friday didnt make it to school cause im down with high fever. and rite now. havin fever is really a scary thing to me. :S so picked baby up at pasir ris tog wid his mum and headed back to his place. nothing much. just went mustafa to grab a non camera hp.

den came saturday where we finally make it to have mac's breakie tog. (:
i must say its a busy busy day. been so busy that i think i can beat a bee. anyways. baby sent me to work.

bene.d dropped by to have lunchie wid me. and i saw many many people with F1 passes hanging around their neck! im so jealous! damn! so i was complaining to baby abt it. and the worst part is when u hear the engine's of the F1 race.. man.. its totally driving me crazy.

work has been REALLY stressful cuz i didnt hit target and i had problem key-ing my transactions and the fact that EVERYONE is waiting for me is not helping! luckily fie fie offered to help me do the breakdown. (:

i must i am really lucky. as bbay knew that i am dying to watch the F1 race, he tried to go around cityhall and try to see if he could find a spot for me to view it. its so coincidently that his cousin happen to bump into him and asked him if he wanna go up to supreme court and check out the F1 race. and so we went!







we are so damn excited lah!
i am totally flipping with joy. after that we headed to gabbie's 21st. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRO! it was fun. hope u like that harley! :P

btw im currently working on something. so stay tune! wah fucking hell!
i swear ur one hell of a bitch!
ur the one driving ur son away.
and hello!
im not married into the family and neither am i his maid!
and being jealous and demand things to go ur way is not making things any better!

no wonder ur son hates you. and i honestly think u deserve it.
BITCH!
that isnt the way to talk. YEAHS! my baby is coming back! yeahs! i finally did some sports. went to NUS wid nigel and vanessa (nigel's sis). went for PICK UP. hahaha. my first time in a uni. i must campus is really BIG. so settled down and get changed. basically its my first and i had no shoes. so it means i have to play bare footed. man. i must say that sucks. HAHA. but its bearable and i didnt squeak or scream and whine about it. (nigel assume i would. and i am proud to prove him wrong!)

So vanessa and i joined the newbies group. i cant freakin throw properly. and my frisbee always spin to my EXTREME right. haha. as we were standing damn close to the track, i must say i injured quite a few joggers along the track. and i made vannessa run alot. SO SORRY PEOPLE!

but i love this new found hobby! gives me a chance to move my fat ass. and i like catching even though i have got my palms swollen. and the fact that i have got hit in the face by myself, its still damn fun! HAHAHA. went to school late as usual. but oh wells. better den not going at all. anyways. after school met up wid kelvin and we came up with a plan. its like im actually supposed to meet a girl from one of my modules to go city plaza and shop. but she didnt attend school. so yeah.. couldnt contact her or anything so kelvin offered to acc me dere! HEHEHE.

that dude couldnt find peeps to seesha. so we shall just acc each other. and so we did. went to look for maxi dress. and tadaaaa. i bought 3! hahaha. oh wells. so happy! HOHOHO. den headed to seesha place. man. its DOPE. makes me damn high. HAHAHA.

den it struck me that since im soooo free.. mayb i could set up a online shop myself. so i called vik and at first she seems interested but subsequently i think she's not even interested anymore. den i asked sali.. but she is too busy. so im the only free one around. and i cant do it on my own.

sighs. i need u.. cant wait to see u on fri. ur the only supportive one. life has been soooo boring and damn boring this is what you resort to. okies fine. basically, im leading a tai tai life. online shopping and walk the dog. and camwhore.. doing the housework is nv an option. hahaha. WOW.. how interesting. lucky it was nv my dream to be one either.






dis is wad u do when u get bored in class. and you found sammy inside a marketing research lab. hahaha. so wad you do is snoop it back to class and make it attend the same boring shit that your going tru.








