and accident prone.
she is my secondary school twiny. haha. u see her, u'll see me.


lynn a.k.a big ass lynn
LOUD, act cute and irritaing (loves playing MIA when we look for her)
also a secondary and poly mate of mine! we love shitting together.. LOL


sharry aka TI GAY (but i always love kissing her.)
hates the sun, boy crazy, dancing queen
and u always see us chionging for food during recess!


liling aka liliong
v.blur girl, sweet girl next door still blur..
schoolmate back in peirce. camwhoring is wad we r best at. LOL

haiz. gone were the days! nw tt we have different things and commitments in life we tend to drift abit here and dere. but i wan u all to noe that u all are always my dearest. i love u girls truckloads. haiz.. i am getting emo nw.. haha. awww..

end of people i miss
PART two. wad did i do yest? i cant remember. haha. oh.. nw i noe. haha. i went SMU to play vb. didnt exactly played intensively though. argh! rashes is getting the nerves on me so much so tt i didnt go sch and i seriously think tt i have to see a doc immediately! haha.

did i mention i was whacked in the throat? haha. omg! its so pain lah. i couldnt breathe at all. haha. like i was choke on the neck! muahaha. damn funny and damn pain. haha. was so traumatised that i was so scared when tt tall dude jump up and spike. haha. but dun think he dare to spike so hard and at me again. haha. after i got out i was like " is dere any M or some S or K or A somewhere printed on my throat?"

absolutely being a gd girl by cutting back. haha. ate fish soup wid extra veggies and poh piah and red bean ice shared.. haha. i am cutting back! haha. but i seem to have this feeling to puke after my meals. haiz. its getting worst issit?

btw happen to blog hop and hop to mao mao's blog. i saw those pic. and i miss em (xuan sheng and mao mao)sooo much!!! those were the days where we will hit ZOUK like every wed tog and party like dere is no tml! haiz. gone were the days. :(


the four of us!


the trio!


still us..

den again.. i realise i miss alot of the guy friend which all disappear after they got themself gfs. haha. but i still miss u guys. haha.


weicong.me


the whole lot.


though dis bugger is in my sch. but i still miss his monkey behaviour. JON!


Gabby.me


its alf! someone.special.always


the rose he made and us.


nigel my bitchy.darling!


lucky is not just anydog. its lucky and i love it and miss it so much. haiz.
i still hope tt one day it will come back to me. haiz.


end of people i miss
PART one. fri was suppose to go SMU and eat at newton wid mad mel den meet joe but in the end i met joe straight. so we went on a shopping "excursion". haha. it was kinda disastrous. as i am telling him tt i do like dresses. its just that i cant find the right dress. so tt explains why i am always in jeans or shorts. and i do wear heels. its just tt they r such killer to my feets that i dont wear em where ever i go. haha. but its like none of the words i said could convince him. haha.

so went to try on loads and loads of dresses. dere is dis particular dress in forever 21 which i think its v.nice. but its abit too loose for me. haha. got to hold it dere like CONSTANTLY.. haha. so tt it doesnt drop.. and went nine west and tried dis CK watch. i tell u, i am like a fish outta the water when i put on those things. esp the watch. haha. damn stress. in a way i feel bad if we really buy it. its not cheap at all. its always outta size or no colour.. in the end we bought two tunic from hula n co. haha.

tried driving again! haha. damn fun.. in fact i tried twice in a day. at first was lynn's car. haha. was so excited tt when i get in the car, i banged my head against the car. LOL. second was joe's car! haha. i did turning! haha. pity him as he gotta put up wid my nonsense even though he was quite sick. haha. in fact i think i improved. except that i still break SUDDENLY! sending everyone jerking badly to the front. hurhur..

haiz. the min i got home. i saw my room door open. haiz. i knew something bad is awaiting. haiz. true enough. my specs are "crushed" by tt rascal AGAIN! underneath my bed was like a bloody warzone! and i fucking juz replaced it. b4 tt it spoiled 3 other glasses. haiz. was soooo pissed that i whack him quite badly and dad was freakin pissed when he saw tt. and we had a v.bad fight. haiz. RAHS! was in a super bad mood and i decided that mayb its time tt rascal shud leave.

