sat is a sad day for me lah. omg. i cant believe i simply just sleep my day away! haiz. omg. i am so getting OLDDD..haiz. i am an escapist. just run away from my problems by sleeping! cuz tts when i dun think at all and just fade away in my own lala land dreaming abt lucky. oh wells. and ya. thanks euggy for suggesting to play in the rain. like v.fun but we nv do it though.. ):

today was suppose to wake up at 7.30 but in the end i only woke up at 9! when i am suppose to be at boonlay area at 10am. haiz. wth!!! so took a bus to clementi and took a cab from dere. GOD! i swear the meter jump faster den my heart! tsk. wth. and its ripping $10!!!

reach dere at like 10.30. js and her sis and her cousin finally came. and we spent some time doing our make up and changing for our first scene! haha. (err its a project for js's sis. some mascara advertisment) so the first scene was suppose to be us in pajamas reading mag and havin pillow fight. haha. its super funny cuz i realise my outfit was kinda too sexy. haha. was wearing dis aerie camisole and a super short shorts. and guess wad did js and her cousin wear. haha.
guess hu?! YUPS! its JS! haha. super funny and i keep making fun of her PJ! haha. this lil girl is JS's lil cousin. she is only 15 and SHE'S GOT HUGE ASSETS! haha.
JS : "wah look! 15 yr old's complexion is really good! full of collagen! haiz. 15 yr old!"
JT : " HAIZ!!! i 18 yr old also dun have 15 yr old's BODY!"
all of us : " HAIZ!!!!!!!!"
haha. i think we kinda traumatise her! LOL. she must be thinkin that we are somekind of freakin lesbian. haha. yeah and we look really pretty wid our fake lash huh. haha. and i wad guess i am always up to
mischief.. as dere is this scene where we need to play wid water n i kinda spray on JS's face until her fake lash dropped.. my bad..so rush home to meet joe so tt we can groom our dogs. n tada ur way too beautiful girl~.. went to town wid vik. thanks joe for sending us dere. nothing much just WINDOW SHOP all the way..and ya camwhore just a lil!

met up wid kien and just talked and to pass my timesheet. haiz. loads of things to talk abt. god!
was packing my room. and i cant bear to throw em away! T_T missed!
sentosa trip wid chanels babe.
finally year 2007 is coming to an end. its been pretty fast. so i am gg to do a short summery. anyway goldfish cant remember much.
finally finally ended thing wid jere. den came joe den came jiren and still stuck wid joe. and nw i am all alone.
sch results STILL SUCKS! haha. i promise to buck up! haha.
a job from sony ericsson service centre and back to the frontline of mobile industry SAMSUNG!
girlies are still pretty much the same. not to mention i finally found "2 friends" in RP. Mitchell and choon ni though. but.. nvm shall skip tt part. haha.
in volleyball, i was kinda let down a few times. no matter how hard i try i am still nt in the team. but my hard wrk finally paid off when i found out tt i am in main 12 for IVP. i am so happy.
my dearest dearest lucky ran away soon after i adopted ritchie. its super sad. u duno hw sad i am. its like my world came crumbling dwn. listen. i am still waiting for u to come home. and i still believe tt u will be coming home one day. i nv give up. and even though i've gt lil sugar nw but i still miss lucky alot.(: and thanks joe for lil sugar. i truly appreciate.
actually i dun have a life. haha. tts all abt it. my life is just abt boys, dogs, vb, girlfriends and whether i gt enough money to eat anot. lol didnt go for product training but went sentosa wid chanel instead. haha. the sun was gd, and i am late as usual.. haha. so irritating i noe. if chanel see dis she is so gg to roll her eyes. haha. went vivo and shop. nic and yuqi joined us after the training. yeah i finally bought tt maternity top @ $26! happy lil girl!