dis hairy boy needs to be shaved. and i misss him. smooth criminal! hahaha. :P
sunday is quite a bad day for me. sighs. dere is this make over which no ones knows. and dere is dis full time staff and me. another part time was away for lunchie. so she was attending some customer den she ask me to do the make over. thing is im still new and i totally screw up the customer's eyes. HAHHAHA. its funny yet so embarrassing. sighs! hate it.. actually i feel like quitting already. i feel so sad for baby.. its like i have to work on sat and sundays. and i cant really spend quality time with him. sighs. i feel that im not cut out for the job. ahhh we will see..

monday.. is just plain boring. went IT helpdesk.. can u imagine me bringing TWO lappies to school and i almost died.

yeahs! tml i will be CITY PLAZA with my shopping khakis! hope i can cheer myself up! its saturday nite and here i am typing away. work has been so boring and i think i am a such a dumbfuck! something dumb happened at work and i feel so silly! at first i thought the amount didnt telly but it was only when i called my manager, i realised that one is with GST and another one isnt!
oh shu! what are you trying to prove?! just because ur a prettyface you dun have to be a bimbo..

before i reported to work, i went to fujitsu. this time round i really lost it! when i rushed there, my laptop wasnt ready and its the second time i went back. its like WTF! and im being made to buy this hard disk case. i swear im damn angry! i started to lose control of myself and talked damn loudly and i swear i was so angry, i was on the verge on crying already. t totally scolded her. i mean i noe its not entirelyher fault. but hello! ive been making many many wasted trips down and i mean time and effort spent could be spend on something else! people who knows me well should know that i am not the kind who like to make a scene outside and if i really do get angry, the person must have crossed the line. grrrrr so effin pissed! and i gotta go back AGAIN! went to school and man! school is really boring but ironically, my class is VERY VERY VERY noisy. they literally talk at the top of their lungs. hmmm.. but its fun and friendly! (:

headed home and headed rite out after i have changed into my shorts. i must say im VERY VERY VERY tired. oh man! and guess wad? rushed to funan to realised that my stupid useless lappy is NOT ready! and some muthafucker called and ask me to collect it! so i went back with my hard disk. so its like a wasted trip and i dun think my lappy would be ready anytime soon.

met up wid randy and passed him back his digicam and ate at meng's and talk about our ghostly encounter. man.. creeepy chilly feeling!

sighs. baby called and he told me that he is on drip the whole day. that poor boy is running a high fever and he told me that he cant even lie down but to sit under the shade and look at his platoon mates do wadever they have to do. its like WTF! i called his mummy hoping that she would be able to DEMAND em to let my baby outta that shit hole. his mummy scolded me for asking her to demand em to let him out. i guess im desperate to make sure he is alrite and see him and be dere. but i guess baby called a lil tad too late. mean while just hope my baby will recover soon. sighs. misss him to bits. omg. i wanna kill myself.
DUN EVER WEAR A FLOWY SKIRT ON A WINDY DAY!
i think i flashed my butt to the whole kopitiam! how embarrassing!
lyn told me she saw my whole butt. KILL ME!

anyways finally booked my BTT and i almost died walking to SSDC. so effin far! and baby's lappy is totally crashing my small bones.

life's been really boring. so boring that im thinking of enrolling to learn to swim and go out alone all the time. life is just about coming to school and sourcing for maxi dresses.. OH WELLS! went to school for fyp and then met up with choong siew ling. oh wells. i guess you reap what you sow. so i cant blame anyone for that. so lets just realistic. take one step at a time and oh wells its just another year. =)

den went to funan to service my lappy man.. den met up with vik at vivo. shopped den headed to meet jason's dad to get jason's lappy.

oh wells. finally cleared the air with nigel. im glad we talked things out and i guess the lack of communication is not goin to bring you anywhere. im sorry nigel my bad. =) omfg.. today is really a bad day..

first i missed school.. and my stupid retarded dog spoiled my earphones AGAIN! sighs.