went miss clarity cafe to eat wid vik. haiz. i think i really v.willing to spend on food. haiz. after tt chilled out at prata house wid brandon lee, raj and vik. haha. werid combi though. haha. but was great i guess. and best of all, i finally met gabby bro! haha. missed him so much. haha. did loads of silly things and cops actually check our ICs and walk tru and fro from prata and the park. and playing wid toads. traumatising it. haha.

and we decided not to give up tt rascal.n i am glad tt i didnt. cuz it seems really remorseful and he is like an angle when i got hm. haha. chilled all the way til 3.30. haha. tired! not gg sentosa tml. sadded. haiz. at least gt SMU! nites. will post pics tml. haha. haiz. was in sch today. thought gt UT but was actually tml. so screwed can? haha. nvm.. nothing much happened. except that i drove a car! haha. i am soooo excited can? haha. drove in sch car park wid lynn's car! haha. if sharry sees dis she is so going to shake her head! haha. was it gd for a beginner like me? erm.. okok.. except for a few sudden breaks? haha.

den went training thinking that the whole team is not gg dwn. haha. cuz mad n mel is at CWP and hazel is no where to be found.. the rest its like either not going or not in sight. so i sat in one corner reading my novel(vik's which she lend me donkey years ago). haha. i caught one of the eye candy staring at me! muahaha.. okok.. i think too much. fine!BUT! i am still over the moon!hohoho..

so it was gym training. and it was only 6 of us. its quite fun and i tell u.. i nv did gym dis hard b4. haha. finish sets obediently! haha. did some sprint sets wid hazel. haha. can die. measured my body fats. its 15.6% i remember the last time was 19%! haha. improvment! lol. i have 3% more to cut dwn on so tt i will have visible abs. haha. so near yet so far.. haha.

after gym everyone was dying. but we stayed around to play 4 on 4 wid the guy's team. haha. their attendance is just as bad. haha. 4 guys.. LOL.. play until 10.. but amazingly i was not hungry today. ate sausage balls and drink soya milk only. haha. gd girl rite? ABS ABS ABS!!! haha.

haiz. suddenly i have rashes all over my body! haiz. wth! its so annoying can?!RAHS!!! last but not least thanks melvin for acc me for lunch. haha. i will be so lost if u werent dere. haha. imagine i hide in one corner to read book. haha. tts hw bad it is. LOL. appreciates! haiz. didnt go to sch or wake up at 6 to jog! haiz. i noe. i am all abt talking and no action! haiz. wth! if i dun anything abt it i am so dead. even alf also dun care me already! haiz.

haiz. i better buck up! i suddenly gt dis thought tt i am feel like quiting school and go to work. mum told me somthing abt dad. haiz. he lost his job. i just start to worry.. haiz. was thinking that since i am always not going to sch. why don i just dun waste their money and my time and start working? haiz. wth! RAHS!!!

why cant i just behave meself and go to school regularly! its only hw many days away frm holis? i can do it! GO SHU HUI!

but all in all i did went to jog in the park today and i asked dad to teach me photoshop and had a talk wid him. and realise tt he is quite optimistic abt it and finding a new job too. haiz. hope everything will turn out fine.:) haiz. nv go to sch again. haiz. was suppose to go joggin. but madd and the rest keep pulling and tugging me to go eat steamboat rahs!!!

i went! haiz. sad.. went to eat so much. i look like i am pregnant lah! haiz.. so sad. i keep hoping tt i will lao sai big time. haha. think i am abit bulimic. haha. juz tt its coming out frm the other side. haha. i drank ALOT of water to force myself to go toilet! haha.