after tt we went home. and i get changed for zouk. but when i get there i am kinda SO-NOT-IN-THE-MOOD! haiz. i am so unreasonable and horrible. i hate myself for being the way that i am. but i just feel like an endangered animal in my protected zone/ lil sugar in its playpen whenever joe is around. and its so not helping that the fat mat keep elbowing me and dis fat ang moh gorilla stepped on my feet and nw my feet has dis "dent". like WTF! i am so NOT HAPPY! haiz. i also duno why i liddat. haiz. and the fact that i am nt in phuture. HAIZ! woke up kinda late today. and played NEED FOR SPEED CARBON. haha. i am kinda addicted lah. haha. den play wid my lil baby the whole day. haha. caught I AM LEGEND..(wid joe) woah so cool. i wonder how he actually live by himself wid his dog for 3 yrs and no one else. god. tts crazy.. if i were him i wud have gave up a long time ago. had dinner at hip diners. ewww. horrible. two stars out of 5.

haiz. sometimes life is just being cruel. it just loves to make fun of u. once the moment is over it will never come back. haiz. dere is just loads of fish out in the ocean! the rite fish will come along when the time is rite. tml will be a better day as i am gg to the beach tml wid chanels! (: i am like gg to doze of any min. haiz. SO SLEEPY! haha. clean my room IMMEDIATELY when i wake up. haha. SUPER dusty and i am so ready to paint my room! haha. so excited. den went to SP for training. so excited to go other poly. haha. nt bad i quite smart.. cuz i manage to find my way dere myself. haha. so SMART! friendly is so tiring. coach serve so many times and i walk back and forth SO MANY times until i hungry! haha. and i play subset.. fly here fly dere...

finally i am playing NEED FOR SPEED CARBON. all thanks to shaney for lending me his PSP! :P
NB! play until halfway low batt den auto shutoff. RAHS! checkout my new carpet. haha. cool huh..

was damn sick in the morning. can u imagine the first thing u do in the morning when u wake up is to grab the plastic bag by ur bed and puke! ewww. sick i noe. was barely able to get off the bed and was wriggling around in bed for the whole day waiting for mummy to come home wid my food. who noes she didnt exactly came back wid food tt is suitable for sick ppl like me. anyway i think my illness just killed my appetite.


was feeling much better and decided to catch a movie wid justin since its been quite sometime since we met. caught national treasure. quite nice cuz its adventurous. den again its not the kind of movie that i will initiate to watch but still turn out to be good. den headed to jurong hill top. super nice scenary of tuas. the lights were all brightly lit. and tt place smells like choco.. haha.

PS: i am so sorry for the hurt that i have caused you. i am so sick today lah! haiz! went to work but was late. was kinda boring and dere is not much ppl around. haiz. so sad. just suddenly v.suddenly i am feeling v.nauseas for the whole day and went to the toilet and lao-ed a few times. plus cramps. finally i cant take it anymore and thank god joe put down everything and fetch me to see doc and sent me home. was whining from sebawang to bishan.. haha. and not to forget the cakes that kenneth bought. and shane who actually wanna rush down after work from jurong east just to pass me the panadol menstrual. thanks alot dudes!

lucky joe came absolutely grateful except that he keep taking pic of me looking damn sickly lah! rahs! and making fun of me. rahs. lucky steve is kind enough to take over me. and lucky i manage to sell two hp in the end and not handing in ZERO sales. (:
FINALLY puked but i am still sick. ): his mates muz have tot that he brought a boy along. i swear EVERYONE's date is like totally girlie laday shittie. while we kinda wore "couple wear" haha. vest and shirt. haha. yes like gay couple. haha. how cute!
see that guy in red? he is FREAKIN funny! haha. and the guys in yellow pants. his balls are going to burst out of his pants soon! so TIGHT until we can kind of see everything. haha. YEWS!!!
red roses.
so i've just caught the lastest epi of gossip girl. apparently they are celebrating christmas. and i am totally in the mood for christmas. though dere is no snow and the fact that i am awfully BROKE and still date-less and not-exactly-sure of my christmas and eve. simply have no idea how i am goin to spend it but i guess it would be good. (:

girls girls girls! when the hell are we going to meet?! i miss u girls already! wadever happen to our lingerie party?! haiz. for now i just wan to slog my life away and work double hard so that jan and the upcoming holis would be free from the BIG M!