next i quarrelled with nigel AGAIN! what happen was nigel said that i dissappeared after i got jason. so i made an effort to ask him out. but he said my bf will mind. so i told him that he dont mind cuz ur my good friend he understand. den he shut me up by telling me "I MIND".. okies. nvm.. asked him out today again. guess what. first he sounded like he wanted to come den the next min he says that he is tired. sighs. den he started saying that the only reason why im asking him out is because jason is not around. LIKE WTF! wtf is wrong with him?! i have no fuckin idea what i can do to salvage this shit! ask him out he also got thing to say dun ask him out he also say. WHY DONT YOU TELL ME?! so that i can please you!

you said that i didnt bother to inform you that i am in hospital.. but u know something? when i called you ur reply was " huh.. that means you cant come for my competition? wah laos. always liddat wan. i will visit you if i am free." you never came and here you are slamming at me saying that I DIDNT MAKE EFFORT! you say that you understand.. YOU DONT! cause you dont have a fuckin bf that is goin into the army and time is ticking away. and you cant fuckin see him for two weeks! SO TELL ME! WHAT CAN I DO TO SALVAGE IT?! FUCKIN TELL ME! it takes two hands to clap. no matter how i try you also got thing to say den i got nothing to say. it all depends on you. now its just you and your WEIRD thinkin.

den next choong siew ling called. DAMN IT! im gonna fuckin repeat one sem in this fucking school! THAT I KNOW! so please dun fuckin remind me cause i just wanna get the fuck out of this shit hole! and she wants me to retake computing! seriously.. I FUCKING HATE!

so i went off alone to town to shop alone. yes. was shopping alone along orchard. on my way dere, i randomly went to my calendar to check out when is baby coming out. den i saw this note that had me crying like a baby in the bus. "happy birthday to me. my bday wish is to love you more. i love you. " I REALLY MISS HIM ALOT.

wanted to get some lasenza. but i duno. when i get dere i dun feel like getting. den went to cotton on but didnt get anything. so i went to look for his present. got it at fred perry. den met up with kelvin at meng's kitchen..

guess what.. MY FUCKIN LAPPY DIED ON ME! FUCKKKKKK! went to school and man.. its damn boring and i must say it kills time.
im so tired. im so bored. i refused to go out. or rather i got no one to go out with. sometimes its really pathetic for me. been living for almost 2 decades, i have so lil friends. so lil that i can count with both hands.

gossipgirl.. man. thats the only interesting thing right now for me other then waiting for jason's call. i miss JASONLEE alot!

sorry for the shout out. its like sudden outburst and i do miss him ALOT.. i really really do.

anyways. on thurs, i went to school and after which is FYP meeting! *yucks* den headed to bugis to meet up wid sali, J and the gang. (: ate at MOF, its seriously damn good. I LIKE! but no pictures. cuz i was seriously tooooo busy eating away already. HAHA :P

den came fri, its J's last day. sighs. so i insist that i buy him a meal since we are tog 24/7 and i never had the chance to get him anything. had steamboat! and once again i shocked him with my ability to eat.. but wadever, he still love me. HAHAHA.

after that we headed to haji for seeesha.. so i asked J to ask his buddies along so that he can have the best of both worlds. SEEE.. im so nice.. im sharing J with the boys. i didnt keep him to myself. so weilong and kel came.. (:
make em take pict for us.
hurhur..
check out their face. i dun care. HAHAHA.
still continue..
loves.
i hope it makes my face look SLIMER.
den we headed home. and i requested that i wanna shave him! he said OKIES! awwww how can i not love this boy. he trust me so much.. LOL
before.
after i've shaved.
and den i decided tt i really dun wanna cut him. so tada!
SO HANDSOME. hahahaha
so he deserve a kiss.
sighs. i will really miss him..
we didnt sleep.. or rather we cant. its like every min and every seconds is so precious. sighs. den J finally broke down and cry while i try to hold back my tears and tell him that everything is going to be alrite. cause im sure that if i cry too, its gonna make it worst for him..

so we picked up his dad and left for TEKONG. greeted by "welcome to pulau tekong". oh wells. saw many familiar faces. first its gary(lynn and sharry's) as the bus guide den its errol as our presentor and finally alex from canoe. J's mum hates gary. cuz he keep talking to me. and she is like "SO POPULAR AR YOU? ASK HIM TO SHUT UP OR ELSE I WILL COMPLAIN HIM."