i am gg to wake up tml morning and go for a jog b4 i go to sch.. i cannot take it anymore! rahsss!!! hm.. went over to neo's class to find lynn. saw neo slping, i went to disturb his beauty sleep.. i have no idea why but I JUST LIKE TO BULLY HIM! haha. den i keep poking him on the stomach. haha. den suddenly i saw this black strip of something on my nail.. haha. so i was like "eeee! wth is tt?!" haha.. and show it to him.. haha. and guess wad.. i made a big scratch on his arm. haha. it damn funny. haha. he look like he gonna cry any min. and i was laughing like hell! muahaha. i think i kinda sadist. but u noe wad? i do feel bad abt it. and i wan to be in the same class as him next sem! (:

brought madd's lappy dwn wid me to interview. it was heavy like hell. haha. i am such a blur sotong tt i can nv seem to find the lift. haiz. tt adelphi building is just way too complicating! haiz. was panicking like hell as i was running late. first impression counts. when i finally get to the level, i cannot find the company! there is no unit number! haha. den tt guy came out to call me. and ask me if i was lookin for #07-04! i think i look absolutely lost and retarded.

interview was okies. except that she asked me truckloads of qns. and ask me abt the latest samsung hp in the market and phone comparison wid the latest model! i couldnt ans it properly though.. was scared like hell but i tried my best and ans everything wid a smile. and recall wad ever i learn over at the last two companies. working experience does plays a part! haha. vik was like " mobile line again?!" nw u noe why..

on my way to TP was a disaster.. i counldnt find my way to the bus interchange and nearly slipped and fall like a thousandth time! weather was quite bad and it started drizzling. was freezing cold!!! after tt went back to CWP to meet melvin for dinner.
damn keith said something v.akward like " so wads his name? darling? dear? baby or wadever?" i fucking rolled my eyes at him. he is like a paparazzi /loud hailer in disguise can. wtf! i fucking hate him. PEST! wonder does he even use his brains when he talks. sorry pest dun have a brain, do they? pls switch on ur firewall and filter wad is necessary.. but thanks melvin for acc me to bishan though u stay at sembawang. appreciate that! (: and ignore kieth pls.
sooo proud of his hairy legs!

my dumb dog..



signature "WADEVER!" pose

hello! "wadever!" yest went chomp chomp wid mum and bro. cuz its bro's bday. had so much good food. haha. sotong lala stingray and fried oyster omelette. yums! loves! and end wid a bowl of egg milkcurd! slurp.. i wan more! LOL.. everything was great until dis grp of threesome sat dwn beside us. omfg.. she is soooo whiney! whining NON-STOP.. she is soooo annoying lah.. "wah laos.. ltr rain how?" "wah lao.. y u order disssss" her voice and her attitude soooooo deh.. yucks.. i rolled my eyes a thousand time to my mum.. haha.

i guess my tolerance level is getting from bad to worst. and it sucks. lil stuff annoys me. and it makes me moody and explosive. haha.

so day didnt start off good. the min i step in class. bloody aunty looking bitch stepped on my tail.. by guessing wad time i will reach class. wtf! she thinks its funny?! so childish can? mother fucker! BOYFRIEND is totally NOT HELPING! he promised me to eat wid me. he noe tt i am freakin hungry cuz i was whining all the way frm yishun to woodlands. den he bloody nv reply me on msn or hp! bloody hell. so i end up eating breakfast ALONE! haha. called niq and bombarded to him. haha. good thing he listen to me. haha. big hugs to u! bah ku teh soon k? haha. i think i look absolutely retarded when i eat alone. haha. (:

going for interview as samsung promoter ltr! haha. wish me luck! :P haha. on fri i didnt go to sch.. haha. woke up wid 25 calls! guess wad? i heard none! LOL.. was having the SAME dream over and over again. was escaping from something. which i cannot remember wad issit abt..

so went TP to watch the one of the "match of the year"! TP vs RP! crucial match for our girls. haiz. but we lost all 3 sets. its okies girls! dere is always next year!(:

meet joe after tt. i guess i have some problem. i guess i nv really made anyone around me feel wanted or desired. well i guess tts wad i need to learn. after 4 yrs. i guess i am always pulling myself back when it comes to such situation. well.. i have so much more to learn..