isnt it the best feeling in the world that lil gifts that touches your heart.. nothing expensive. just from the heart.
you sexay thing! haha. i swear its damn skimpy. and WE could see his butt cheeks!
for the past few years, i have always been whining abt coach not giving me a chance. but today i am finally given this chance. i am super happy that i am inside the main 12 for IVP team! yay! thanks my dear rina, captains (zhijun, gill and rui) for helping.

though i have been under francis for gg 8 yrs, but this is the first time he really teach me and pay attention to me. so rite now i will not complacent and work even harder to prove him wrong and i can do it. jiayous girls! let the desire to win start burning now! we can do it! (:

oh ya.. and i strained my hamstring today. HAHA. high ar~ went to canon service centre to fix my digi cam and just pray that it doesnt cost me ALOT to fix it. below $100 hopefully. haha. and before that i waited for that stupid gilbert for 45 mins! damn him. haha. after tt we went to walk around and to look for his gf for a lil while.

a couple of them didnt come to the gathering though. but it was damn fun man. its at marche, vivo. haha. initially saw dis ger tot she was kinda cocky and not friendly. but it turn out we hanged out the whole nite! haha. we ordered ALOT of food. seriously ALOT! we whacked the oyster and steaks and cakes. and guess wad the whole samsung promoter crew swiped away 1.7k worth of marche! holy shit!

during the whole makan session everyone was bitching abt tt new IC and tt villian couple! we were suppose to intro ourself one by one just for her. so i said something super loud and sacarstic. "S***** shall start the ball rolling!" she heard and asked who said that. but who cares! if she tries to pin me down just because of this, it just show how dumb and power hungry she is. yewks.. and tt couple who keep carrying her balls are just total outcast! por until damn jialat can!

so after that anthony,yu qi and me decided to share a cab to marina sq to meet the rest for KBox. so we hopped on this cab. we were chatting among ourself and suddenly the uncle interrupt us.

"Eh! I thought i saw 3 girls and 1 guy?!"

i swear i was freakin shocked and i jumped to sit beside yuqi.
if its 7th mth, i probably jump off the cab!

"No! there were only 3 of us!"
anthony tried to calm us down.

"No! i saw 3 girls and suddenly dere are only two of u all!"

lucky we were quite near MS already. phew. once we reached MS we place our $2 and just plunge off the cab!

and finally KBox session at MS. starting was kinda boring only the guys were singing. but as the nite goes on, everyone started inserting their own songs. haha. and i am one of them. HAHA. played pool and cards. and yar tt swiped away another 0.8k! joe happen to be nearby and fetched me and yufan home. (: saved! was so tired though i dun have sch. nv go for training either. very unlike of me. caught loads of movies. and esp good luck chuck. in the end i watch alone. like finally. slept damn early. from 12am to 12pm. haha. shiok. dreamt alot! i found 4 hamsters in my dream, a dog and i found lucky too! i must have miss it alot. haiz. its been a long dream but tts all i can remember. i wan a dog! haiz. all i need is a dog and nothing else. i realised that i dun need a man. but i think i need a woman! haha. i just i am seriously like a boy. oh man. i am so proud to fix that toilet flush all by myself. and y do i need a woman? cuz i cant really cook and my room is worst den a guy's room. i swear every guy fren/ex bf who walked into my room will have this jawdropped look. HAHA.. its not tt its loaded wid guys magazine but MESSY! haha. oh wells. who says tts a girl job?! my bro did hse keeping pretty well u noe. at least better den me. haha.