J's mum cried like a running tap and i swear she is damn worried. oh wells. im definitelty not worried cuz i noe army is going to make a man out of him. just that i miss him alot. after that J's mum and i went to rivervale to do hair tog. i had mine Dyed and had hers highlighted.. after that we had dinner tog.(:

i did a shoot at ann siang rd today! but i was duper late. but shawn was damn nice cuz he wasnt angry with me. shall upload picts when i got them. i must say phototaking is not as easy as i tot esp when im like damn AH TARD. duno how to autorun. everything also must need him to shift my limbs into the poses. after that went to shop alone at ann siang and people's park. and i wanna buy MAXI DRESS! cuz i do look good in em. i swear.

do you know that its been so long since i last got so dependent on a guy? jeremy was the last. and its like 2 years ago. and its been two years since i celebrated 1mth. HAHAHA. its like im damn sian. cuz i miss him. its like EVERYTHING and EVERYWHERE i go i think of J.. no one to spot Z4 with me. eating cheese fries doesnt seems to be as tasty as ever and so is bubble tea. eating kfc too. when ever some RX8 drove past i wished i could spot my caveman inside.

tried camwhoring wid sugar baby but i just cant smile like i usually do. cuz you are not around. i cant smile







we miss you. even sugar cant smile. hmm.. okies this post is v.pict intensive! so be prepared for a pict galoreee.. on sunday its our 1monthnivasary.. and i have no idea what to get.. so i go the idea from randy and do something that he can bring into his camp. since he is enlisting on saturday. sighs.

flip cut tear and paste. the whole saturday afternoon.
draft.den headed to newtons to eat with mommy..
finally its SUNDAY, our big day! and we went out early to heeren to kai to get my dress. but to realised that shaun is late. in the end all the so called "cash prizes" and dresses boils down to a kai membership and a kai dress.. felt cheated. but oh wells.

anyways we headed to crystal jade cuz im craving for XIAO LONG BAOS. so we had it lah. ate the same things but its still love! hahaha. and rite now im feeling hungry just by looking at it..



so happy together.
from me to u..
from him to me.
on mon.
i couldnt make it to school so i dragged jason to the army market to stock up on his basic stuffs for army before he gets enlisted on the coming saturday. after which headed to granny's to have dinner tog.

on tues.
we headed haji lane cuz i wanted to go. objective is to shop for HIGHWAISTED. i always heard that ppl find "treasures" from house of japan. so i dragged Jason and tried looked for jeans and squeezing into em. wah i swear i almost died! HAHHAA. bought a straw hat at low $12. hahaha. baby actually good at bargaining.headed home and head out wid baby for supper. LAKSA!!!
anyways saw this and thought it look like loretta. HAHAHHA
wed is my free day and fyp is cancelled. so we decided that we should do something different. then baby suggested ZOO! yes.. u didnt hear me wrong zoo not zouk.
tada! grand entrance..
hahaha. guess what. he's wearing the straw hat, my singlet, and my PE shorts. LOL
(:
false cardial or something sunbathin!!!
otter. smelly like shit.
this seems highly possible to happen to me. u noe i LOVE food.

((((:





live summer import!

hehehehe. poser posing with a semi pro camera. (i swear randy's gonna kill me.)camwhor-ed while waiting for the elephant show to start.













damn! its our favourite section and its closed for upgrading. damn! baby and i were damn disappointed. i cant carry the chickadees.. WHAT!!!

butterflyy


















while waiting for the pola bear to plunge into the pool. but it didnt. DAMN IT!


humming bird.









after which headed back home and went to dinner wid jason's dad! nice guy.. had a good chat.. his preaching made me wanna work hard and harder so that i could drive all the car that WOW me on the road.