so went home and meet up wid vik.. nigel was wid us too. haha. had so much fun! and i finally get the chance to wear the new top i bought frm mango! wah lao!!! so paiseh lah. sooooo many ppl wearing the same top as me can? haha. nigel was like waving to her lah.. haha. total embarrassment! haha "WADEVER!!!" anyway, everyone complimented me on hw gd i look wid the top except nigel.. haha. "WADEVER!" the wadever thing has been on their mouth since FOREVER! haha.levin was damn funny as he is like " do u have plaster? my nipples r showing!(covering his chest wid his hands)" and we purposely stared at his nipples. and nigel taught us a way to spot nipples. haha. damn funny. the three of us were having soo much fun lah. haha. :P

finally i am zouking! damn happy and anticipated! haha. but.. being a lesbian tt vik is.. gg to phuture on a saturday nite wid sooooo many desperate sexually deprived pervertic guys is major turn off and violation. so we stayed at zouk and leave at 2.30am.. its fucking boring can.. i am sooooo sian-ed.. haiz. go home so early. haiz. :( didnt really enjoy. haiz. gd things is its free. so cant expect much. and girls u all r sooooo irritating! when i wanna club u all dun wanna club when i dun wanna club u all wanna club.. wad ever!


dis is the signature "WADEVER!" pose.


hello! "wadever!"


was flaunting my glowing tann!


he flaunt as i flaunt!


the back of the top.


wid tt dumbdumb dog. omg.. nv go and jog for the whole week yet i keep eating and eating! omg!!! mood swing and i feel so tired! hate being a girl sometime. haha. STOP eating k?! haha ahhhh.. sch finally ended. i have no idea why but i am sooo freakin tired! really v.tired. i am like on the verge of falling asleep every single time. if i am not sleepy, i am hungry. omg.. i noe i sound like a baby. haha. eat and sleep.. haha.

UT was a killer. haiz. so screwed up! but nvm.. haha. but melvin did something tt put a smile to my face! haha. he bought dunkin donuts for me! haha. 6 of em! :P at first when he told me dunkin donuts, it didnt really ring to me. den when i took it out of the bag den i realise its the donuts i had when i was in KL! to my understanding its not selling anywhere in sg! haha. i am happy as a bunny! haha.i noe i am a glutton! i admit i have soft spot for food.. haha. wad ever it is as long as its food, it makes me happy! haha.

here r the pics of the donuts!


saw this in vik's blog.. haha. was bored to the core..

You Are 40% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit. Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You don't really value honesty. You do value getting your way, no matter what. And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem. A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!) Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility a fair amount. You tend to be an easy going, humble person. But occasionally your ego takes over. You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you... You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends. You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

You Are 73% Grown Up, 27% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

You Are a Golden Blonde

Men see you as flirty and fun, yet deep and thoughtful You've got all the pizzazz of a blonde... With the intensity of a brunette

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way. You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content. Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while. But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!

You'll Find a Boyfriend Within 3 Weeks

You're out enough to meet plenty of guys And it shows, because a few are interested in you Even if you haven't meet the right guy yet He's standing just around the corner :-)

haha. we will see if i get a bf in 3 weeks time..>.<

You Are 24% Control Freak

You have achieved the perfect balance of control and letting go. You tend to roll with whatever life brings, but you never get complacent.

You Are a Good Student of Men

You're pretty good at knowing what men are thinking But you're not dead on 100% of the time Let your guy off the hook sometimes... because you may be reading him all wrong!

Your Travel Personality Is: Easygoing

When you travel, you're looking for a lot of downtime. Vacations are your chance to recoup. All you need is a scenic spot and plenty of time on your hands. You'll figure out the rest. You're not one to make lots of plans when you travel. You just follow whatever path seems right.

some random pics.. haha


me and oldie!

the look tt he will never say NO to.. haha

me and madd..

my wonderful bandaging skills afters yrs in St John..

i ate all the H²Omelons all by myself>.< i guess dis will be a long post! haha. its going to be loads of complains! haha. updates abt today first.. haha. didnt go to sch again. haha. was raining heavily and i think i am too fatigue already.. i seriously need rest. i swear.. i will go to sch tml. actually melvin bought donuts for me. haha. cuz he felt bad abt "not seeing me". LOL so silly.. but i wasnt in sch. dint go training or brag games. i seriously need ample of rest. haha. den mad was like asking me if i wan to acc her to town to print FYP poster wid her. i said okies. haha.

saw alvin(alfred's twin bro) at PS. haha. i quickly ran away and hide. haha. i got no idea why am i always hiding and running away frm ppl. so dumb.. shud face them and go up and say HI! haha. i am so shy lah.. shrugs. den we went sunshine plaza to print poster. and headed to eat steamboat! i seriously duno wad is wrong wid ppl not seeing me!!! ate soooo much watermelon until i wanna puke. haha. my tummy is so big tt i started wondering will someone offer me their sit when they see me. LOL.