just finish watching "another gay movie". haha. omfg. its so GAY! haha. like totally. lol. pretty funny and alot like american pie! but just the gay version. funny! not for the homophobic though. haha. alex would LOVE it! haha. =X

eat eat eat! ATE ALOT today. haiz. i swear i am going to sch earlier to jog b4 training for an hour. haha. i need to be leaner! yucks! and oh back to wad i am goin to say. met up shane today. and dude, u noe wad? its abt giving and taking and not just keep giving. be happier and hang out wid me more. cuz lil miss goldfish will make every worries seems so yesterday. i am so glad i am me. haha. like WTH!

i will not be impulsive again. just take my own sweet time. haha. finally its holiday! isnt tt cool? haha. yeah! so went to dis DND for maomao's army event. its kind of funny cuz the theme is RETRO! but i didnt stick to the theme and omg. those "SIRS" is like letting their hair down. and they are super funny in super exaggerating outfit. and as for me. haha. i think mao asked the wrong person haha. cuz it seems like he brought a boy along. :P
all other gers look really girlie! except for me. and mao's warrant actually sent us to bishan. HOW SWEET RITE? awwww.. (pics to be uploaded when mao did.)

so we went orchard and caught Mr Magorium's Emporium. quite cute. haha. esp tt paul frank toyie. haha. den we headed back to my home sweet home!

wrk was boring and tiring at vivo. its damn irritating when this two banglah keep askin me to take out NOKIA hp. haiz. ask me the same qns OVER AND OVER AGAIN! haiz. waste my time. i am SAMSUNG! btw made new RP mates cum promoter AGAIN! haha. all my course wan. haha. den was suppose to go zouking wid the girls. but JS is sick and havin fever. and sharry backed out. HAIZ! so met up wid joe instead. had dinner and tried to catch a movie but apparently there is no show. and the best part is i saw my eyecandy. haha. and i almost fainted. HAHA.. damn tired! haiz. nites went jurong east to get my damn mp3 fixed ALONE! haiz. wad a hassle. was suppose to go jere's hse for dinner. HAHA. i do see raised eyebrows. HAHA. to meet his sis lah! haha. went dwn to TM and realise tat kien went hm without me! so went balestier to eat bah kut teh wid shane. oh man! eat until i wanna puke. and i nv eat rice somemore. haha. nice dude though. (: talked abt the shrink in macritchie. and it toally arouse my curiousity!

omg. nv go sch again. i am getting from bad to worst. haiz.. can barely hear anything when i am aslp. caught victoria's secret runway show. OMG! they are so hot. they are like blowing kisses and winking and struting away lah! i wanna be an angel! haha. VS angel! their legs are as long as me! HAHAHA. their waist is so small and flat while their assets are huge! alessendra ambrosio!!! and andriana lima! and i realise a common thing among em. THEY ALL WANNA BE MOTHER! hm... heidi klum is like mother of 3 and is still so HOT! kill me. haha. it seems like its the season for blooming huh? isnt it winter and no flowers? No.. its tao hua!!! but its just so weird that sometimes i wonder if they sort of knew one another that they plan to come tog all at ONE SHOT? i am so shock to receive msg from jiren lah. and did i mention that two bengs tt tried to get my no? OMG. gimme a break lors. and it seems like dere will be v.persistent guy that will pop out from NO WHERE! god.

haiz. sad lah! i am damn sad. my mp3 spoilt v.abruptly! haiz. like wtf! WHY?! and tt damn service centre is at TOH GUAN! SO FAR!!! rahs. but anyway i went town to meet vik. and i finally gt a trim after duno when.. i duno why but i dun like it.. too layered! i think i wan to cut it short lah! ARGH! wrong move.. and its ripping $40! omg.. if i noe liddat i would have went to urban hair. argh! rahs. shouldnt have went under water world.. T_T
when ur broke u seem to regret every single cent u spent. damn! ppl bear wid me. haha.
I WANT TO BE AIR STEWARDESS!
i seriously want it lors. haiz..
i noe its kinda bimbotic. BUT!
isnt it the secret dream of every girl to be a SQ girl?
bleahz.. fri nite was pathetic. went to granny house and have steamboat. which left me SORE!(in the throat) and was left home on fri nite. haiz.. BORING!

