iheartthisboy. (: hellos all! im not dead yet.. i survived through an operation! hahaha. i was admitted into tan tock seng. it soon gonna be my second home.. was so sick..

woke up looking for painkiller. skipped work.. i swear its damn pain and the pain wouldnt go away. popped two panadol and went back to sleep. i couldnt eat neither could i get out of bed. finally dragged my ass to the clinic but the docs referred me to TTSH.. so baby drove me dere.

when i got to hospital, it was quite fast.. but i must say i wanna kill the doc. that stupid doc looked like he is 15.. thats not the end. he injected me FOUR times before he drew my blood. being summer, she will just keep quiet. so i during the last attempt, i finally voice out. " why dont u get some one else to do it please?!"

so after zillion hours, i finally got warded. poor baby, he stayed by my side all the while. went for many scans and more scans.. and finally finalised that i've got appendicitis. for a moment im damn afraid cuz i dun wanna go through operation. and the best part is im not allowed to eat AT ALL.. =(

anyways i went through the ops alr.. i must say the best part was the putting me to sleep. WAH SHIOK! while waiting for them to get ready, jack johnson's If I Had Eyes.. when i woke up again, everything was over.

after i wad back in the ward, i realised most of my friends were dere. im glad tt they bothered to visit me. i felt loved, really. even chris called from UK as well! but dere was also one or two tt made some comments tt kinda hurt. but anyways, if they do get admitted one day, i would still visit them. =)

and so, i've finally felt much better and fitter to discharged from the hospital! i swear i couldnt be happier to be home! i hate to be sick.

the view from my ward!
flowers from lynn n soo wen..

im really so glad i've gt jasonLEE. he was dere by my side all these days. he was so worried and yet so tired but he chose to come and visit me everyday even though i'll be sleeping due to all the medications. thanks baby.. seriously omg! im in a state of shocked..

months ago, judy mistaken me as shuwei and congratulated me in paragon toilet.
den just days back, i saw shuwei and andy at the bus stop and she seems like she is almost due.

just yesterday i bumped into huixian.. OMGSSSSS.. she showed me a pict on her handphone..
"ermm.. yours?"
"yeahs! two months old"
"WOW!"

and just minutes ago, joe called.
"HEY! im getting engaged!"
"WHAT?!"
the last time i heard from him was two weeks back.
"i just got attached" and now he is getting engaged. omgggggg

u get the picture now?! im SO STUNNED! seriously.. the closest thing tt came to my mind was just yesterday. when i saw this eurasian toddlers in bus, i was thinkin, i wan a eurasian kid. HAHAHA. cuz they look so pretty!

other den tt i think i prolly wants to get married at 30? LOL.. its so scary.. idk. everyone around is getting hitched and i cant even maintain my r/s for more den 1 mth for the past two years. im so gonna be left on the shelves. HAHAHAHA..

OMG! its just so SCARY! work have been pretty mundane and boring. but whenever a customer walks in and i manage to make em feel good about themselves makes me happy. esp old aunties and grannies. that smile on their face, its so genuine its priceless. thats the only reason why im sticking to this job and of cause, cause i need a job. DAMN!

btw i havent slept a wink. keep having images of this red lady and some car crash. honestly im scared. i have no idea is it my hallucination, dreams or wadever. but it seem so surreal. i dont know. it cant be a coincidence that baby and i both fall sick at the same time. after all its THAT month.. ARGH! I DUNO!!! LEAVE ME US ALONE! ahhh i finally took out my hair extension! SIGHS! my hair seems v.THIN! and honestly ive nv dropped soooooo much hair in my entire life. sighs..

btw im v.tired. so i shall let picts do the talkin.
jason delievery! THANKS baby!
seeesha outing..


hahaah.. hamster's red RX8.. NOT!
fun wid the t10! welcome to twilight zone.
mount faber outing..
trying to act stupid!
driving
riding..
he ask me to get him a date. and so i did! SUGAR BABY!
specky baby!

baby sitting..
awwww so cute!


i love this.



outing wid JS! man.. its been a thousand years since we last went out tog. I MISS THIS GIRL!


we decided to go china one to drink!

one of the guys tt came to our table. man.. js is really HOT.. cuz she attracted at least 20 guys to our table lookin for her checking her out and buying her drinks.






been drinking so much, i felt like puking the next day. which led to..
i was working and i constantly felt like puking. the next thing i noe, im behaving like a drug addict tts on cold turkey. im trembling in cold and sniffing away. eyes were fogged up and blurred, gums were burning. but my limbs felt damn cold as in im in a fridge. im 39deg HOT!
no worries felt better now. and i think i need to get some rest now. kluhbye! dinner at fisherman wharf wid lyn and danielle! GOOOOOD!
so the basic school has already ended. sighs. its gooood and here are the lovelies!
first up we got ANGEL!
joanna.
pardon the make up. its supposed to be DRAMATIC. and i guess we did it pretty well. :S EWWWW
danielle!
cheryl
dearest NOVEM!
lyn! my partner for the dramatic make up. HAHA. she looked really goood in purple!
so here we are showcasing each others "end product"..

met up wid jasonLEE and Mr. Grumpy.. headed to yishun dam. and man! there were so many bikes around. and the both of em are duper fascinated by em. i admit im a lil excited by all the scrambler.. and dis fat guy did some stunts wid his scrambler and im damn HAPPY lah!
check out the numbers of bike. and they are those big wans. damn COOL!

i <3 his specky!
we were half dead..
anyways.. gooodies from japan!

anyways.. brought vik to crystal jade as promised!
the v.irrisistable XIAO LONG BAOS!
mince meat noodle
miss vikki
SPICY beef noodles.

as u can see.. we are happily PIGGIN out.
fried beancurd skin
u noe wad? the soup is SO GOOOOD i suck it dry. LOL seriously FUCKIN GOOD.. u could feel the tingling spicy sensation when it goes down ur throat.. AHHHHHH..
after the meal, i seriously overate.. and for the whole time i think i felt like puking lah. sound so PIGGGGG!

been sleeping and dozing off alot lately. no idea why im so tired but in a way its good cuz it reduces my dark circles. thats about it? been pretty boring lately. oh wells!