PS: dis is where complains and whining starts.. can skip dis if u cant stand it. haha.

WAH LAOS!!! we went to queue at the steamboat place and it turn out everyone gt their seats even though they came b4 us! wth!!! i mean wads wrong wid being SMALL?! being small doesnt mean we are push overs! hello?! i am the mighty small one okies! haha.

MR school team player,

u think ur v.gd?! Just because ur the "one and only school team player" in SIT playing for BRAG den u can bloody be so hao lian and BRAG SO MUCH?! wake up ur bloody idea and face the fact! or simply let me tell u the truth.. ur in the team because the guy's team has gt "SOOOO MUCH PLAYERS".. face it okies? ur inside to make up the 12th player. i was so bloody pissed off by u! oh ya.. u asked alex if i was unhappy wid u? the answer is "HELL YEAH! get the fuck outta my way! i cannot run to the ball cuz you were a hindrance to me! i cannt run when ur literally BLOCKING my way! and i seriously dun like it when u say "set all the ball to me! let me spike em.." nt like i am v.good myself. but i am definitely better den u. NO DOUBT i am not in the school team but i noe my limits. stop acting like a PRO.. YUCKS.. bloody high egoist like u shud burn in hell. talk sooooo much when no one is interested. talk sooooo much tt i have to put my hand to ur face to stop u frm yaking away.. i think to date u probably repeated ur life story like a million time. aiya. in fact if possible pls stay away from me and dun step on my tail okies?

ps: u think i am mean? i juz dun wanna flare up in front of everyone which i think it will turn out to be v.ugly.. (: and dun ever say tt again" i am so proud of being the only school team player in SIT playing for BRAG" when all u do is sit on the bench. take cares and pls stay away from me okies? haha.. played BRAG games for SIT! haha. freakin tired! damn funny lah. melvin cannot see me and he nearly jumped over me or something! haha. den when taking picture he tried to do some stunt and he hit my head cuz i was behind him.. haha. den i today nv go sch.. haiz. but i went for brag anyway. cuz no ppl play. i noe its bad.. but i will go to sch tml okies? haha. i promise! (: i am totally proud of myself today! haha. i reach sch at 8.30am!!! haha. no monday blues totally positive.. haha. i am soooo going to keep up the work for the rest of the term! haha.. but was kinda sian when i see afew ppl in my class. they just have tt jiao bin which i totally cant stand. *roll eyes* am absolutely hardworking today. haha. did ALOT of work b4 i go down to eat. and i didnt even go out during the first break out. hehe. i am soooo darn happy! hehe. BRAG games ltr on. VICTORY! same for the polite girls! hm.. my finger is swollen!!! haha. but i dun think it will post any inconvience to me. haiz. though it feels abit pain and sore. haiz. nah.. POSITIVE!!!!

sometimes i think tt i am tooo optimistic. but isnt tt gd rather den putting wet blanket on ppl and not encouraging em? haha. i am glad tt i made my frens around me more motivated. haha. by encouraging em to go for jogs which they used to loathe. haha. i am happy tt i play a lil part in their life. (: love u bums. wah.. i realise something. we have been going on for more than a mth.. haha. time flies! kinda amazing.. haha. but nothing concrete though.. wad happen yest ar? haha. dun really remember. oh.. okok..