so its finally sat and its the LONG awaited private sale and ZOUKOUT! so joe vik and me went suntec for the private sale. it turn out its a watch sale. loads of ppl and man.. the maids are damn rich.. haha. in the end i didnt get anything.

but there was guess sale! haha.. and for once in my life.. i finally bought guess top. its usually too big for me even S size. but this time round i just went in and just look around. haha. fruitful trip! bought a top and a vest in XS! hehe. so happy lah. one is from the courtesy of joe. thanks. (:

do i look like ur teacher? lol

so we headed to town and shop instead. was suppose to go tour around sentosa lah. haha. so we headed to sentosa after we pick up his shades. and we were quite early and finding a parking lot is difficult man. haha. as we were damn early, we went underwater world instead. its like when was the last time u actually went dere? it was nice lah. haha.

and the party begins at 8! as the nite comes nearer, u can see alot of ppl around in beach wear. saw alot of familiar faces. was wid mao mao and two of his frens. den gary and his frens. and gabbie. omg.. u duno how happy i am to see em. i also saw reuben, peirce ppl and my eye candy. HAHA. and the best part is when i was lookin for gabbie. this girl walk past me and bump into me. and i kinda flew into my eyecandy which is her bf. haha. NOT MY FAULT! she push me to him. haha. *big grins* and we went to play this bungee jumping thingy. haha. it looks easy. but its damn tiring.. haha. but its fun! but den again. jumping is my forte. haha.

he wasnt wearin anything..

gabbie n me. its been a long time bro..

the mambo is good. the only thing is i dun have the energy to stay up longer for the best DJ. haiz. its at 6, 7 and 8 lah.. i die at 5.. haha. went to slp in the car. and the part where it totally kill my mood to have fun. i mean like i already state my stand and make things clear to u in the first place. u should have expected it b4 u decided to come wid me. and i only dance wid ppl i trust and i am comfortable wid. i seriously hate it when this shit have to happen EVERYTIME! do u have to do this everytime?
HATE IT! HATE IT! HATE IT!
its not the first time anymore. and it just doesnt make sense. do i need to ans to anyone?

hm.. lets nt talk abt unhappy thing anymore. after one whole day of shoppin n partying i am broke now.. hope $ drop from the sky.. lol. bet i am not gg to enjoy this holis. have to slog my holis away to make it to next mth.. pray!

PS: more pics to b uploaded.

training was at amk sec.. and it was kind of boring though. manage to try out jump serve when coach is talking to rena. and i happen to have a few nice one. just continue to jiayous and i can do it. (:

wad coach say is not going to bring me down. it just motivates me even more to prove him wrong. i dun deny that i am somethings hurt and demoralise by wad he say. however, what he say has got no effect on me. hu ask me to be such a gold fish?! haha. btw gt this big bruise while climbing the pole. OUCH! sch was alrites. though it was POURING but i still make it. web multimedia! FUN FUN FUN! i love it. haha. choon gg taiwan.. haiz. gonna miss her company. and i simply gt no idea if mitch would even come to sch anot..

after sch went CWP to eat sakae wid lynn and loretta. den headed to Tekmedia to return hp. and finally i met up wid liling. its been a LONG LONG time. the last time we met was my bday "celebration".. happy to see her. den went far east to find sharry. i duno why but recently meeting the girls just makes me happy. (:

was looking for a flare short skirt for zoukout and i found it from INC. short and casual enough i like. but kinda too short though. and i finally buy my ivy cap from collage. argh! spent so much today. and i am so guilty lah. haiz.
thanks for the gifts.. mao mao gave me a coaster wid my name on it too. tts v.sweet. sometimes it not abt the amount spent on the gift but the thoughts tt counts.