went to sentosa wid js! omg.. the sun is good. haha. saw alot of old bird dere.. the shu qun crook face setter(molly's idol) haha, TP captain, NYPians xuanting and her frens. haha. cam whore quite abit wid js. love u babe! beachishome.sunislove.volleyballispassion

oh ya.. my damn digi cam is acting weirdly.. haiz. think its almost time lah.. pls dun break down when i am at my poorest! sian! haha. nothing much today though.. went granny's hse again. haha. bro's bday next week. like wadever. haha. so bad.. nothing much to talk abt anyway..

aiyo.. wanted to post pic of her.. but cant.. nvm.. went TP to watch match against SP.. GOD!!! its DAMN HIGH! haha. we were screaming and screaming away lah! haha. we won anyway! tts GOOD! haha. 2nd placing already! good luck! after tt went paya lebar to meet joe. haha. went over to stay over. LOL. its hilarious n silly of me when i hide behind the doors, when i saw his mum(my ex colleague, my boss's mum and joe's mum) haha. but its really SCARY! haha.

joe sent me hm and i quickly get ready! haha. YEAH! went sentosa today. haha. damn excited. cuz i really need a tann. stupid lynn fly us plane again! sharry was pissed like hell.. told her already.. meet at 8am.. but i am sure tt no one will even wake up at 8 lah! haha. true enough.. haha.

but we had fun at sentosa rite? haha. finally get my posb atm card replaced. its been missing since duno when. was playing vb the whole day.. haha. js and me were like tired like hell lah. haha. after tt went granny's hse where she yak and yak and yak while i am asleep. zzz.. after tt went town wid vik. haiz. wanted to catch a movie but it seems like dere is not much of a variety.. sian!!! den go hm lors.. hm.. UT was a breeze. so studying does pay off. haha. for once! (: haiz. on my way. he msged me. haiz. i duno hw many times we have to go tru dis.. but it happened again. haiz. y issit tt everytime when i am starting to let go, u will pull me back? u were the one hu say tt u dun love me anymore. wads the point of bringing all the past up when u r already happily attached? when all u wan is a gf and u already gt one.. haiz. i am really tired of all this. haiz.

juz went jogging wid vik. jogged for more than an hour. many things run tru my mind while i jogged. jogged one round around bishan park den go one more small round and exit by my secondary sch. den to vik's hse den to mine and 2 small round around my neighbourhood.haha. and did some abs building and leg lifts. hmm.. TIRED! i am sooooo cold!!!!
rite nw i am in the library. its the 4th day consecetively i am in sch. but i am not attending lesson today.. no no dun get me wrong. cuz by the time i reach its already second breakout already. and dere's UT after sch. so i decided tt i shud study in the library instead. and i did it alone. cold cold cold! haha. gimme some warmth pls!

v.gd!!! though i am like late everyday. but i feel tt there has been a great improvement! haha. keep up the good wrk shu! and i tell myself i only can collect the watch frm alf only when i manage to come to sch for one full week! haha. so here i am. ONEMOREDAYTOGO! (: haha. i am still v.cold!!! haha. sometimes i find tt being alone is not as scary as it seems. i think i am weird. but i guess everyone need some time to be alone sometimes.

came across dis entry in vik's blog. haha. i find it so funny. its abt the good old days. haha. primary school when we were super fugly and naive. haha. thinking back it makes me find it so funny. haha. like so cute liddat. haha.

i think i am kinda traumatised by the stalker yest. haha. i guess it made me v.paranoid. haha. cuz i think tt galilee guy is weird. haha. sound v.stupid though but i am really v.scared lah!!! haha. u cant blame me. haiz. gd things seldom happen to me. haha. things like "guys i like turn gay, molested by fugly freaks, stalkers in action and etc" always happen to me. haiz. wth.. get away frm me!!! haha. i am still freakin cold!!! rahssss... yeah! i am in sch again! haha. its raining cats and dogs but i went to sch anyway. haha. see the change in me?! haha. sch was kinda fun today! haha. love tiffy and nicholas! haha. had soooo much fun today. though i was v.late, i went for lunch anyway. haha. saw jon and he lifted me up abit. haha. nic treated tiffy n me bubble tea! haha. thanks nic! haha.

after lunch, tiffy gt FYP stuff to do and i followed her to lab!! haha. first time in a lab after so long. haha. i am behaving like a lil kid in toy'r us.. wahaha. tiffy spare me some lab equipments. haha. and its so damn fun! haha..nic came in played wid more and more stuff. LOL. and we brought ethanol home to clean lappy and shoes! haha.

after sch went SAJC wid the rest. didnt get to play. but i realise tt my setting is like suddenly improved. haha. went TPY to eat after tt. and this weird guy seems to be stalking us. haiz. damn scary. i was damn scared! haha. and i felt so stupid.haha. yeah! its been two days continuously! haha. soon it will be wed and den thurs and fri! haha.. den i will be in sch for one full week! haha. i truly appreciate ppl hu make the efforts to wake me up in the morning. like dearie and niq. :) will try my best to come to sch everyday k? HUGSSS!!!

woah juz came back frm jogging wid vik at bishan park.. haha. we manage to jog for 40mins. and we did some abs building as well. haha. apparently its not really tiring. haha. i guess we will be jogging 2 rounds on the coming thurs! (:

btw remember the adidas black and gold watch? i got it as my bday present! someone special got it for me. and i am really touched. believe it or not no one has ever buy me something i like cuz he/she realise that i really want it. i really appreciates tt. but i feel bad abt it.. cuz u gotta spend the money!

btw went TP yest. the atmosphere is really HIGH! haha. and food is really NICE! i would die to study dere! haha. the grass is indeed greener on the other side. haha. food is cheaper n nicer and guys are so much hotter! haha. btw we won NYP! great jobs!!! hm.. day didnt exactly started the way i wanted it to be. haiz. was late for class and first thing i heard was something sarcastic coming out frm my faci and teammates. wads worst was in the same team as tt girl freak. haiz. seriously speaking. i cant stand her. self-centred, bitchy yet fugly, flirts non stop.dun understand why someone so fugly can have a bf. anyway her bf is v.compatible wid her lah. two fugly shit tog.:P haha. keep saying things tt irks me. haiz. went for break out and came back at 1pm. guess wad? "we finish everything! so i guess dere is nothing much u can do also.. so ya.. actually u dun need to do anything." haiz. sian diao! i juz hope the day class to end soon! haiz. get me outta the class. counting down!!!! hm.. finally finally went to the beach wid nigel but i we reach dere only at 3! haha. the sun was not so great too. hm.. suntan the whole day alone. while nigel was busy havin frisbee training. haha. lewis was dere too! >.< haha. but i left after awhile lah. didnt have the chance to play vb.. haiz. nigel die also dun wanna play.. no matter hw much i plead. haiz. wth!!!!!


den i headed off to marina square to meet niq. haha. went to eat at FIN. walk around and shop around. haha. tried shoppin for him but he too skinny lah. haha. all sizes are out and he gt no chest. haha. he drives like a bull. haha. bth! nearly get into car accident. *roll eyes*

went to meet joe and stayed over. haha. and got home the next day. den went vb training at PHS. huijun and grace was dere too.they are always gd. haha. as usual lah. i played like shit lors. haiz. den after tt we went dwn to tiong bahru to eat and support the rest.. haha. i shud have join man. it would be a gd exposure for me. nvm.. next sun will be going SMU. haha. cant wait! i am soooo hungry rite nw. haha. haiz. nv go to sch again. haiz i feel so bad. ppl around me has been supportive and no one has given up on me. haiz. if ppl around me cares, i should not let them down. i shud really buck up! haiz. WAKE UP LAH!

went town wid vik. was late again. haha. i finally did some shopping! yay! after duno when. haha. i love mango sale! haha. i manage to find the top tt i always wanted! haha. its cheaper by alot! haha. and another tunic top! haha. yay! finally found a dress! :)

happen to see joe when we walked past pepper lunch. haha. was shocked to see him though haha. so he offered to send me home. met up wid nigel wayne. its been quite sometime since i last met him. haha. hang out awhile and walk up and down like a 1000 times b4 we finally settle down at the food court. haiz.. i am HUNGRY! haiz.

some random pictures.



high on vodka!



i love this pic.



joseph and me. :)